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The best way to heal yourself is to take care of yourself. It makes sense to me. So I am I've been so busy. I've started learning the guitar got a groovy site been going out and working. The numbing ache in my heart hasn't gone away it's only been two days I don't expect it to very soon first love first loss. The things that make me sad are the things I'm going to miss. Strange because I so understand the break up thing but the fact I can't kiss him or lay in bed or do those boyfriend girlfriend things makes emotional wreckage. Bit it ended on a good note so I can't complain I will be his friend his whatever he needs me to be I want to call him but, I wont because not enough time yet. It will hurt too much. when you have a broken heart does it bleed? At least it inspired me to do things getting my license this site the guitar working out. *Leah |