| Time: 12:45 I want to cry I just wrote this long stuipd entry and I just killed it I'm mad this is the secong time I've done it both times I was stoned. grr... start all over so I haven't gone and hung out with my friends I'm staying home today I need it I went to the mall today got some cool shit. I don't even remember the last time I went to the mall. yesterday sucked first it was everyone fuck with Leah day then those people they need to get over it almost three years. so yeah I hung out with chris after all that bullshit he cameover just in time to see the last 10 minutes of my crying session. I went to his house it was the first time since we broke up. we just watched tv layed in bed. sometimes I still want to be with him. I mean we spend everyday together and we talk alot more now were both more comfortable. I feel like I said something that shouldn't be said maybe those thoughts should just stay in my head *sigh I know nothing anymore *Leah |
