| Time: 11:28 I need to dye my hair. I had a break down yesterday it all caught up to me and kicked my ass. I was expecting it I was getting burnt out emotionally. I cried really hard. courtney came back spent the night. We made out theres this underlying attraction with us its cute. Then I got up after a couple hours of sleep went to work and came home only to sleep and write. I'm really happy though finally write some shit down I have a new book to fill up. It's like the 6th one or something It'll be cool to reread all that one day. I want to talk to chris just like talk face to face just me and him maybe tomorrow. I like to be all one on one with him the most. When ever we're around people it sometimes gets weird. my life isn't that exciting right now I just work and smoke and sleep and go out some. I like the way Madonna did like a prayer the video is beautiful like you really fuckin care *Leah |