| I still have wet tears on my face. Sad to let go, but I understand and it makes sense in a thousand ways. I felt it coming like tremors before the big earth quake. I feel like I have to do this now at this second or else I won't be able to capture exactly how I feel. I can't say if it's good or bad. Except I do know I have this ache in my heart from letting go but I know from experience that it will fade to something less and less as time goes by. 8 months is long and so sweet.The part that hurts the most is knowing the sweet parts will fade too. Change happened to us and so did alot of other things. I wish we were older and we already knew the things that we are learning now so maybe we could work but it's not case but it's alright. The only thing I'm afraid of is not having you at all. You were the first love, the only boy who has treated well. Made me feel special like someone really amazing. Special. I've had so much fun with you. Thank you for being so good to me for everything you'll always be a part of me and it was good too.
Love always *Leah |