| Time: 9:55 I don't know what to say things just are I went to work and hour early because my alarm was an hour ahead so I sat and wrote things down as they came to me then worked. the boys really enjoy fucking with me I don't know why it's either in a little sister type way or I have a penis so I can say stupid things to you. but I don't really mind it's amusing. I got my permit which was cool I came home and slept I had this fucked up dream about my driving a car full of people and and I flipped the car I was really hurt but everyone else wasn't in real bad shape I couldn't remember anything and my mom wanted to sue this lady who helped because she could and I hated her and kicked her ass. I'm scared of driving more so after that dream but its just driving right this shit with me and adam I think its a game or him just wanting someone at that moment I don't know. I'm just like whatever if we hang out fine if not no big loss. I need a car I need alot of things but I can make do with out I feel like it will be okay that things are okay and its getting better. *Leah |