Cut it Out
The pain is taking over,
I can't keep it all in,
It's tearing at my heart,
and I'm tearing at my skin,
The pain is overwhelming,
and the fear is getting stronger,
I want to let it out,
I can't take it any longer,
But I can't talk about it,
That only makes it worse,
I can't hide everything,
and my voice is getting hoarse,
There's only one way,
to let everything out,
the pain and the terror,
I have to cut it out,
I can see it leaving,
and I can feel the calm,
It comes to me,
as the blood streams down my palm,
I can see all my pain,
and I know what it's about,
but I don't want to think right now,
I just want to cut it out.

~8/9/03
*Emma*
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