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Cold Blue
It wasn't easy, always being compared to him. Having to sit and listen for hours as he talked about the man he could never be. Still he'd choosen him. He was the one he'd taken to his bed to share nights of intimacies and pleasure never before known of. And he wouldn't risk losing that, not for anything.He watched him; standing by the open window, one arm rested above his head on the frame. Smoke whirled around the shape of his body briefly before evaporating into the warm summer night. Silently he inhaled on the cigarette in hand, eyes fixed on nothing out in the dark. The sheets rustled as Cloud pushed himself up to a sitting position on the bed, drawing the other man's attention to him."You can leave if you want," Rufus said, cigarette flying in a bow as he flicked it out the window. Cloud brushed imaginary dust off the thin sheat that covered his naked body. "I think I'll stay," he said. "If that's ok with you," he then added.Rufus shrugged, slowly walking over to the bed. "Sure, that's fine." Two demanding fingers tilted Cloud's chin upwards and Rufus leaned in for a fierce kiss, making Cloud gasp as it was broken. Rufus rolled over him onto the other side of the bed, resting his head on Cloud's stomach. Idly he played with the blonde strands of his unruly hair, twisting it around his finger. He said nothing, gazing around the room with infatuated eyes.Whatever fire burns behind that cold blue is not for me, Cloud thought. He almost did not dare to breathe, afraid to disturb the other man in his thoughts. Instead he just watched, and was happy with being allowed to do so.A smile tugged at Rufus' thin lips and for a moment he seemed to forget there was someone else in the room. No doubt thinking about him.Before Cloud realized what he was doing his hand touched Rufus' shoulder, snapping him out of his reverie. An annoyed look crossed Rufus' face and he frowned up at Cloud."What?" he asked. Cloud dropped his hand to the other man's abdomen, drawing abstract patterns downwards over the cool skin. Just low enough to intensify the tease before straying up again.Rufus closed his eyes and let out an appreciative moan. Spending four weeks in Rufus' company, and most of it in his bed, had taught Cloud a thing or two about the young Shinra. Like what kind of mood he was left in whenever thinking about his precious warrior, left far behind in Midgar. If he could use this obsession of Rufus' in any way to his advantage he would.Finally deciding the foreplay was done with, Rufus reached for the bedside table, finding the bottle of lotion he knew would be there. Before he was able to open it though, Cloud snatched it from him from behind. "Let me," he declared with a grin on his face and leaned in to nip on Rufus' earlobe. He straddled the other man, who frowned slightly, planting awkward kisses down his neck.Rufus rolled his head to the side, exposing more of his throat. His short nails sharply dug into the back of Cloud's neck, making him cry out. A reminder of who was truly in charge. Grabbing a fistful of hair he yanked his head back, pressing lips to lips, ungently. He released the boy's mouth and let him return to placing kisses down his pale skin again. All as if to say; I will let you lead this, but remember we're still playing by my rules. Once Cloud had built up enough confidence he pushed Rufus down on the bed. The other man looked up at him, almost challanging. He took Rufus' hand in his and brought it to his mouth. Demanding finger stroked his lips, pressing in beyond the yielding boundary. As he sucked on the index and middle finger he began rocking his hips, slowly, back and forth. He could feel the hard bulge forming underneath the thin fabric of Rufus' boxers which was the only barrier between them. Growing stiffer every time he slid over the groin. He released Rufus' fingers, leaned down to kiss him as he guided his arm around him, placing his hand to rest at the base of his spine. Cloud spread his legs a little further as fingers sought their way in between the soft cheeks, leaving a tickling sensation crawling up his back.Without any hint of tenderness Rufus pressed two wet fingers into him. The cry escaping Cloud was muffled into his shoulder. Rufus groaned as teeth sank into his skin. A strange, yet not entirely new, dizziness came over Cloud. He found himself wanting and had to fight back the urge to press back against the intruding fingers. He bit his lip as Rufus stroked him on the inside. With eyes shut he pushed himself up, sitting on top of the other man again."Ready for something else?" Rufus voice was distant in the darkness that seemed to have claimed his senses. "Yes," the word was caught in a moan as the fingers slid out of him. Cloud rose to his knees, tugging the other man's boxers off.If someone had told him two months ago that the sight of another man's naked body would turn him on he would probably have laughed. Possibly even hit them. But that was before he'd met Rufus Shinra. He reached for the discarded bottle of lotion and pressed a fair amount into the palm of his hand.Rufus' back lifted from the bed and he hissed something unintelligible as Cloud massaged the lotion onto his cock. *****Cloud grasped Rufus slippery wet shoulder hard as the other man moved above him, inside him. He gasped for air as he followed Rufus steady rhythm of long, slow thrusts. Every gasp that escaped his half open mouth was shallow and broken, shaking, just like his whole body did. Rufus' sweat soaked hair fell over his face, shading his eyes. His breath was hot on Cloud's neck and cheek, tickling his senses.He watched his nails scrape over Rufus' back, leaving reddened scores behind. Rufus nipped lightly at his earlobe in return, and Cloud moaned. His tongue flicked out to meet with Rufus's. The deep kiss was temporarily broken as Rufus pulled back, body tensed, and he gasped against Cloud's mouth.Cloud seized the moment and pulled Rufus down for another kiss as he held onto him, his legs holding him still on top of him. I'll never let you go.He closed his eyes as Rufus' warm seed slowly filled him. Never.Rufus finally relaxed in his arms and Cloud held him like that, enjoying the feel of the other man's weight pressing down on his own body. *****It was early when he awoke. Rufus was already up, clad in nothing but a pair of white lose fitting trousers. Cloud silently watched him roam around the room, searching for something. "Looking for something?" he asked and Rufus turned around to meet his sleepy gaze."Mm, everything," he shrugged. Cloud reached out to lightly touch Rufus' back, tracing the red marks he'd drawn on him during their lovemaking."Come back to bed," he invited. Rufus once more stopped whatever it was he was doing."I can't. Have to pack." He didn't even look sad. And there was no saddness in his voice. Cloud's heart broke; he was sure of it."You... you're leaving?" he asked. "Yupp, going back to Midgar in a couple of hours."Back to your precious Sephiroth you mean. He'd never known this was what jealousy felt like. It burned, deep within him, eating him alive. "Just like that?"Rufus looked at him impassivly. "Look, I never..."Cloud just shook his head. "Nevermind."Rufus didn't stop him as he started getting dressed. He didn't stop him as he opened the door, ready to leave. With his hand still on the doorknob Cloud turned."I...," he began. He looked at Rufus, maybe for the last time, before he opened the door and left. I loved you, he thought as the door closed behind him.***** Cloud watched from a distance as the helicopter slowly descended. The humming sound floating through the streets of Nibelheim.Rufus' white trenchcoat whirled around him as he walked over to the helicopter. Then he was gone.I can be just like your precious Sephiroth, Cloud thought, then we'll see who you come running to. ***** Disclaimer: All characters/places etc belongs to Squaresoft. |
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