Background
My shopping Adventerus
Purchasing a bra
Purchasing bangles
Pleasure of wearing flowers
Turmeric Application
I live like a lady
Background:
In our Hindu tradition the first hair cut of a male child will be performed with a greate celebration and in a sacred places like temples. This celebration must be performed with in an age of one year other wise at 3rd or 5th year like that. Unfortunately this was not done for me for somany years. So I have grown a longer hair. They were so beautiful so that my mother by the force of neighbours used to tie my hair like girls and used to put flowers. My friends used to make fun of this. So I used to move most of the times with neighbouring girls until my first haircut.
Once when I was studying in school my teachers asked me to play a girl�s role in a drama during a school function. They kept the fact that I am going to perform a girls role as a secret so that my parents do not know this lest they object to this. On the day of function I was taken to a remote house in the village and they put on makeup to me as a lady. .I was worn a pety coat ,stuffed bra and a blouse and a beautiful saree. They put on a coloureful makeup on my face so that I really look like a lady. From that house I was taken to the school in the dark streets of the village. While walking through the streets with that makeup I was feeling really like a girl and I was fearing just like a girl as to what would happen to me if somebody see me like that . I was taken to a small room and kept inside it with door closed. But so many co students and teachers peeping inside, opening the doors to my much embarrassment. Finally at the time of biginning af the play my brothers and parents knew that and fought with my teachers preventing me to come to the stage with girl�s makeup. That play was cancelled. I took off that makeup.
But for somany days from that day my friends were teasing me saying that I am a lady.
In one of my class a new teacher was having the habit of making students to enact different roles during the teaching of lessons and I was always assigned lady character during the enactment. I was made to assume the characters of Savitri, Meerabai, Sita and so on. One student who used to sit by my side was always enacting my husband�s role. So he always used to tease me out side class that I am his wife. My other friends were also used to treat me as if I am the wife of this student. Whereever we go they used to to tease me saying �ladies first�.
During my child hood my cousins used to tease me always that they are going to marry me and I should serve them as their wife.
I think, probably all these incidents planted inside me female instinct slowly. I used to think always that I am a lady and by mistake I was born like a male.
