I try so hard to make you cry,
But no matter what my words imply,
You just look right back at me,
Your eyes happy, and smiling mockingly.
I am ever so confused by you--
What you say, and what you do.
Even if I scream and swear,
The look of love remains there.
Though hate always seems to be the key,
This time it is useless.
Oh why do you love me?
Even after I've been tainted,
And even after I've been cursed,
You still seem to care for me,
Though your feelings should be reversed.
I've tried to remind you of everything--
The chaos I never fail to bring.
Even so, you never reject.
You never despise.
You never neglect.
Why do you love me so
When all I ever cause is woe?
I am ever so confused by your love and care.
I will soon be something you cannot bear.
My darkness will always remain there.
All through the night, you hold onto me,
And though I want to,
I cannot break free.
Is it that I adore you?
Am I returning your love?
Am I becoming true?
The impossible questions I asked myself
Now seem to be coming clear.
I feel love in my heart whenever you are near.
I suppose that I needn't hide--
Not that I know.
Now that I've tried.
I will no longer push you away.
I am comfortable in your arms,
And that is where I will stay.