| I have nothing to do, nor write, so, I�ll write some stuff, I don�t know what, but tell me if it�s good� Heero sat in his room, thinking about Releena again. She had given up hope one day, she couldn�t take it he thought was her reason. She had given up. Forgot it all. Lost hope, everything. She was in the hospital. She decided to take a suicide count for herself. Heero didn�t know what to do. He didn�t tell her how he felt, just told her to believe in him, and he believed in her. Nothing more, nothing less. Just that. Heero felt as if it were his fault. He was still crying, wishing it would bring her back. Back to him. Back to his life, his world. She didn�t die, but an hour ago he got a call from the doctors saying she might not make it. So, he knew. He didn�t go see her, and probably wont. It�d be too hard, and sad. And crying just wasn�t him. Well, at least not in front of anyone. He�d cry by himself, alone. His room was dark, all he could hear was the ticking of his alarm clock, and the small whimpers he had let go. He had his knees up agents his chest, trying to hold it in. Afraid of it all. But, he didn�t know exactly what he was afraid of. He didn�t know if it was Releena, if it was the end of the war, or if he was afraid of himself. It didn�t matter. Suddenly the phone rang. �Hello� Heero said harshly. �Mr. Yuy?� asked the voice on the other end. �Yes� he answered. �I�m sorry, but Miss. Releena didn�t make it.� The other end said. Heero hung up. He stood from his bed, face dry, not a signal tear. And then, he started jumping for joy, as happy as could be. He went out side and jumped into his sports Chevy and went partying with Duo, Wufei, Quatra, Trowa and Gotta-k. It was the best day of their lives. Oh, and Heero found out he was crying about how much pain the doctors had to go through, looking at Releena�s horrible face. |