| The Latest Word |
| 2 August 2001 Thursday 11:54pm Buh-bye blue hair. As I type I'm waiting for my hair to finish dying back to my beloved black (which I don't plan to dye again for a long long time). So next time anyone sees me you can't gasp and yell, FREAK! Anyways, I just got back from Toronto today. Yes I was just in LA a few days ago, but I flew almost immediately to O Canada once I got home on Monday. It was nice from what I saw. I didn't get to explore the city in depth as I was only there, like, 2 full days. But I did the essential CN Tower tour and walked/sat down on the glass floor. My mom decided to do a little disco dance to rub it in that I was more scared of something than she was. We also went to Niagra Falls, which was okay. It's one of those places you just gotta go to to say you went. I don't understand why it's a honeymoon capital because there's really not much too the place. Just a whole lot of water, which I admit is pretty, but that's about it. Except the casinos, but I'm not a gambling fan (I always lose out). Well they can do what they do... but I am going to Hawai'i for my honeymoon. So now I get a couple days break before I choose whether to go to LA again or to Vienna. I'm not entirely sure what's gonna happen because it's kinda up to how much my mom pushes for somewhere. My brother called me "Jet-setter Jack". I'm just tired. We'll see how much more of this my body can take. I've been more weary as of late because of this traveling thing. Weariness is very bad for me because I start slipping into some rather dreary thoughts, which makes me wonder how much of my "happiness" is real and how much is a facade. Is it possible to convince myself that I'm happy when I'm really not? Or am I actually just happy but, like every other human on this planet, I just get tired and have an off day? Sometimes I do wonder my own sanity and stability. I wonder if it's possible for someone my age to be as secure as I am... Is that normal? Well whatever, because I'm quite content as is thank you very much. Hehe. Anyways... now to wash my hair... |
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