08 December 2004 [3:27am]

I can never sleep anymore. I'm not even tired. My head just hurts.

I'm just going to have to claim a prtend boyfriend. It�ll make certain people less persistent than saying I don�t date.

Motion City Soundtrack & Limbeck & The Academy Is� are playing next week Tuesday. I got off work. Now, I just need a friend to accompany me. Unfortunately, I have a whooping less than 5 friends who dig that kind of music, let alone have heard these bands, of course other than from me constantly obsessing over MCS. I�m seriously considering going alone. But I�m already dreading the ride home alone.

I�m craving coffee. I know better than to drink coffee at 3:30 in the morning.

I�ll read myself to sleep� which doesn�t always keep me awake. Especially since I�m reading Invisible Monster by Chuck Chuck Palahniuk (also see: Fight Club.) He�s amazing.

Finals are next week. I have an A in EN101. Now I have a C because I missed 6 classes. One grade knocked down for every class missed after the 4 freebies. Shit hole got deeper.

I want to see Elephant. Tomorrow is my day off & I�m renting that. & I�m going to take Saturday off some time & head on to that homey little theater in Dupont & watch myself a nice little movie. & I said & a lot.

& good night. Or morning.

08 December 2004 [12:54pm]

Watching: Garden State

Movies make people delusional. I'm watching Garden State, yet again. It's clever & witty & not hopelessly romantic. That's the situation I want to fall into. Details details delusional day dreaming insert here.

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