By
Sarnokh
"O Fortune, like the moon
You are changeable,
Ever waxing an waning.
Fate is against me,
In health and virtue,
Driven on and weighted down,
Always enslaved.
Since Fate strikes down the strong man,
Everyone weep with me!"
From: Carmina Burana
By Carl Orff
It was a cold January morning, when Iori awoke from his sleep. It was the same
dream, that had haunted him for many years. The memory of his long gone travels
into the DigiWorld, when he was with his friends, the other Digidestinied. In
the end they had believed, that evil was destroyed, that the DigiWorld was saved
and free. He remembered their great party the first and second Digidestinied
had made after their final triumph. But even there Iori had felt the shadows.
It wasn't the truth. They had lost.
He walked into the kitchen and brewed some tea, as he did every morning. There
was nothing to do. But wait! He remembered
This was the 50th anniversary
of their first entry into the DigiWorld. Fifty long years ago, when he was still
a young boy, he had first entered this new world. It was a world of miracles
and wonder, and though he and his friends were in constant struggle first against
Ken, the Digimon Kaiser, then against evil Digimon, it was the best time of
his life. And that was one of the problems. The years following seemed empty
and shallow to him. He had done, what all grown-ups was supposed to do: learn
a job and become successful. He had chosen the path of reason and sincerity.
For Iori this had meant to follow the call of science. He had studied the DigiWorld
with public support in the University, where he was employed. There he had been
Professor Iori Hida! But shortly after he began to research the DigiWorld, their
old Digimon - Partners started to fade away, stricken from some mysterious malady.
The weaker and younger Digimon waned away first, then the more powerful followed.
Heavy storms blew over the lands and dark clouds gathered, seemingly swallowing
the DigiWorld. Then, when all the Digimon had passed away, the landscape started
to wither, too. After ten years of hopeless fighting the DigiWorld finally collapsed
and was no more. No one ever found out what happened, and their where no more
Digidestinied. The circle was broken, as Iori's friends had soon lost contact.
Of cause Iori, TK, Davis, Miyako, Hikari and Ken had sworn to be friends for
all eternity. But that eternity was over after several months. It seemed, that
they had nothing more to say to each other, and so their ways parted. They had
been unable to support the formation of new Digidestinied, and so the DigiWorld
was without heroes and saviours.
A week ago Iori had got an Email from Tai. Taichi was an old man now, too. But
he had followed his road, had made a difficult decision and went for it. Tai
had lived all his life with his one and only love, Yamato. But now this was
over, too. Tai had written in his Mail, that Yamato had died recently, and Tai
wanted to gather some of the old friends. This meeting should take place today.
When Iori entered the café, he looked around and in an instant he spied
Tai out, even though he hadn't seen him for nearly 30 years. Tai still had much
hair - for his age. It was completely white, but still seemingly hard to tame.
Deep shadows of sorrow hung in Tai's face. And others where with him, too. Iori
approached the table and greeted Tai. There was a glimpse of a smile on Tai's
face.
"Welcome, old friend! Good to have you here with us!", Tai's weak
voice croaked. Tai introduced the others. "Here, if you don't mind; these
are TK, Mimi and Miyako." Iori shook their hand, and they all greeted him
friendly.
'That where all left?' Iori mused in his mind.
Mimi must have guessed his thoughts. "We where unable to find the others.",
she said to Iori. "We don't even know if they are still alive. We have
lost contact too long ago."
"Um, I am very sorry for Yamato's death!", Iori said to Tai. He knew
how much they had loved each other, but the decision to go for it was hard for
both. Tai had disappointed Sora, who had always hoped to gain Tai's love, and
Yamato's father was furious and broke any contact with his son, when he outed
himself. But Yamato and Tai had spent a lifetime together, against all odds.
They told about their memories in the DigiWorld, the good times only, and renewed
their friendship. But all of them felt empty. The DigiWorld was no more.
Suddenly Miyako turned away from cheerful tales. "But to this day I have
asked myself, why the DigiWorld had to die. What went wrong?" The question
hung heavy in the air.
Remarkably it was Tai to answer. "There was something I learned from Yamato.
Through all the years we where Digidestinied and throughout the time we were
in the DigiWorld, I had believed it was our goal as well as our destiny to fight
against evil creatures. And we gave this believe to our followers. But Yamato
later always used to say, that the true enemy we had to fight against was the
evil within ourselves. Not to give up hope, to follow the path of our hearts,
not backing away because of fear from the consequences. To be led by love, truth
and courage alone. This was the true conquest, the real struggle - to make yourself
free of common morals and follow the call of your heart, whatever that path
would mean." Tai gazed out of the window and watched the falling snow.
His mind seemed to be far away. "Now I know, that he was right."
Later, when the meeting was over, Iori and Miyako silently walked together.
Their steps crunched in the snow as they walked side by side. They had to go
slowly, as Miyako had grown week on her feet lately.
Iori tried to focus on a question, that was haunting him for ages. "Miyako,
do you know what happened to the others? I haven't met any of them for decades."
Miyako sighed. "Neither have I. But I received some Mails from time to
time, and I kept an eye for our old friends. You know that TK and Hikari married.
They lived together for about four years, then they divorced. They didn't have
any children. TK rarely speaks to anyone now, and he never told any of us what
happened. He has stayed alone ever since. I was surprised to meet him here;
but you have seen yourself: he his just a shadow of his former self. I have
heard that Daisuke moved to Europe. He wanted to leave his old life behind and
forget. What became of him is not known to me. And Ken
" Miyako stopped.
Iori knew how much she was fond of Ken. She was the first in their group to
understand Ken, and for a while they spent much of their time together. "He
was possessed by his research of the DigiWorld. When the plague broke out that
decimated the Digimon, he had no time for me. He searched for a way to save
the DigiWorld, but with all his genius he failed to find a answer. And then
there was the accident. When most of the Digimon where dead, he finally succeeded
to gain entrance into the DigiWorld. He never returned. I think he died together
with the DigiWorld."
Iori looked at Miyako with shock, but her gaze was calm. It seemed that she
had found peace in her age. But there was still a great sorrow within her. "Don't
you want to come to a cup of tea or coffee, Iori?", she asked. "I
didn't have any visitors for quite a time."
Iori smiled. "Yes, certainly."
Later they sat in Miyako's apartment. She still had much of Ken's old belongings.
Pictures of him from the time they had spent together were standing on a desk.
Iori contracted the muscles of his fists. Something was working in his mind
since he had awoken this morning. And the many pieces he had gathered over all
the years finally seemed to form to a picture. But why should he now trust his
thoughts? He had failed to save the DigiWorld long ago. There was nothing to
do, now. But somehow his meeting with the old friends had relightened a fire
within him. The search for understanding. Understanding, which was something
entirely different than knowledge. It is like the difference between knowledge
and wisdom. Miyako continued to relate the researches Ken had made in all the
years, but Iori had listened only with one ear. But suddenly he was alert.
"What did you say, how did he open the gate into the DigiWorld?",
Iori asked.
Miyako seemed worried. "I had to activate my Digivice, and we used their
combined powers to force a gateway into the DigiWorld."
Suddenly Iori had an idea. It struck him like lightning, and he sprung from
his chair as he would still be the young boy he once was. "Miyako! We must
go to my old laboratory on the University Campus. I am certain, my old devices
will still be there. There is a thing I must try!"
Miyako gazed at Iori as if he had lost his mind. "What do you mean?"
"Please, Miyako! It may be to late for us. But there is still hope for
others." He walked to the door. "And take your Digivice with you,
we will need it."
*************************************
Ken felt the storm upon him. The horizon had never been so close than now.
Much of the DigiWorld had disintegrated. He had travelled this once beautiful
land up and down for an answer. Shortly before Wormmon died, he had given Ken
his last advice.
"Ken!", Wormmon's weak voice whispered. "Ken! I can't stay any
longer. I am loosing myself."
Tears had welled in Ken's eyes. "No! Wormmon! You must stay with me. I
can't return home, and all the other Digimon - Partners are gone. Don't leave
me alone!"
Wormmon sighed. "I
can't prevent
it. Ken
You must listen.
You are the most smart guy I have met, but there is something else that is of
importance. Evil has many ways. To give up your dreams is one of it." Wormmon
coughed heavily. "Create a bridge! A bridge to restore what is lost."
And with a last effort of strength Wormmon gazed into Ken's eyes. "There
is
no
Time!"
And then Wormmon disappeared forever.
This memory had haunted him, and he had pondered this words again and again.
But Ken had failed to find the answer. He look around. This small valley now
was all that remained of the DigiWorld, and within a few hours, it would be
swallowed by the blackness of the storm as well. And now he finally had understood
what Wormmon meant. He understood what had caused the plague and the storm.
It was our fault, he thought. And now there is only hope, that someone would
find the bridge he would create. He would be that bridge. When he felt the dark
storm upon him a great weight seemed to fall from him. Love, truth and courage.
He understood everything, now. He thought of the only person he had ever loved,
and that he had never told it. But there was hope. Perhaps. And with the greatest
effort of his life, he ran towards the borders of reality and with one loud
cry from the depths of his torn soul the plunged and dived into the silent darkness
of the Void.
*************************************
TK stared into his computer terminal. This just didn't make any sense, he pondered.
He tried to find any sense out of this, but it was in vain. The gate to the
DigiWorld had closed a week ago, and none of his friends was able to enter the
DigiWorld now. They had gotten Emails from the Digimon, that they were weakened
by an illness. And now yesterday the storms had begun. He had tried to enter
the DigiWorld again and again, but it had always failed.
He stared at the map of the DigiWorld and thought of his friends. One month
ago the great party had been, and TK had a bad feeling about it. As ever he
came with Hikari. Hikari! He never was certain what to tell her and how to behave.
She shared his thoughts and feelings, and they where able to understand each
other without words. And he knew the voices of reason and responsibility. He
would not be like his brother, who always had rebelled against rules and regulations,
and who finally had broken all contact with their father. It was a heated dispute
between Yamato and his father. Father had called his brother a pervert, and
shouted that he was no longer his son. Father started to call TK 'my only son',
and Takeru knew what that meant. Yamato had left the home and moved to Tai.
Now they had moved in a small apartment, with the support of Tai's parents,
who where much more understanding. They where not very pleased that their son
Taichi was in love with Yamato, but finally they supported their son against
all odds. Tai and Yama went to a gay youth group and found a new life, but as
a result they where shunned by most of their old friends. Sora, who had hoped
for Tai all the years, was of cause smitten, and had ceased any contact. Jyou
and Koushiro were quite worried and failed to understand them. It was only Mimi
who had tried to hold the group together. And there were Hikari and him, TK
thought.
They where now the paragons of the Digidestinied. And like the first group,
TK's present group was about to split, too. Daisuke had some quarrel with Iori
and planned to study in Europe at the next term, and he had already found the
support of his parents to do so.
Suddenly his Digivice came to life, as if been activated by some invisible
hand. The Digivice hadn't been working properly for nearly a week. He quickly
grabbed it and all of a sudden, the computer screen flickered. "What the
heck?", TK shouted. He slammed at the monitor, but the map disappeared
and a face formed in the screen. It was a very old man, weak and withered by
time. He gazed at TK with an urgent demand, and somehow looked familiar.
"TK? Takeru! Can you see me? Do you listen? TK?", the old man shouted.
TK did not know if this was a dream. How did this old man appear on his screen?
Then an old woman with long, grey hair appeared on the screen. "There,
Iori! I can see him
TK!", she shouted, too.
Takeru gaped at the screen. "What, who are you? What do you do in my computer?
Is this a virus attack?"
"TK, wait! Be calm, we are friends of you!", the woman said urgently.
TK didn't remember having friends of that age.
The old man continued: "TK. Please just listen for a moment. The existence
of the DigiWorld depends upon it! We know of the plague and the storms that
have appeared there, and we can help you." Now TK was alert. How did they
know?
"There are many things, that will be strange to you, TK.", the old
man said. "But you are our only hope now. If you fail to listen, the DigiWorld
will be destroyed and our cause will fail. We have just this one chance to speak
to you, and soon our time is over."
"Speak, and I will listen. But who are you?", TK asked.
"This will be hard to accept, but all depends upon it. I am Iori. Yes,
your old friend Iori, and this is Miyako. It has been 50 years since we went
into the DigiWorld for us, and we saw our beloved DigiWorld wither and die.
The plague you must have seen will kill all the Digimon, and the storm will
swallow the world within the next ten years. And there is nothing of the usual
fighting that will stop this."
TK looked at the old couple. Yes, there was a great similarity between Iori,
Miyako and these two.
"Listen!", the woman said. "We can proof this." And then
Miyako and Iori related some incidents in the DigiWorld, only they could have
known.
"All right! I believe you.", TK finally said. "But what can we
do."
"We can do no more.", Iori said. "But you can do this. It is
no evil in the DigiWorld, that consumes it, but a darkness in your world, our
world - the earth that has caused this disaster. For many years Ken and I researched
this problem, looking for some enemy or dark force. But we where wrong. The
false path was chosen. The path of denial."
TK was worried. "Denial? What are you talking about?"
Now Miyako stepped forward. "It is not a darkness outside you all have
to conquer, but a darkness within. Many of us have not allowed ourselves to
be, what we are and what we want to be. We clung to ideals, the world of the
grown-ups had given us and never questioned them. We never understood the meaning
of the crests truly. Love, truth, courage, hope
You know them. We followed
this virtues in the DigiWorld, but failed to do so in our lives in earth."
"Why do you think, that always children where chosen as Digidestinied?",
Iori asked. "We never questioned this, as we should have done. Don't you
think that grown-ups would have been much more appropriate to fight against
evil Digimon? The answer is, that we where chosen in that young age, because
we hadn't the prejudice and weren't closed-minded like many elder people. But
finally we followed them; we strived to be like them and never thought, if there
was another way. A way of the heart. TK! I have wasted my life following sincerity
and self-control; I wanted to become a famous and known scientist, admired because
of his ability and genius. But that was wrong. The world has won over our ideal!
But you still can remain to be young, and stand for your feelings."
"I don't know, what you mean!", TK stated fiercely. His cheeks were
red with anger. "But we must grow up, we must be responsible persons and
build a life!"
Iori sighed. "Yes. But you can make you own kind of happiness, you don't
have to follow the path most others are walking. Have courage to face the truth.
The truth of love, Takeru." TK saw the old man weeping, now. "TK,
we have all spent a life of lies and loneliness, because none of us dared to
be, what he is! Don't make this failure! Only this can save the DigiWorld."
TK shook his head. Touched in his heart he did not know what to say for a time.
"Even if I would follow your advise, what does this have to do with the
DigiWorld? Why should following your advise help me?"
It was Miyako who answered, as Iori looked down, holding his hands before his
crying eyes. "The plague as well as the storm are the result of you giving
up yourself. Not you alone, TK, but all of the Digidestinied! You are up to
build your life on a lie, and in that way the light within you will die. Your
hope will die, your love will die. And as you give up dreaming, hope and honesty
you deny yourself. You stop living all the Digimon stand for! You start to follow
reason instead of love, control instead of spontaneity, sobriety instead of
your natural cheerfulness. Keep the child you still have within you alive! Only
then, the DigiWorld will survive. You must tell what is hidden deep within your
heart, even though you fear it."
Now TK felt tears welling in his eyes. "Then all is lost! I just can't
do this! I can not!"
"You must!", Iori cried, still weeping, too. "You must be true!
And please tell Daisuke and me to do the same. We knew better in our the days
in the DigiWorld. But we lost the chance! Tell him all about this! And please
tell my younger self!", Iori implored.
Takeru shut his eyes. How could he do this? Would he have the strength to do
this?
"Takeru!", Miyako demanded. "Ken sacrificed his life to forge
this bridge over time itself! His sacrifice must not be in vain! If you believe
us, you can still change things. Then this arc of time will cease to exist,
and you get a second chance. But if you fail to believe us, and more believe
in yourself, all will be lost forever, and the DigiWorld will be no more than
a story."
"Okay!", TK stated. "Tell me what I must know and I will try
my best."
So Iori and Miyako told him everything.
TK's eyes were red from the weeping, so sad was the story of Iori and Miyako.
How could that happen? How could we waste our life in such an way? And how could
he hope to keep his way in a world where kindness, love and honesty were seldom,
and to go the way of love meant to be open to the attack of many?
"Go to Yamato!", Miyako said. "He is the only one who knows the
truth. He could have helped you, but all of us refused to listen to him, because
he showed what we and you missed to do! Love, truth and courage, TK. Ponder
this well, old friend!"
And with that Iori and Miyako were gone.
TK didn't know how long he stared at the empty screen of his computer. It seemed like hours, but in fact it was only for 15 minutes. Then he knew where to begin. 'Start with yourself, TK', he said to himself. Then he shut down the computer, pulled on his cloths and went to Yamato and Tai, hoping that they would be there.
*********************************
"Tai! Do you want one or two cups of coffee?", Yamato cried from
the kitchen.
"Rmpf!", Tai groaned. "Better make two!", he called from
the bedroom. Ugh! Taichi felt so tired. It was a long night and they had returned
quite late, so they had slept into noon. He slowly rose from the large double-bed
and rubbed his eyes. Slowly he went into the bathroom and gazed into the mirror.
'Oh my Gawd!', Tai thought to himself. 'My hair looks like I had touched a high
voltage fence!' He combed his hair until it looked like usual. For Tai this
seemed like a great difference, but most people tended to see no difference
between his combed and uncombed hair. But Yamato loved his hair exactly in this
way, and there really was no way to tame his mane.
Tai stepped into the kitchen, where Yamato was preparing the 'breakfast'. The
wonderful smell und fresh toast was in the air, and the coffee machine was audibly
working.
"Mornin' Yama", Tai said with sleepy eyes and kissed Yamato on his
cheeks.
"Good morning! It is half past two! I thought you never would wake up.",
Yamato placed the butter on the table. "Hey, come here!", He grabbed
Tai and they held and kissed each other.
"Better brush your teeth!", Yamato joked grinning, kissing his beloved
again.
"You suddenly prefer the taste of toothpaste?", Tai answered. "I
would do, but coffee always tastes ugly after I brushed my teeth."
They sat down and Yama filled their cups with coffee. Then he juggled with the
hot toast and placed them unto the dishes. They had just eaten their first toast
when the doorbell rung.
"Who might this be?", Yama asked. "Do you expect visit?"
"No." Tai shook his head. "Please take a look. You are dressed
- I am still in my Pyjama."
Yamato went to the door and opened. Before him stood his brother TK. He had
obviously wept. His eyes were red. "What happened! TK, come in!",
Yamato urged.
After Yamato had closed the door, his brother fell in his arms and started to
weep again. Yamato hadn't held his younger brother for quite a time, and he
remembered the many years he had tried to protect him as their parents didn't
have much time for them.
Tai appeared and looked. He wanted to leave the brothers alone, but TK stepped
back. "Tai, please. You
, you must not go!" TK stammered.
"Come on then. Let's go in the living room and take seat, all right?",
Yamato asked.
After Takeru related Yamato and Tai everything he had experienced in his conversation
with Iori and Miyako, they all fell silent.
Yamato and Tai exchanged glances, and Tai nodded in understanding.
"TK.", Yama started. "So what has made you weep? What do you
have to do now?"
"Yama
I
I
I just can't go to Hikari and father and tell
them, not to speak of Ken! Father will explode. I will destroy all his dreams.
He always dreamed of grandchildren, and since you moved to Tai I had to bear
all his dreams! I just can't go to father and tell him
that
"
Yamato held his brother's head and looked in eyes. "That what, TK?"
Tears ran from TK's eyes. "That
that I love Ken!"
Tai rose his eyebrows. He wanted to say 'Well, you are some kind of family!',
but just in time he bit on his tongue, fearing TK might understand this wrong.
His way of talking first and thinking later had caused many quarrels between
Yama and him in the past, before they had told the truth about their feelings.
"And besides father, what will Hikari say? She believed that I love her!
But now she will never want to see me, even so I really want to keep our friendship.
And.. and Ken! He seems to like Miyako, but Miyako - I mean the old Miyako told
me, that I should tell Ken the truth! Now I'm so worried. What can I do."
"Takeru!", Tai began. "I can't judge if what you said about the
DigiWorld is true. I see that there is something wrong with the Digimon. But
you must built your life on the truth! I really know how hard it is to step
forward and tell others something, that usually is shunned and mocked. But there
is no other way." He looked into Yamato's eyes and smiled. "But Yama's
love has made me happier than all laughter or hatred can cause me pain. Perhaps
I should tell you what happened several years ago."
Yamato nodded approvingly, and so Tai started to tell TK his story.
****************************************
Tai's Story:
It was in the cool evening, when we sat at the sea and Yamato played the harmonica,
as he had so many time before while we were on the great island. It had always
touched my heart, but I used to think it was the wonderful music. Only then
the idea came to me, that it may have been the player. I pushed that thought
away. But when I was alone, awake in the nights, that impression haunted me,
even so I tried to focus on something else.
Over time I was surprised to find myself gazing at Yamato frequently. Was it
because he questioned me whenever possible? Did I see him as a rival? Yes, a
rival he was! And each time he questioned me I felt hurt. But hurt as a leader?
No, I shouldn't follow these thoughts! And I succeeded to ignore them for a
very long time, while they still grew within. They where like a poison to me.
The longer I suppressed them, the more aggressive I reacted to his comments,
as they forced me to be confronted with my emotions. I liked him much. Yes!
He could be my friend!
Some time later, when I had one of the night watches, I wandered around our
campsite. The other were all in deep slumber, when Yamato caught up to me.
"Tai!" His voice was definitely annoyed and angry. "I want to
talk to you. Today you have questioned all my suggestions again!"
I stopped and turned to him, so he continued: "When I said that this clearing
looked odd, you called me a coward, but a short time later we where attacked.
I have tried to ignore your bad attitude towards me, but
" I couldn't
help myself but laugh. He really didn't ignore anything of that! But I didn't
see that he really grew mad about this. He boxed into my stomach, and I was
grasping for air. Without losing much time, I jumped upon him and we were rolling
over the ground. I am a bit stronger than Yamato, but he was quick. After some
struggle I finally had him under me.
"How can you dare to attack me! Are you mad!", I cried to him. He
struggled to get free, and started to shout insults to me, but I kept him in
my grip. All of a sudden I realised, that something in my pants had really grown.
Damn! I jumped up as if stung by a poisonous beast. I looked at him in shock,
and his eyes grew small. I whirled around and ran as fast as I could away into
the forest. I ran as long as my breath lasted.
In the following days Yamato and I didn't change a word. I tried to prevent
looking at him, being alone with him or even near him. Of cause the others saw
that I was somehow strange, but they just put it to some recent debate. Yamato
didn't try to speak to me, and I hoped he would forget about that. We fought
against some enemies, which distracted me from this, too.
Then one day, Agumon came to me. "Tai. I see that something is bothering
you. The other know this as well, and they asked me what happened. But nobody
seems to know. Have you had another strife with Yama?" I gazed into the
distance. What was I supposed to say? What was really wrong with me? There was
a realisation just at the horizon of my mind, but I refused to let it reach
me. There was nothing. It was just nothing! But instead of this, the realisation
had slipped past my brain right into my mouth. "I love Yamato!"
Oops! He held my hands before my mouth. What have I said? This was just ridiculous!
Yamato was an annoying little brat! With beautiful eyes, another voice within
added. What? There was a debate going on within me. Then I saw Agumon looking
calmly at me. "But don't we all love each other!" He smiled and hugged
me.
"Oh
yes
of cause we do!" What was I doing? I was lying
to him. Now it was known to me. There was no doubt. But it was just some phase,
something passing over time. I felt as if a dark black fist tried to grab my
heart. No! The muscles of my face tightened. I didn't want that to pass! But
what would he say to this? Yamato was always so strong and cool. He hate me
and laugh at me. I would die of shame and a broken heart. And our friends? They
would think of me being a freak, a pervert! And wasn't I?
"No, Agumon. I don't like Yama as all of you do. But I am not ready to
tell that to anyone." I just couldn't continue.
Agumon smiled again. "That is okay, Tai. No way of love can be wrong! Just
take your time." Then he sat at my side and fell into sleep.
On the next day I approached Yamato when he had fallen behind the others. "Yamato,
there is something
"
"Yama! Yama! I have hurt my foot on that stone!" TK came crying to
his elder brother, and Yamato's attention was elsewhere.
"Okay, it can wait.", I stammered. I doubt he had heard it at all,
completely focussed on TK.
Then I planed more carefully. In the following night, I waited for Yamato's
night watch. I had no idea what to tell him. I just had to talk to him.
When I reached him, he sat at the river bend, gazing into the flowing water
with a sinister expression. Damn! He was in bad mood. I tried to retreat, but
my foot broke a small twig and made a loud noise in the night. Yamato jumped
up and turned to me.
"So. Now you are spying at me!", he shouted angry. "What is it
this time?"
I felt like nailed to the ground, unable to turn or to run away. I had thought
of this so may times before; I would approach him and tell him the truth, and
all would be good.
"Do you lack the courage to turn around, oh almighty leader!", he
mocked me. "You really think of yourself as a leader, don't you? Oh yes,
and what kind of a leader! Have you ever noticed that no one really listens
to you. But you always have to go ahead, leading us into god knows what dangers,
without ever thinking." He continued to blame me, and I still couldn't
turn or move or say anything. I felt his hate and anger pouring over me. The
I felt tears welling in my eye.
No! Not this, not before him! I wouldn't act like a child weeping because of
some stupid accusation, crying like a little girl. I fought and lost. Tears
flew over my cheeks and as the dam was broken they flowed in a never ending
rush.
Suddenly Yamato fell silent. "Tai? Tai, you are shaking!", he called
worried. But then his anger returned. "Preparing to knock me down again,
as you always do, when you are out of words!"
A sigh of whimpering escaped my mouth and I had to hold my eyes.
Then suddenly Yamato ran toward me and looked at me. I tried to hide my tears,
but he saw me weeping. His eyes widened with shock and something else I couldn't
interpret.
"Tai!" Yamato started to shake. I could see his hand tremble. "Tai,
I thought
I mean
Tai, what is the matter?"
At this moment I couldn't stop myself and fell into his arms and I wept like
I hadn't done since I was a little child. I sobbed and wetted his shirt and
neither of us was able to say a word. After several minutes my tears drowned.
Yamato pushed my face upwards and looked into my reddened eyes. His blue eyes
where full of passion and sorrow. I knew that I always wanted to see that face
smiling at me, that I wanted to hold him close to me for all eternity and that
I would be empty and dead without him. So I moved closer to him and kissed him
with all the passion, fear, hope, love and desire I had hidden all the many
weeks. When our lips parted, he stared at me. Everything within me cried to
run. Run far away and hide in the darkest cave! Run, and never see into this
bright eyes! But I seemed frozen. Then all of a sudden the sun rose. No. Yamato's
mouth began to form into a mild smile, his eyes softened and tears ran out of
his eyes, now. But this time it were tears of joy. Then we kissed again, and
held each other for what seemed like an eternity. No one was willing to end
this moment.
The we finally stepped apart, still holding our hands. But our happiness was
broken, when Yamato turned around and looked away. He gazed to the ground, and
I felt worried. What was wrong now?
"Tai
Tai, I am not really good with words. I mean with words of
of love." He breathed sharply. "I don't have to tell you what I feel,
but what will happen now?"
I stepped towards him and laid my hand upon his shoulder. "Yama! I love
you. Do you hear me! It doesn't matter what will happen, if you are just with
me. Just love me, too, and I will face all difficulties for us, even if they
would be limitless!"
I stepped around him and we held each other. "I love you, too, Tai!",
Yama said. "But I am not yet ready to cope with what the others will say.
Please, Tai, let us keep this a secret for now. Let's just behave to the others
as before. I promise we can consider a way to tell them, once we are at home,
okay?" He smiled to me and I agreed. So we kept our love a secret as long
as we were in the DigiWorld.
*****************************************
"After we had returned home, Tai and me told our friends.", Yamato
said to his brother, who had listened to Tai's tale. "Mimi was really enjoyed
to see two boys in love, but Koushiro and Jyou where quite disturbed. They never
asked us anything or spoke about this. But for Sora it was a real blow. She
had grown fond of Tai, and now all her hopes were dead. Mimi continues to calm
her, but to this day we talk only in case of the DigiWorld."
"But I don't want Hikari stop talking to me. She is a good friend!",
TK said. He drank some juice. "And Ken! He has closed himself to me. Since
the day we first met in school, our relationship was difficult. And in our days
in the DigiWorld he didn't talk much to me."
"What would you do, seeing him together with a girl?", Yamato asked.
Takeru gazed into his glass. This was the parting of ways, and soon there was
no return. "But
, but if I try I may loose Hikari and Ken! And you
are old enough to life together. I don't have this option! What am I supposed
to do, if everyone shuns me, because I am
I mean
"
"Gay." Tai said firmly. "Don't fear a word."
TK nodded. "And all my dreams of children and family will be over if I
accept this feelings."
"But you can be what you are. Only in this way you will be happy.",
Tai mentioned. "And besides: perhaps you can adopt children, if you really
like to raise some."
TK had to grin at the thought of raising many little kids together with Ken.
"But I will decide who is the mother!", TK joked and all three boys
laughed.
********************************************
So, this was the great day, TK pondered. Since the morning he had felt more
than nervous. He rang at Hikari's door. At first he thought of talking to Ken
at first; if Ken wasn't interested in him at all, he didn't have to tell to
Hikari right now. But he rejected this idea instantly. That wouldn't be fair!
She had to know that he would never love her the way she hoped.
Then the door opened and Hikari smiled as she saw TK. "Welcome TK, I am
happy to see you." She must have seen something, as her smile faded. She
raised an eyebrow. "Well, come in!"
Hikari led Takeru into the kitchen, where a cool lemonade was prepared. "It
is nice that you wanted to see me. But you look worried, TK. What is the matter?
Is something wrong?"
TK sighed. He had hoped to have some light conversation before getting to the
point. "You always now how I feel.", he began. "And because of
that what I must tell you, no - what I want to tell you - will be even more
painful to you. But there is no other way." He avoided looking into her
face.
Hikari's voice was calm. "TK. Nothing you can ever say or do can really
make me think bad of you. Whatever it is, I will be at your side, I promise."
TK felt a lump in his throat. This will not be easy. He took a breath and begun.
"Hikari. You must know, that in all I did, all I told you and all I showed
you, I have acted just because I truly like you. But we where children, when
we first met. We where very young, and the destiny of the DigiWorld connected
our fates. I
, I mean you really mean much to me. But
, but I am not
ten years old anymore, and with time some people realise other things, too."
Hikari laid her hand upon Takeru's, and a fire of shame burnt under his skin.
"TK, I know you more than you think. I really, really hoped that this day
would never come. I feel good about you, too." She paused am moment, and
then she added: "But you want to tell me, that you don't love me."
She eyed him, and TK was unable to say a word. He gaped at Hikari. "So.
It is the truth, isn't it?"
Finally TK nodded. "I am sorry, Hikari. I like you so much."
Takeru expected an outburst, tears, insults or despise. But suddenly the unexpected
happened. Hikari smiled. And she held TK's hand firmly. "Takeru. I like
you much. Perhaps I even love you. But because of that I want to see you happy.
We will be friends, if you want it. And to have you by my side in enough for
me."
TK couldn't believe this. He understood that Hikari had grown much more than
he had thought. "And there is another one
"
"Ken.", she said and grinned as she saw his face. TK showed the most
foolish expression Hikari had seen, so she was forced to laugh against her will.
"Sorry, TK. You are such a good soul. You have found the courage to tell
me now, and don't fake me your love until it is too late. For that I am grateful
to you."
Grateful! Takeru couldn't believe his ears! "I break your heart, and you
are grateful! I feel like a swine!", he bellowed.
"Don't do!" Hikari shook her head. "No one can command or forbid
love. It grows wherever it wants. I will be very sad, because you are such a
good young man. I hope Ken knows what is offered to him."
"Wait!", TK intervened. "How did you know about my feeling for
Ken? I didn't meet him quite often in our adventures!"
"Because you always stayed with your 'Soul sister' - me! But remember the
days at school when you couldn't look away from him. We were both very young,
but I have a good memory and maybe I saw more than you. You took great care
of me, but you always acted like an older brother as if you where Tai! And I
didn't miss the guilty expression on your face, whenever you were too nice to
me. As if you feared not being true to me."
"You seem to know me better than I do!", TK wondered. "I am sorry
that I was such a fool for a long time."
Hikari nodded. "Forgiven, brother, if I am allowed to call you that. But
there is more you must know. Have you spoken to Ken already and are you planning
to do so?"
"I will speak to Ken as soon as possible."
"Okay Takeru. You must know this, although it will not be easy for you
to hear. You must believe me, that I can accept that fact that we will never
marry. But I consider you my best friend still." Her expression grew serious.
"I know this because Miyako told me this some months ago. You know that
she understood Ken the very best after the ceased to be the Digimon Kaiser.
She wanted support him to overcome his guilt and shame. But she found out, that
there was something else. Ken suffered much because of his older brothers death,
and doubted every word and offering of friendship. That is, until he met you
at school! So the good news is, that he really loved you and perhaps he loves
you still. The bad news is, that something within him blamed you to be the reason
that he became the Digimon Kaiser. You retreated and so he felt entirely lost.
Having no reason to be friendly anymore he started to advance toward hatred."
Takeru felt his heart break as he listened to Hikari. All was his fault. His
fear and rejection had caused Ken to become one of the most evil person the
DigiWorld had ever known. How could he live with that knowledge, how could he
even dare to approach Ken now? TK felt like falling into a endless black sea.
Hikari saw this, jumped off and went to TK. She grabbed his shoulders and shook
him heavily. "Takeru! Takeru, you can not change the past, and Ken is responsible
for his own actions as everyone! You must not blame yourself! You were very
too young to judge the possible results of your behaviour. If you can reach
his heart, all can be healed! Have hope and trust in all the good within you
and Ken! Only with hope and trust we all can live on.
"Thank you so much! You are a great friend, and I really would share my
life with you if I could!" TK said.
"Well, then do it as a friend:" She smiled.
TK felt so weak and small. "But how can I approach him now?"
Hikari considered. "Hm, Miyako told me that he has enclosed himself to
study the plague the DigiWorld has befallen. That is a really bad thing, but
I don't know what to do, either."
"Well, that is something I know of!", TK shouted, and as Hikari looked
puzzled at him, TK related the whole story of the old selves of Iori and Miyako
appearing through a time-bridge crossing the DigiWorld.
"Wow! Now that is a story, if I ever heard one!", Hikari finally expressed.
"But it makes sense. If we follow morals instead of our heart we deny what
the DigiWorld ideals represented. I never would have believed that such things
might influence the DigiWorld in such a direct way. But you said there is something
Iori wanted you to change? What was that?"
"I will tell you later, okay? Let's just make a plan to talk to Ken."
TK smiled. "Sorry! Can't think of anything else now."
"Perhaps the whole story would be the best way. He is very headstrong and
guided more by brain than by heart.", Hikari mused.
TK's eyes widened with joy, that he suddenly he shook his head. "No Hikari.
I don't want him to tell me he likes me just because he wants to save the DigiWorld.
That just wouldn't be right."
"Then we will go to Miyako and ask her. She will not like it, but she never
believed that Ken could love her the way a man should love a woman. So, shall
we go?" Hikari stood in the door and waited for Takeru.
*****************************************
"Ken? Ken, are you again sitting at the computer terminal? Just make a
break and tell me of your progress?", Miyako said.
Kens sapphire eyes looked at her sternly. Miyako knew this expression too well.
Again he blamed himself for this. Against all she said to Ken, he never truly
stopped thinking that he was guilty of the plague and the storms. He argued
that it must be some remnant of his dark reign as the Digimon Kaiser. Then his
eyes softened and a thin smile showed in his face. He was just beautiful to
behold, Miyako thought. Have discipline, she exhorted to herself! You must do
a favour to a friend and help him close a circle that was broken many years
ago. In the afternoon Hikari had visited her and related all about the facts
the old Iori and Miyako had told as well as TK's confession. Even so it was
a sad truth to hear, she was proud that she herself had succeeded to break the
barriers of time. Beyond all other things Miyako knew what duty demanded. She
knew that Ken once had loved Takeru, and that TK's reject had changed him. Now
was the time for healing!
"Come on, Ken! I have prepared a small meal. After some food you will work
much better after a rest. And I want to share your knowledge."
Suddenly Ken felt how tired he was. A little break wouldn't be that bad. "Okay,
Miyako. But just for a short time!" Ken dragged himself into the living
room, where tea and some cakes where ready. He fell into the seat and gazed
upon the table. "There are three cups! What does that mean?"
"Oh, perhaps a friend of mine will come later, and you don't want him to
drink from your used cup?", Miyako questioned.
"Oh. Of cause not. Do as you please." Ken was entirely busy thinking
of the cause of the plague the Digimon had befallen. Miyako succeeded in fishing
some details out of Ken, but he had gained nothing.
"Perhaps the reason has nothing to do with anything you consider.",
Miyako asked carefully. "Why don't you ask any of the other Digidestinied?
Together we may find a solution. You know in the DigiWorld we have succeeded
against the greatest enemies only together."
"This is different!", Ken spat angry. And he calmed himself instantly.
"Sorry. I didn't meant to be rude. But here is no evil Digimon and no other
enemy. It is no matter of strength, but intelligence."
Miyako sighed. "Perhaps it is more a question of wisdom?"
"Wisdom, Intelligence, Genius
Isn't that all the same?"
"You may ask that yourself! I think you know better. But you waste your
time blaming yourself and who-knows-whom for becoming that thrice accursed Digimon
Kaiser." This time Miyako was furious. "Ken, you must leave the past
behind!"
Ken shook his had and a sad expression filled his features. "I am sorry
again, but the past can not be changed. You never get a second chance to do
the right thing. I must learn to life with my shame."
Miyako slapped his cheeks with her flat hand and a red spot showed on Ken's
face, as she did before, when Ken was overwhelmed by self-pity. "STOP THAT!
There is a life to live! Only there you will find the answers." Her rage
destroyed all her good plans. "And there is someone who loves you, despite
all your faults and has taken the courage to let you know! Now there you have
to deal with something!"
Ken looked astonished. "Err, I am sorry. I like you, too - very much. But
I must focus
"
He didn't have the chance to say anything more. "You idiot!", Miyako
interrupted him. "You don't love me! But there is some else who wanted
to see you." Ken made a worried expression. "TK!", Miyako cried.
"Takeru Takaishi!"
Blushing, with deeply purple cheeks, Takeru came out of the kitchen. "I
really had hoped you would make this easier
", TK whispered and looked
to the ground.
Ken just gaped at this turn of events. "What does that mean? What kind
of game are you playing here? I really don't have any wish to see Takeru!"
TK's heart sank. Everything within him wanted to turn away and run. He could
go and leave Ken forever. But he forced himself to remain calm. "Ken, please!
Just listen to me this last time. If you don't want to see me after we talked,
I will accept it and never bother you, I promise."
Ken made a grim face and crossed his arms before his breast. "All right.
Speak up!"
"Ken, first let me apologise that I turned away when you just wanted to
have a friend at school. I will feel guilty for the rest of my life for that.
I know that you became the Digimon Kaiser because I was so cruel to you. I followed
the judgement of others instead of allowing myself to look at you without prejudice.
I thought you were just a freak and blamed you for putting weird ideas into
my mind. This is a shame I can never make undone, so I wish by heart that I
would have behaved in another way. I have shunned you when you tried to be our
friend in the DigiWorld, but I completely ignored you. I
. Look
I
just can't tell you how sorry I feel." TK had no more words and then he
felt his eyes fill with water. "Ken. I always loved everything about you.
I love the way you moved, your dark hair waved into the wind, the way you smiled
and looked sincere; but most of all I loved your strength. You never backed
away from any peril. Again and again you wanted to sacrifice your life to save
the DigiWorld. But I would have died if you ever would have harmed yourself!"
Ken watched TK's outburst with widened eyes. And then he felt like an age-old
wound, that he never believed to be able to heal, begun to close. "So we
have hurt ourselves just because of a simple error." Ken looked sadly to
the ground. "I thought myself having such a superior intellect, I thought
everything could be solved with knowledge. But this is wrong." Ken rose
and moved towards TK. "If Miyako takes such an effort to bring us together,
TK, then it must be a good idea." Takeru didn't know what to say. "I
am tired of sadness and insults, of grief and self-pity." Ken stopped right
in front of TK. "But I just can not see you weep because of my folly! That
is just too much. I
" Ken stopped. Then he looked TK deeply in his
eyes. "Let's just give us a new try." And then he pressed his warm
lips on Takeru's. Their tongues probed within each others mouths and two bodies
held each other for many minutes. Now it was Miyako's turn to cry. She was happy
to behold this. A broken destiny had been healed. Of cause Miyako felt the pain
loosing her hope for Ken; but something true had been restored, and she knew
that no loss could be so great to as to see to people finding each other, that
destiny has chosen to share love.
"But there is one more thing to do, Hikari!", Miyako silently whispered.
************************************
"Yamato, Hikari! This is likely the most ridiculous story I have ever
heard in all my life!" Daisuke Motomiya was upset. Yamato and Hikari had
appeared just a few hours before he had to leave to take his flight, that would
carry him to Europe. He had never been there, but he could speak English quite
good and even some words of German. He would leave behind this land he had called
home for such a long time, and thus leave the place that reminded him of a heart
that was broken two times.
"Daisuke!"; Hikari implored. "You are our leader! You just can't
leave us now. The DigiWorld needs us, the Digimon need you!"
"Your leader!", Daisuke mocked. "You never really respected me
as a leader, Hikari. TK and you always did, what you wanted to do. You thought
me the most childish in our group! I can not stand to hear such things any longer.
I may not be as bright a Miyako or Iori, but I will not believe such a nonsense.
I should force myself to love to save the DigiWorld! And of all people within
our so-called group I would at least love Iori! He's truly a geek. Save your
crude ideas for someone more foolish than me, even if you may not believe that
you can find such one!"
"Daisuke!" Yamato said sharply. "It is now that you act like
a child. If you where ever foolish it is today. First, you should be aware what
you throw away. Can you truly tell yourself that this is the truth? Iori himself
has told us, that you approached him once, hugged and caressed him, and that
he called you a pervert and ran away. And second: what kind of leader would
run away from any obstacle? Just face it the way Tai always did. He gave you
the Goggles. Don't dishonour them now!"
"And who has told you that story? Iori? Then he is lying! In deny that
I have ever done such a thing!", Daisuke shouted. His cheeks grew red like
fire. "Such lies are just one more reason to go!"
"Daisuke! Please listen to us. And don't let yourself be driven by anger!",
Hikari said. She looked directly in his eyes, and he looked away in shame. "Don't
fly now. Just give yourself another chance. Iori was just fearful and didn't
know what to do. You know well how conservative he was raised. Any kind of relationship
with another boy would be sinful to the people that raised him. It is very hard
to look behind the morals of your parents! And what do you know of a broken
heart!" Hikari's anger grew as she continued to speak to Daisuke. "Miyako
and me would have a reason to act like you; but what could we gain with that?
We would make our friends unhappy. And all for what? They would never love us,
regardless! But now we will be free to find a love that is based on truth! I
haven't heard the young Iori, but the old Iori told us how much he regretted
to have you sent away like that. Why can't you talk to him just one more time?"
Daisuke had listened, but he had closed himself to her words. Hikari would just
say anything to get her mind. She always had done so. I will not play the fool
another time just to give them a reason to laugh about my stupidity, he pondered.
He felt as if the world slipped away. It was a good feeling, as the pain of
a broken heart ceased with it. Two times he was in love, and both times all
hope was lost. Lost? No, he had lost the first time because of lack of persistence.
Yamato had just told him, that TK and Ken had confessed their love. What a farce!
So TK wasn't interested in girls at all; and the girl Daisuke always had seen
as a competitor now told him what to do! How many sleepless nights, how many
tears wept for Takeru who seemed to be in love with Hikari. And all his attempts
to gain Hikari's attention just to take her away from the one he truly had loved.
And then, when time seemed to heal his wounds, he learned to love another. It
was against his will, and Iori wasn't such an attractive boy, he tried to convince
himself. But the gentleness as well as the smile had caused Daisuke to love
Iori Hida. But when he thought Iori had given him signs to try an approach,
all went wrong. Daisuke had been so wrong. Iori was furious and called him the
worst words he had ever heard. Never Daisuke expected the gentle youth to say
such things.
"No!", Daisuke staid. "Whatever you say will never change my
mind. You may think you know me. But I tell you, that you don't. You have no
right to make other peoples destiny, and this is all I have to say to you. No
go!" Then he grabbed the Goggles from his desk and handed them to Yamato.
"Give them back to Tai. He is the only leader of the Digidestinied
if they speak to him again, that is!"
Neither Yamato nor Hikari could say anything to such obvious rudeness and hatred.
Without another word they left.
In another world a Digimon died of the plague.
***************************************
"Ladies and Gentlemen!", a voice croaked though a microphone. "This
is the call for flight 5671 to London. Please enter the gangway to get on board.
The flight will start in 20 minutes.
Daisuke sighed. Of cause he hadn't believed that anyone would really come to
say a final goodbye. But a part within him wished that someone would. Nonsense!
Just leave that old life behind. In a few hours my new life will begin, and
I will never hear anything of Digimon, Digivices and the DigiWorld at all! Then
he finally could forget.
A dense rain covered the whole landscape now, as if the sky was weeping. Daisuke
hoped that the airplane wouldn't be forced to delay his start. He hated to wait
much longer. And so he rose from his seat, grabbed his backpack and walked towards
the exit.
"Daisuke! Davis! Hold on!" A familiar voice echoed through the airport.
Daisuke saw Iori running through he hallway. It seemed to him as if the time
froze or slowed down. Now, there he came. Iori had succeeded reaching Daisuke
before his plane was leaving. Swinging in his hands Iori held something familiar:
the Goggles.
Daisuke stopped, unsure what to do. Soon his plane would leave, and this conversation
would certainly be not quite pleasant. Had Iori come to accuse him once again?
Couldn't he allow him to forget?
Iori came to a halt just before Daisuke. He was panting heavily. "Dai
,
Daisuke
here
take this." He waved the Goggles before Daisuke's
eye. "They all say, we all say
that you must be our leader! Only
with your help we can do something against the plague, so please return to us!"
Daisuke couldn't believe this. What kind of joke was this? Could they not leave
him by? "Who is this 'we'?", he asked doubtful.
"All of us! Takeru, Hikari, Yolei, Ken and myself. We are sorry if you
thought us rude and disrespecting you. We didn't know that our jokes hurt you
so much. Please! Not just for us, but for the Digimon. We can help them only
together! We can't just let them die, we can't, Daisuke!"
Daisuke stared at Iori and didn't make a move. He grabbed the Goggles and looked
at them, as if he would see them for the first time.
"Please!", Iori begged. "We want you back!"
"We?", Daisuke asked, looking suspiciously at Iori. "And what
about you?"
"I already told you.", the smaller boy said.
Daisuke looked directly into Iori's eyes. He still saw this great gentleness.
But they where just hiding disgust and intolerance, he was certain.
"Ladies and Gentlemen, the actual London flight will go in 15 minutes,
please come to the check-in.", the microphones shouted.
Iori's face suddenly was twisted with pain and sorrow. "Daisuke! I wrote
you a letter quite a time ago. But I never had the courage to give it to you.
If you must go, just give me your word to read it!" He was fishing a small
folded paper from his pants.
Daisuke didn't know what to do. His plane was leaving soon, but he felt that
this was the last opportunity to give a path another chance. He breathed deeply,
grabbed the letter und unfolded it.
Iori's letter to Daisuke read:
"Dear Daisuke,
please don't tear this letter apart and hear me; then you may as well cut it
into pieces and leave. First let me tell you, how very sorry I am because of
what I said. It was the worst thing I ever did to any of my friends. You know,
there is no excuse to what I said. I was raised in a very traditional environment,
and I clung to that values very much, as they gave me strength. But when I became
a part of our group of Digidestinied, I was so proud to have such good friends.
I was a very lonely boy in the years before.
I always respected you as our leader; but your behaviour with TK and Hikari
worried me deeply. First I just thought, that you were envious of TK and that
you wanted Hikari for yourself, but when you opened your heart to me, I understood
that it was TK you did love. I felt so hurt and just a second-best. And so I
spat all the evil words I had knew to you. I realised that this was perhaps
the most terrible mistake of my life. It is hard work to build a friendship,
but one small moment is enough to destroy. In the many days I saw you sad, many
times I wanted to hold your hand, hug you and cheer you up, but I didn't allow
this to me. I was taught not to show tenderness to other boys. The truth is,
that it was just your presence that I was longing for.
Beside our battles against evil Digimon, we had to learn to overcome the darkness
within ourselves, and sadly I have poured at lot of my own darkness upon you.
But my heart wanted to do something else. It wanted to hold you and never let
you go.
Always loving you
Iori"
Daisuke gazed at the letter. He couldn't believe it. But finally it was as if a cold wall of ice begun to melt and a smile showed on his face. Iori grabbed Daisuke's Hands, and so they stood in the hallway of the airport for many minutes, looking into each others eyes. Then Iori pressed a shy kiss on Daisuke's lips and they held each other until the plane to London was gone.
**********************************
In a small valley in the DigiWorld, three pale shadows gathered. The small
valley was surrounded by thick darkness. Heavy lightning was emerging from the
darkness of the Void.
"There. It is done.", said the old Iori.
"Now the quest can continue again.", the old Miyako added.
Then a third old person stepped forward. "Yes. Perhaps they will make it
better."
Iori shook his head. "No, Ken. They are we."
And suddenly from the east the sun rose and the darkness was pushed away.
Beyond the small Valley the endless sight of the healed DigiWorld spread.
Three pale Shadows waned in the sun and where finally gone.
This future was no more.
********************************
It was their next anniversary, and all the Digidestinied met in their place
in the park. There were Tai and his beloved Yamato, both the seniors of the
group. There were Jyou, Koushiro, Mimi and Sora, and on the other side there
where Miyako and Hikari, TK holding hands with Ken and in the same fashion Daisuke
and Iori. TK and Ken as well as Daisuke and Iori recently had given a party
for the first anniversary of their relationships.
"Now, little brother. It seems that you are quite happy.", Yamato
asked.
TK moved his cap, as Patamon was sitting upon it. He smiled that golden smile
of light. "Yes, Yama. All feels to be so right. I am so glad you helped
me."
Yamato laughed. "That seems to be a lifetime job: being older brother for
you. But I like it, TK."
Tai stepped to them. "Say, TK, is it true that Jyou finally managed to
ask Mimi if she would go with him? I always thought, straight people would have
the easy way!" TK, Yamato and Tai laughed.
"Hey, what is the matter?", Koushiro asked. "What is so funny?"
But TK, Yamato and Tai just kept laughing.
"Oh just ignore the little girls!", Ken mocked them friendly.
"Sometime you have to loose something to know its value.", Yamato
said to Tai, as the others were celebrating together.
"Maybe. But I hope that there are people who don't need to learn it that
way. Love, truth and courage. Simple and yet difficult.", Tai added.
Yamato grinned. "You always must have the last word, oh most powerful leader!"
"Yes!", Tai answered him. And holding their hands they returned to
their friends.
"They rebuke us for being in love?
Never let this make you feel sorrow:
Criticism has no power here.
That may count for other matters:
No moral nor reproach can put to shame
Any kind of love!"
J.W. von Goethe