| 11 March 2002 10:36 pm PST Monday I'm here in LA for my spring break. It occurred to me last night that my future husband is very likely still in town because the SAG awards were last night and the Oscars are only 2 weeks away. Perhaps I'll see him in a bar or walking down the street. Of course I'm going to have to play it cool and not a) faint on sight, b) scream at the top of my lungs "OH MY GOD I LOVE YOU!", c) chase after him without introducing myself first, or d) not even notice him since I tend to be oblivious to stars. Oh yes, believe you me I am on a search to find Orlando and claim him for my own! Of course, if I happen to see Lex Luthor walking down the street or in a bar I will most certainly try to meet him and make him mine, too. The song of the day is Sheryl Crow's "Safe and Sound." I was watching K-Pax on the plane today and this was the song that kept playing. There's something haunting and sweet about it. I haven't actually listened too close to the words, but the music make me feel like I'm under a spell. I went home for a couple days before flying out to LA. I'm happy to report that Bishop is still getting bigger, I did 3 loads of laundry for free, and I hit my favorite restaurant. Plus I got to see Lauren and her baby. That was cute. I can't help but be thankful that I'm not a mother. Honestly I can't see myself taking care of anyone other than myself for at least a few years. I don't have it in me... not right now. He1l I'm having a hard enough time trying to be a good friend to the people who matter most to me. If I feel inadequate in that capacity, I most certainly don't have what it takes to care about an infant. I don't even think I have it in me to have a boyfriend. My heart has a giant "no vacancy" sign on it right now. Anyways, I intend to have a nice spring break. If I don't post for a while, you'll know I'm having at least a little fun. Toodles. |
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