| HIV Tears Fallen Tears Fallen My eyes are troubled By the sea, I looked up and cursed HIV gave me a big fright I shy away from the light He saw the pain in my eyes from above Jesus, I sought no more love Having HIV brought me down to my knees I cried for help and peace I tried my best to remain calm My sorrows laid in both palms Where�s my life going? Somewhere out there, coming to a end soon Tomorrow may never come Borrowed time I need My work in this world isn�t done My soul is empty of you, I�m alone With HIV, it�s hard to cope You�re my last hope From my spirit, you released everything negative Strength came upon me to live HIV positive Thanks for the gift of life Against suicide, I put down the knife You moved me so deeply Joyful tears fallen HIV Positive HIV Positive I can�t be so negative It won�t bring me down fast I want my HIV status to last Take better care of me Make it my #1 goal Why dig myself into a hole? My life is on a roll Going too fast will take a toll Sit down and really thing about my HIV status Hit me like a bolt of lightning, LIVE LIFE Give me a reason to enjoy life I can�t sit there and do nothing I want to do something My life isn�t done, not by a long shot HIV status put me on the spot Stay active and do the best I can I won�t give up for being HIV positive The Last Place The Last Place Wherever it may be Nobody looked there Somebody searched elsewhere Many places before that I traced my tracks I can�t remember the steps I took It happened so fast I want to relive the past My life depended on my last HIV test I want to make the most of my life I lost my lover to aids Now, it�s my turn for the results Only I find the papers The result is very important to me Why redo the test? I want to rest easy tonight in bed I�ve been a nervous wreck this past week Today is my appointment Where in hell is my paper? There it is In the last place The Same Path The Same Path He came upon it Searching for sex He doesn�t care about his life As long as he gets it So wrong of him Why belonged with meaningless sex? Sex must be enjoy with someone he care Trust his loving heart He lusted after other men It gets him all sorts of problems In my case, I�m now HIV positive Things has changed for the better I�m waiting for Mr. Right The bait is true love My past life was HIV negative I was so sure to be HIV positive I stopped doing unsafe sex I didn�t drop my chances of reinfection He dances for dangerous sex I hope he isn�t that stupid If not, welcome to the same path |
| I Slept I slept horrible I kept a horrible secret I wept alone till I told somebody He held me in his arms I�m not bold enough to go at it alone Would my life fold away soon? I could live 10 or 25 more years I shouldn�t listen to my fears He�s such a dear His comfort warmed my heart I accepted being HIV positive with his help I slept peacefully Shame On Me Shame On Me I blamed others HIV came upon me That request I didn�t asked for I guessed it wouldn�t happen to me I shouldn�t be so stupid It couldn�t happened no other way I kept on doing unsafe sex I slept with lots of men I wept like a baby I accepted being HIV positive Thoughts about why I did it I caught me for being so stupid It taught me a lesson Why blame others? Shame on me The Trap The Trap I wrapped myself in a mess Thinking about it caused stress Which isn�t good for my HIV status The unhappy mood lowered my t cells I should escape it by going in a shell It would put me at ease I could end up in a decease world Only I don�t pass the problem I wished I forget about it Why dished it out with the problem? I fished for answers and a solution It�s causing me no good A friend gave me food for thought �Annoy the person and the problem. Let it work itself out of it.� Some stupid things get the best of me I feel for the trap HIV Homeless HIV Homeless I�m living in Downtown Los Angeles The shape of my life is upside down I searched for an escape There�s none beyond my reach Where are the angels? Here I am I�m struggling with my HIV status I need to get out of skid row I pleaded with the real world They turned me down I fell flat on my face It gave me frowns I cried from my eyes I felt like no one believe me My life melted away into the darkness The darkness surrounded me I found one thing left in my bag �A sound mind?� I asked myself The sight of things, I had no other choice This lad is sad I�m mad at the whole world I�m glad it�ll be over soon It�s too bad, I used the gun on me Tomorrow�s sun will never come For this HIV homeless Changes Changes I opened the door and walked through I saw my life going somewhere Whether it�s bad or good I can�t go back The door closed and locked itself I entered a land to explored I don�t like what I see I stood in awe I was there once before A land full of sexual people They wanted more of me Some I did before When would it even end? The temptation is there Hey whispered in my ears �Go for it. The new guys heard so many good things. Give them a turn. You won�t regret it.� I�m already living it down The land increases my chances of reinfection And I really don�t want that I won�t fall to the prey of lust A wall shot up around me Sweet sounds came from god�s angels I found myself back on the street of life It�s for the better or the worse Changes |
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|