quick note, I didn't have time to grammer check and everything. I only ran it through spell check once so I'll re-look over it later, but right now I'm busy. Sorry if it's really bad.

Chapter Eight

"I don't love you anymore....go away...your nothing but a child. Don't love.. away...child..." a voice from inside replaying the main parts. Such strong words with stern voices that laughed at her as she tried to touch the one but only was scorn, thrown into a corner. Tears grazed her cheeks as she for the first time cried before him. Was scared of him, now he stands there laughing, his finger never leaving it's point as it pointed at her. Those cold blue eyes burning wholes into her like she never felt before.

Pan's eyes flickered open, she felt pain rack in her body for a split second. She felt like she was suffocating, though air was being pushed into her. It hurt so badly, she had to get out of this cage. She tried moving her arm to brake the glass but they had straps on them as well. The water was holding her down, though it was more than water. It was saiya-jin DNA as well. Finally she had it as she powered up feeling the water boil around her as the glass showed no sign of braking.

She pushed more thrusting her legs forward. Her feet slamming into the glass, the water burning her skin if she didn't brake free and get some relief. The air still being pushed down like she couldn't breath on her own, but she could now.

"I have to get the mask off, my feet aren't brake the damn glass." she yelled at herself for being so weak. She pushed her feet out one more time against the glass hearing a sound of cracking that was soothing to her ears. The glass sliding into her feet as she keep going.

"This is taking to long. I have to get out.." Pan closed her eyes arching her back as images flashed into her head. "I don't love you.." his image said with laughing sound surrounding him "No not again, Trunks does love me!" she fired up again. It hurt so much now as her body wanted to give out.

Her eyes closed again, "one more time." was all she said as she tried again. The dream, it was flashing in her head again, this time it was everybody laughing at her..."you are weak...just a kid, ...just a brat...nobody loves you.." over and over again.

"No....NO...I don't care anymore.." she said letting her body reach a new high..A white flare surrounding her body as she screamed with agony and anger. "You hear me, I don't care anymore! Not about any of you!!!..." then it all happened at once. The glass shattered at once, breaking before her into million of pieces. The strength roaring in her body begging to be shown and released.

Pan reached with her arm as the tube was still hanging on there that was now no longer holding her down by the glass. She ripped the mask off with a hurry, falling to her knees. Breathing her own air in slowly at first, tasting the dna on her lips now as it ran down her face mixed with the water.

The cooler air brushing against her skin as she dropped her power, her hands out before holding her upper body up as her arms where stiffen straight. She could feel the glass sliding into her skin, slicing open her hands.

"I don't care anymore, no of you all even care about me. Trunks, you should have been down here with me, but you where not. The dream was true, and now I know the truth. No longer will I be a fool. Never will I run back to you, I swear on my blood that I shed here and now." she said as if he was there. She had truly no hope anymore, it was taken from her in that instant.

Pan picked her naked self up. She walked out of the lab room in search for some clothes, but only find one of Bulma's lab coats and boots. She tied the coat around her and laced the boots up, she would go to her house to get her belongings.

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"Hm, the water seams to be icy now. The fog covering the top like a shield, so cold it is like me. Sad, I enve my own oneesan to feel how dreaded this cold feels against her skin. To feel how something hot would burn that white skin. The only thing I can feel, is what I have inside. Nothing, a bitterness coldness that no one could ever indure while living. Yet, I can't die, I will live with this for ever." a distant figure said as he floated above the fog, crossing his arms. His eyes peering out between the pieces of hair hanging in the front. The smirk now no longer covering his face but replaced with a sadden look of longing for something.

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Pan flew into the night sky cursing her parents for living so far away from everything, "Oh what, I can go to the lake under the waterfall. The dress should still be there." Pan said taking a turn to her right leaving nothing behind her.

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"Hm, something is coming in. Not a human, there power is to high and yet it's not. They must be hiding it. Carelessly at that." Juunana-gou said.

Pan landed softly on the moist grass, "feel the same as that night. Now I wish he would have let me finish what I was doing." she said walking up to the edge of the grass looking for her dress, save it was still there.

"This should be fun, I wordier what she is doing here. Or who she is for that mater, no human can stay alive after being in that water for a while." Juunana-gou said lowering onto the ground behind but far enough where he couldn't be spotted.

Pan looked around and traced her steps back to where she hoped it still was.Finaly she found it, still in one piece. Her fingers undid the buttons every so slowly.

Juunana-gou watched with a gaze of instance now, her ever move. Each finger working on the next button, letting it come open slowly. Finally she reach the last one. The coat slid of her bar shoulders. His eyes just stayed focus on her ever move. It was almost intoxicating watching her. So graceful, and yet powerful. Her body sculptured into a warrior's body from years of training and hard work.

She held her head back feeling the wind engulf her as her arms glided up her front and running her hands onto her shoulders and back down on her arms again. Raven hair just flowing in the wind, yet some strains going into a different direction. She was perfect and yet not perfect. She looked so real, feeling everything right now and not caring.

He sighed a breath watching her, finally she opened her eyes and held her head up as she looked forward. Her eyes slanting. "Have I been caught, I can't have. I don't have a ki, not even a saiya-jin can sense me. What, that girl..." he said before seeing the dress lift on it's own before her. She reached her arms out above her head as it fell into place over her, sliding down her body with ease.He couldn't help but lick his lips at her...."is SonPan. Yes I remember her well when she was younger. At Marron's birthday party, I gave her my orange bandana."

She turned her back to him as if she was about to fly off, but something caught her eyes. She looked back over the pound. "Why didn't you let me die out there, now I'll just die inside so much more slower. Damn you Trunks.." she said in a whisper, but yet sternly as she held hurt and anger in her words and tone.

"Damn you Trunks for everything!" she yelled out in frustration not caring anymore.

chapter nine

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