| Duo�s POV I wonder why all this shit is going on between Heero and Releena. He hangs out with her constantly. The way they look at each other makes me sick. That look of love that me and Heero used to share. Every time she smiles, Heero dose too. I never made him smile when I smiled. I thought he loved me. What�s so wrong with me? I wish there were some way I could tell him to lay off the chick and pay attention to me for once. Sometimes I just want to kill that fucking little whore. I want to shoot her to death, drown her, strangle her, slit her wrists, anything to get her away from Heero, my Heero. I found him first damn it! I deserve him! And he deserves better than that slut of a girl! She always tries to tell me wrong, hurtful things about Heero. She always is occupying him, just so he doesn�t look at me. She always makes him turn around when she spots even the end of my braid. Why am I so bad at making Heero happy? Why must he sink so low? I�ll never be the same, that damn wench did this to me, I want her dead! Heero�s POV Why wont that damn slut leave me the fuck alone?! Every time she smiles, she orders me to smile too. I want to see Duo again, but every time she sees him, she makes me turn around. I�m not even allowed to think about Duo. I think she�s trying to make him jealous. I just want to see his cheerful face again. I heard from Wufei, that he never smiles or talks any more. And from Trowa, I heard he doesn�t fight with spirit any more. From Quatre, I heard he doesn�t seem happy anymore, that his bright eyes turned into a pale, dark blue color, with no more of that sparkle that I loved. This is my entire fault. I wish I could just get away from Releena�s grasp. But she said she�d kill Duo if I don�t follow her lead. I don�t want him dead, but this is way worse! Why can�t I think anymore? My life is ruined cuz of that fucking little demon whore! I�m sorry Duo, I really, really am. |