Ashes
this life is in ashes
left from burning embers
of storms of pain and sorrow
thunder in my soul
sounding off with each torment
with every wrong done to me
lightning shines in my eyes
from the want to act
withheld deep inside
the storm rages on
turned against myself
chaos in my heart
fire consumes me
but relief is coming
still out of reach
the moon and stars begin to show
through the storm clouds
and my thoughts and feelings
begin to make sense
I look to the stars
and find my choice
is already made
next time the clouds
rear their ugly heads
I'll be ready
to turn these ashes
into my own private beach.

9/28/04
This was written using word association, sitting on the back porch and during AIOP, adult intensive outpatient.
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