Satan the Answer
Once a path is chose,
Can it ever change course?
Can we ever make right what was set wrong?
Can we do anything to make it better?
I once believed in what I do
I once did what I believed.
Now I do nothing.
NOt believing in what I am doing
Not doing what I believe.
Satan was the answer.
He changed my world.
But the feelings I can't shake,
The eminant sense of destruction lingers.
I wonder now if I can change.
Four years have I lusted over things I now have.
Now I want what I am missing.
I want peace.
I want harmony.
I want freedom.
But turn my back on my family?
The demons are my siblings.
I am one of them now.
Never to return.