Caught in a winter's rain
I can't remember a word you said
Take away my fear
Please hold onto me
I'm falling
Falling


*   *   *

I will trade it all
For another day
Just to feel you and your warmth
But even pictures fade
Black Sunday still burns you in my thoughts
I can't see at all
Did you fly away
Did the stars shine bright for you
Guess I could blame it all
On God's game
It was fate that carried you


*   *   *

I can see it all
You're so far away
I can't take this anymore
I can't live until I see your face


*   *   *

Something's gone away
You've taken this from me
Until I see your face
I'm slipping away


*   *   *


I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you


*   *   *

Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day
But then I go and fuck things up again


*   *   *


And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these four walls again
I'll try to think about the last time
I had a good time


*   *   *

What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me


*   *   *

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect


*   *   *

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything


*   *   *

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
Every step that I take is another mistake to you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
i'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Is falling apart right in front of you
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
And every second I waste is more than I can take

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abuse me more, i like it


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