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Time: 12:40 I got my first complaint today. I forgot to put meat on this guy sandwhich it was an accident. I bet I'll bet fired one day for shit like that. everything is silent except for the soft hum of the computer and now I'm bothered so I'll turn on the noise. I limit my self socially but I can't say that I mind. I do get my loser moments kinda like today. I've been writing and most of it I like but I can't share it its too revealing on how I feel. I feel to much I need to just pretend feeling doesn't exist. After yesterday and thinking all day I'm still where I was before undecided, confused, unable to form an opinion. I've almost finished my cuttung book. I find it really interesting it explains why and how into words that I couldn't find. Sometimes I want to so bad but I have all the shit people say hung over my head. so I don't. I wish I could sleep till like 5 tomorrow but I'll be up by 12. today is boring I need a fucking car *Leah |