Submitted August 14, 2004, by Kyle Lennan
No this cant be good, no please don�t, it wont solve my problem of the fear, it wont solve my problem of anything it will just make u sleep all night. Please take it off!! Please let me in please they are here to get me you cant see them but I can they arent real I know but they do scare me all light is gone all hope is lost I lie down to die when the mourning sun hits my eyes, I made it through the night. The day is no better fear of lossing touch with you my savere that hates to save me from what i see. You lock your door for a good night sleep were I sit in the dark not daring to open my eyes even tho I cant see I stumble for the light but it isnt there help me god if u are there look upon me and tell me ill sleep to night. I awake to a fright im not sure of what but it doesn�t matter my savere wil save me I run to the door its�locked? Damn stuck in the dark hallway afraid of my fear that none can see LET ME IN!!!! PLEASE!!! FUCK FUCK!!!! The door does not open the lock does its job�.i cry in hope to get to sleep tonight. FUCK OFF!! 5 MINUTES!! No please god no please im sorry im sorry I say as I get dragged across the house to the hell hole of my room were I sit in the light screaming crying begging that the door will open. PLEASE LET ME OUT AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH please�..so I push the door it budged not even an inch damn stuck again with my imgaination my fear.
17 years later:
The door stays open all through the night�.but I don�t need it anymore I needed it when it was locked not open. In some ways I want the door to shut and be locked again but instead its wide open as I hear the screams in my head to shut the damned door but instead ill lock mine so they feel the toucher of the 5 year old imagination�.all is failed�.lock removed�how do I beat them? I don�t know yet im not sure if I will�..I need to prove that I rember what happened I rember how I feel I rember..i rember� I will rebel I will stand up to their fear I will show them I am independent I can live with out them living I can show them I can kill and not leave a trace as to who did the killings. No wait wait I cant for some reason I just cant ill either have to wait or ill either not listen to their tellings. Please help someone for god I dotn believe in but someone jus help me out make them not care..please�
16 years
Ill do it��.but fast�.sliced��damn �.i bled��.losing life slowly through my veins��.slowly..seeping away good bye���I awake sadly to reattempt. I need help.
17 years
Again the life veins away goodnight