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Time: 8:31 todays been so productive I'm very proud of myself. went to work. went to see about doing my driving maybe I'll get a car sooner than I think dyed my hair dark bright red and this and I plan on walking my dog I gotta do it she needs to get out see the world or at least the neighborhood... saw my english teacher shes preety groovy lady I think everyone else just wonders if shes gay... i don't see what the big deal is I mean christ their just human like everyone else...I'll just get off my soap box. People are being very cool about this whole me and chris thing its really hard but its easier than I thought I'm debating whether to call him But I don't know I'm sure I will. I think I want our first post break hanging out thing will be getting my belly button peirced that would be cool I just have to work on the 'rents a little but its not like its my face or anything and I'm paying for it also but anyhow I'm going to walk my dog while its still a little bit light. Later- so I called and he wasn't home which caught me off gaurd I was kinda wanting him to be doing nothing at home which is insane because I'm not and I know him hes not one to do that type of shit I mean since it happened this is the first time I've been home early and stuff I want to go to emos and meet a kute punk boy to kiss and be all rebound like with I dunnoall the guys I find are one taken or two sexualy confused *sigh anyhow I'm going to go do something or something I think I have a clue about nothing *Leah |