That's Life #2


Writing Poems

Writing poems is a art form
I saw it that way
I want to stay on writing poems
People know me through them
And see the real person inside
The poems I write is from life�s experience
The good and the bad
I never want to go back to old Steven
Because God makes it even
Life got better every day
No matter what we do
We can all learned something from my poems
That�s the beauty of it
I taught about life
They�re fascinating by them
The beauty lies within my poems
They saw the beauty
And realized some of them they can relate to
They�re touched by their hearts
Tears rolled from their eyes
The poems brought the best out of them
In made everyone�s day to love people
A artist�s painting is an art form
People see the beauty of them
The beauty is what they love to see the most
It made them feel good and loving inside
See the art in poems
Called me the artist from the poems I wrote
See the story too
Called me a storyteller, a great one at that
This poems ends at a full swing from a baseball bat
An home run made it a final, 1 � 0


The Past

The Past
When does it end?
It never ends when it comes back
Tracking me down and haunting me
It continued to hurt me more
The present may stop it
If I played my cards right
I trusted the so called friends
The present dusted the past off
It drove me nuts
The past destroyed me in the present
My present friends walked away
And talked I really did killed his gay brother
They made up their mind
The past isn�t too kind
They took my past friend�s side
I looked deep inside of me
I can�t sleep in harmony
The damage have been done
Why can�t they leave the past alone?
It belonged in the past, not the present
We�re living in the present to the future
Not the other way around
Please don�t believe everything you hear
The past
Suicide

Suicide
Why me?
I�m thinking about killing myself
My life is ruined
I put a knife through my heart
The pain ended for sure
A gun is a lot quicker
I aimed it at my head and pulled the trigger
BANG!  I�m dead
Instead, I jumped over a bridge
The fast lane of cars killed me
The last of me splattered all over the highway
Nobody wouldn�t know why I killed myself
The will to live became the will to die
I�m losing grip on life
Nobody has time to be there
They�re in their own worlds
Who would save me?
I�m still hurting from the troubles
The troubles may cost my life
I really don�t know what to do
I have to end it for once and for all
I�m against the wall of suicide
My downfall isn�t escaping the troubles
It�s making matters worse
In my heart, suicide isn�t the answer
But I have no other choice
I lost everything at my power
My mind is far from living
I�m giving it up for good
My life is so bent out of shape
It�s sending me to an early grave
Suicide is the biggest mistake of my life
I can�t make it in my life
The problems are too hard to face
Nobody understand how I feel
I can�t be free of the troubles
It�s giving me a chance
I tried to dance around it
I cried my eyes out and found suicide
I�ve no one and no place to turn to
I must face the music
Why me? 
Suicide
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25, 2001, Saturday
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