| Time: 1:43 saw a show dashbored confessionals very cool except for the weird guy screaming magic mountain(??) they other bands were good to but my head hurts everything is giving me a headache thats why I'm sitting in the dark right now lights hurt I know I should be sleeping but I can't I took my sister and my friends little brother there in the same grade but worlds apart I guess erin is like 14 going 17 or something. oh and I bummed a cig from this totally hot guy and he was all like you guys want booze courtney was like yeah and I was like damn your kute I guess I have low self esteem or something because I swear I'm not pretty yet things like staring contest happen with random people the whole look then look away look back and find the other person staring and you either smile or look away fast thing. /I feel better I feel pretty I need boys validating me/ My parents are coming back and I can get started on my driving finally and get a fuckin car already. I hate being dependent I like being by myself but you can't really be ocmpletely alone and out when you have to bum rides everywhere. I ordered chinese and slept late. and I couldn't really ask for much more it was nice I must say need sleep have to work and clean house OH my gosh! okay so this guy comes in and applies and I just kinda am like checking him out I ask him if hes applying kept doing my thing then like four hours later I look at the bored and see his app. up there star reading it and I realize I knew this guy when I was in 9th grade it totally blew my mind neither of us look very them same so whatever but I hope he gets hired I dont really care to work with more chics much. pure insanity i say. I need to still re-dye my hair *Leah |