I miss you...and I can't wait to see you again. I really wish that we were together(as in the same place) so that I could just see you and be happy. But we're not and we have to live with being thousands of miles away. I HATE THAT! We've gone through one major problem, actually maybe 2, during this relationship but I we're still going strong. We've been together 8 months, but together for 3. It doesn't really matter how long we were actually together because once we're old enough, we're going to be together for the rest of our lives. We're not as close as we used to be when I had just moved, and that's worrying me. But I'm trying as hard as I can to just keep in touch, and my opinion is that it's working for right now. 4 years is a long time to try and keep a long distance relationship but yet there's the summers where we can hopefully visit each other. I really wish that you would've knocked on the door harder so then I know that I would always have something to come back to~LOL! But no matter what I do. I still look at those pictures we took that day and I'm still able to see how happy I am through my eyes. You always told me that you felt really lucky to have me, but I think it was actually I was really lucky to have you. There were soo many girls that thought you looked soo good(still are) and wanted to get with you, but I was the lucky one and got that chance. I hadn't had a boyfriend that made me that happy for a while, and then you stepped into my life and fulfilled my spirits. I usually felt like I had to act "normal" around my boyfriends and not be all crazy 'cause they might think of me weird. But with you, I just was myself from the very beginning. You didn't mind how I acted, and you wouldn't walk away if I was being RETARDED. Some guys would be embarassed for me to act RETARDED but you didn't care and just laughed at my stupidness. Also, you were one out of the VERY few, that actually made me feel loved. If I were to get in a fight with my parents, or if I were down, you would always be there to make me smile. You would then be the RETARDED one, but then at the same time, the sweet. Baby, I wish I still had that now, because I'm going through so many problems. I feel loved here because of my sister, but yet she's sometimes my problem. Uhmm...I'm starting to run out of things to say, but just know that I miss you and you are forever in my heart. I've given you a HUGE chunk, which will never be taken back. I love you and I miss you soo much. I can't wait until the day that our nicknames will be real.
I LOVE YOU BABY! |
