Conversations
conversations
within her head
vioces talking
to one another
this is okay
as long as they don't
start to get loud
and aggressive
towards her
she's fine with them
as long as she doesn't exist
these voice, ever present
all knowing and all seeing
the talk about things
she doesn't remember
they know what happens
when she is unaware
they talk about what she did
when she was dissociated
they remember her cutting
and even talk like
one of them did it
she's scared
and doesn't know what to do
or how to explain
what she hears
when she overhears
their conversations

9/16/04
This poem was written while I was in the psychiatric hospital.
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