| Time: 12:15 pure insanity. The past two days I dont know I talked to chris he was just here. so I found out he cheated on me I felt like shit. I called him and just went off. I told him everything I needed everything I yelled some I guess but we talked and he called me back I told him to come over. talked for a long time about everything hes been through alot of shit.Its was weird after we talked it was like we were all the sudden cool. It went from me hating him on the phone,crying to lying in his lap so crazy so I popped a pill and me and courtney drove to the exxon to see a friend working and to our surprise my old ex from awhile ago has there. we talked and he invited us to party so we did. I forgot how well we clicked and how easy we could talk and we ended up telling secrets and saying how we missed each other. Our friends pointed out the attraction and we admitted it. we talked and flirted all night went back to my house and crawled in bed kuddled and kissed. god I felt so good he said things that we amazing and promised it was true. he said we wanted to make love not have sex or fuck but to ignite whats between us so we did for awhile but to say in the least we got inturpted. Bill thinks I'm a slut. we left and slept at a friends together. he didn't say buy when he left I mean he did but when we were really leaving it didn't even look at me. he hasn't called at since we dropped him off at like three I'm kinda confused because we had some bad history for awhile now were all like this and I know him and I don't know if its gonna happen again or if its a game or he is for real. I dunno I cried alot from some stuff chris said about it and just my own thoughts on the subject but me and chris are cool I gues and I don't know about me and adam now fuck *Leah |