S.O.S. "Screams Of Suicide"

Do you see me?
Here I am!

Do you hear me?
Don't you give a damn?

No I'm not screaming
But Loud are my tears

Louder than sirens
That hurt your ears

But you ignored the cuts
I have on my wrists

"Its just a phase"
You insist and insist

I can't stand the pain
And you won't hear my cry

When I kill myself
You'll be wondering WHY

But you saw the empty bottle
And just threw it away

Never to question me
Fearing what I might say

"I don't feel worth living"
I might have said

"I don't know what hope is"
and "I wish I were dead"

But I could never turn to you
As a confidant and friend

That I'm over-reacting
You'd like to pretend

You know.. tomorrow...
I will not go to school

I'll be...
Drowning in my sorrow

Actually...
I'll be drowning in a pool

Cause... I just...
Don't wanna feel tomorrow!

- Sarahy �

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