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March 23, 2003
Holy lack of updates. I haven't said anything in like 2 months. Recap?
February sucks. It always does. I got teeth pulled on Valentine's day, but I also got a new watch. March 1 was my birthday, that went ok. Though half you jerks didn't remember. But I've already made a point of singling you out and bitching, so you know. Got the Ataris cd, FRICKING AWESOME. Oh, I got a dog too. Her name's Greta, she's a german shepherd. Yeah. Went to science fair... 3rd place... I cried and then slept for 13 hours. And I got braces again. I'm so stoked, you have no idea.
Spring spring springy spring spring.
But seriously guys. It's springtime, and I'm really happy. Even though 5 days ago I told the school psychologist "I'm ready to go to the hospital now" because I was so depressed. But oh! oh! On Thursday, I went to a NEW psychiatrist and she's taking me off super-crap Zoloft and onto Welbutrin. Wellbutrin. Could be two L's. No, it sounds looks like a pilgrim last name. It's definitely one L.
I don't know if it's the new medicine, or if it's the spring, or if I've just been good at avoiding bad situations. Whatever it is, I'm happy, and I like it. I only hope it will last.
Hold on a second. I'm going to run upstairs and look at the box because I don't know how many L's it has. So hold on.
God damn it's two L's. Maybe it's just this font that makes it look weird. Wellbutrin. If we were playing the no-backspace game right now, it would have looked like Wellbuctrunf. Fortunately, we're not.
Friday night was a bummer. I went to the mall with friends in hopes of just a fun time. I bought some pants (wearing them right now, matterafact) and I looked around Borders and whatnot. Then I found myself just wandering on by myself, looking through different sections at Borders, passing through my own aisles in Target. Then I was like "I do not want to be here anymore" so I just kind of... left. I saw them again a little later, but then I was like "I'm gonna go..." Once they were gone I just got myself an icecream and sat on a bench for 15 minutes. MAN WAS THAT ICECREAM AWESOME. But I still feel bad. To the guys - it's not your fault, I was out of it.
Besides that episode, things have been wicked good. Yeah you heard me. Wicked. I'm from New England, and god damn proud of it. I'll say it again too. Wicked. Wicked good. Things have been wicked good.
I think I just might make it you guys.
PS
- Molly{4:48 pm}
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