I looked at love with something new,
you said you loved me, but not any more,
no longer will you let that soar.
you dont want to be involved because you wont be by me,
but what will you really not see?
the look of my face? the smell of my hair?
Is that all of what you'd care?
My face? My love? Personality?
Why cant I just be me?
I know of the promice you want to keep,
but will you really let that make me weep?
I know that this would not sound right,
but sometimes I wish that you'd just die!
or you would just fall off a cliff,
and lose something, like a nose? a limb?
Or maybe you did fall and lost something,
something precious, your love for me?
maybe on your way down,
the devil came and said so proud.
"you live on only one decision,
give her up, be derision!
and if you dont then you shall perish,
and still lose the thing you cherish"
"please" you would say, "dont let this be!"
He would laugh and then you'd seen.
so you give me up,
and miss your drop.
no I doubt that all,
He would have just let you fall,
sear your skin into the rocks,
just so you can be mocked.
After my heartbreak I looked for more boys,
but all of them used me like toys!
and everytime I kissed a guy,
my mind raised to you so I would say good-bye.
Thats how I know the devils having fun,
cause he gave my love to someone,
who threw it away
even though I begged you to stay.
And thats my story I give to you,
the one I wrote when I was blue,
and tell me now, tell me true,
do you love me? for you I do..
Actually we wherent really going out. I lied! lol.
Anyway this was ALSO to Jonathan...... Sorry about the killing part! ^_^ '