14 December 2004 [12:028am]

Playlist: Brand New

Starbucks & Taco Bell just like the good old days. Old days. Old days of several weeks ago. When there was this kid we called "Hobo." & since his departure it's been one bad streak after another. One car wrecked after another towed times two. Luck, or lack there of. Three is a charm. There's only two left. Charm unchained. Indeed.

Wear headphones. Turn the music down. No, when no one thinks you're listening, turn it off. Listen to what people really say, when they think your ears are not around.

(What do pictures really capture? The candid memory of the moment or the uncandid faces that put on a smile on their face, even in the worst situations?... Just so ten years from now, maybe they'll forget, the terror of that moment and conjure up a new found memory hidden beneth their unrealistic dreams. But the undried tears falling of their face, the redness of their eyes, the frown unearased by that plastic smile will will remain. Because whatever happened cannot be magneticly erased like a movie.

Studying for finals. Has been "well."

"This is a lesson in procrastination. I kill myself because I'm so frustrated. Every single second that I put it off means another lonely night I got to race the clock." -Brand New.

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