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Book Excerpt:
�You�ve been like this since
the accident?� the psychiatrist asked.
The patient reminded him of a human time bomb that was about to explode into
a thousand guilt ridden pieces. Cadaverous, bruise-like blotches encircled
the man�s frightened green eyes, and dusky skin was stretched taut over his
sallow death mask of a face. He periodically thrust trembling fingers
through his curly auburn hair, spiking it and adding the coup de grace to a
wild man demeanor.
Marc Brandt tightened his lips under a thin black mustache, distressed at
the pitiful state his friend and patient had worked himself into. Rob was
concentration camp thin. He wore battered loafers with no socks, and the
tail of his shirt flapped against the ragged jeans that bagged on his lanky
frame. Once handsome and confident to the point of cockiness, the man was
now nothing but a tormented wreck.
Rob Anderson was taking his wife�s death hard.
�I�ve been like this ever since she�went.� Rob raised a coffee cup to his
lips, spilled a wet brown stain down the front of his shirt, and shook his
head despairingly. �I can�t sleep, and I can�t eat. I can�t think about
anything but her, damn it! When a shadow moves, I immediately
think�hope�that it�s Jess. I can feel her, Marc all around me in the daytime
and in bed at night. Sleeping pills hardly ever work and, when they do put
me out, I dream. Not just about her, but about those dead people.� The
tormented man shuddered, drained his cup, and let it fall to the floor with
a muffled thud. �I try to drink it all away, but that just makes things
worse the next day. Oh, God, I�d give anything to have her back.�
�But you two were separated when she died,� Marc pointed out.
�Yeah, I was giving her time to get her act together.� Rob�s voice took on a
note of weary candor. �Oh, hell, who am I trying to kid? I had to get out.
Things were happening that you wouldn�t believe! I was about to go crazy,
too, right along with Jessa. She lost it after I left though. The woman went
completely nuts.� Rob clenched his fingers into fists. �It was his
fault�that damn pervert, I mean. She always acted goofy when he was around.�
The man�s voice broke, and he buried his face in his hands. �If only we
could go back. I swear I�d do things different.�
�So, you think the failure of the marriage was your fault?� Marc kept his
voice cool and professional.
Rob jerked his face out of his hands, and a dull, haunted look crept into
his eyes. �Sure it was. I yelled at her, cussed at her, and�hurt her. I
treated her like I�ve never treated any woman in my life.� He winced at the
memory and rubbed his forehead.
�Why did you do that?�
The patient sprang to his feet and began to pace the room like a caged
animal. �She drove me to it,� he finally answered.
�How?�
Rob stopped pacing and stared at his friend through bewildered green eyes.
�Why would you ask that? You know what happened between me and Jessa.�
�I know a lot, but there are things you know that I don�t. Hell, there are
things I know that you don�t. You can like it or not, but I talked to
Patrick Donovan, and he added a few more pieces to the puzzle.�
Rob sank into a seat again and rested his elbows on his knees. He put his
chin in his hands and glared at the floor murderously.
�Why don�t we try to put things in perspective?� Marc continued quickly
before his friend could explode at the mere mention of the "pervert�s" name.
�We could look at the situation from Jessa�s point of view and try to
understand why she acted the way she did.�
The anger drained from Rob�s face, and he rubbed his chin reflectively.
�That woman was always fooling around with things that should�ve been left
alone,� he said in a ruefully affectionate tone. �She was the force behind
the poltergeist. You figured that out, didn�t you?�
�Of course.� The psychiatrist settled himself comfortably in the soft
leather chair. �Now, let�s start at the beginning�� |