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In the back of this truck the sky is so dark but clearer than anything I remember. we just laid. you told me you missed me and I that you were jealous of the relationship I had all I said was "really?" silence I said the more I see you the more I'm attracted to you. you said "really?" I held your hand only for a secondthen we were there where we had to be. All I remember is we looked at each other for a moment got up. climbed out I think we got there to fast I called you last night to yell at you for lying and I did you picked up the phone wanting to know what was wrong the last time I saw you. I didn't say but asked why you lied to me. how could you do this, how dare you do that to me. It was long and i can't remember everything that I said. I know I said everything I've been holding back for the past two weeks or how ever long its been. slowly my yelling and my disgust for you started to leave me and I could deal. you said you were sorry and it was wrong over and over but It didn't even really matter I was hurt and I was lying in bed in the semi-dark I told you something like you don't do that to people you care about. I was reminded of travis. he didn't care but you did and you lied. everything was said and you said you would call me back so you did I said come over and you did and we talked we sat and talked for hours and I cried hard It wasn't so bad it made me closer to you and by the end of the night you did much of the same I laid on that little couch in my room my head in your lap you running your fingers through my hair in a way that I knew you loved me it's in a different way now the way you love the best friend |