| You know somewhere we'll see ourselves in different ways; I noticed myself. And then I saw a light ahead. It told me that my father said: A long time ago he told my mother that she's worthless and we don't need eachother. That's when I heard the loudest cry. I see the shame burning in her eyes. And I pretend to see all he shows. It's hard for me to keep all I know. One last try, and you'll see that he came twice, a lonely night. Just look into my father's eyes and you will see I'm only right where you will see what's wrong and right. Three more times and I'll know where I'll be. More than that is way to hard to see. I know that I need him out of me. So now I need it three more times for me. It's way to hard to see. I know these past three times, I realized that there is no place else to go. I see his face when I see mine. I am my father's son you know. There's nowhere to go. My past wont let me go. I wander beneath his lies, and I don't care. |
