| Cut it Out |
| The pain is taking over, I can't keep it all in, It's tearing at my heart, and I'm tearing at my skin, The pain is overwhelming, and the fear is getting stronger, I want to let it out, I can't take it any longer, But I can't talk about it, That only makes it worse, I can't hide everything, and my voice is getting hoarse, There's only one way, to let everything out, the pain and the terror, I have to cut it out, I can see it leaving, and I can feel the calm, It comes to me, as the blood streams down my palm, I can see all my pain, and I know what it's about, but I don't want to think right now, I just want to cut it out. ~8/9/03 *Emma* |