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| What the fuck? I thought you were my friend, I thought you understood me, I thought you cared, or even listened to me. You don't listen, you don't understand, you turn your back on me cause of a stupid mistake. That wasn't even my fault. You're the one that stopped me. The pills normally make me sleep. But don't worry about that, I fixed the problem. What the fuck? You supposedly care, you are supposed to love me, but how do you show it? You take away my freedom, you take away my control, you force me to do as you please. Just STOP! Stop trying to like me when you don't really love me. Stop taking away the thing and people I love. Stop fighting to control me and let me be an adult, before I fix the situation. What the fuck? You actually love me, you make me have emotions I never thought I could. You make me feel loved; this should be one of the best days of my life, but they turn around and ruin it for good, I can't stand this much pain when I should be so happy. You're the one I need to fix the problems for me. ~2/18/04 |
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