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WITCH AND MOAN
Okay, first off, to whoever soaped my car last Friday night...I don't mind really, it's great to have a little fun every now and then, but I really could have done without "WHORE!!!" scrawled across my front window. If you don't like me, don't talk to me, don't talk about me and it will all work out. But if you do have something to say, at least say it to my face, chances are though, I won't really care. Because you know what? There is me always, and God in the end. God is the one who judges me, and I'm the one who has to look at myself in the mirror everyday. The rest of you just drift in and out of my life and the lives of others. Everyone needs to realize that we are all the same, we are all people with the same feelings, we all breath the same air, so what if someone is a little different. It is no reason to ridicule them. Untill you are in their life and head. And know every reason why they do what they do, who are you to judge them? I realize fully that I am not perfect, I really don't need to hear it everyday outside my own head, I know it already. Constructive criticism is fine with me, or if I'm doing something that you know goes against my morals, call me on it. And all those things I can change I'm working on changing, but it doesn't happen over night you know. And all those things I can't change I'm learning to live with. It wasn't too long ago someone at our own highschool killed herself because she was so tired of people making fun of her. I thought that some good would come of this, that maybe people would take a good look at how they were treating others. And for a day it did, I saw many people crying because they had treated her badly. Then after some time had passed those people had a new target and were still making fun. Highschool is only 4 short years, how hard is it to spend all that energy you use to make fun of people and put it to good use. Give someone a compliment, develope new hobbies, make a dumb webpage, find a cure for cancer, heck I dont' know. But there are a bunch of better things that could be going on. And chances are after these 4 years of highscool are over, you will be remembered as a good person, and you'll have a life of your own and being in the popular crowd won't matter anymore. Too many people spend all their time in highscholl trying to find what will make them feel happy and complete through becoming popular, teacher's pet, good grades, most talked about, sex, drugs, alcohol, etc. Instead of spending all your time seeking, do some observing. Find someone who has what you want, spend time with them, learn how to acheive your goal. Watch other's mistakes, there isn't time in life enough to make them all yourself. And if you would take one second to look around you, you would see that happiness is all around. Too many live for the future, but die like they have never lived. Enjoy each and every second of your life. Okay and whoever is coming up with these rumors about me...find a hobby. You should be writing movies or something, these are really interesting, I would love to know how long it takes you to come up with such crazy ideas. And the other day I heard some guys talking about if they got any "play" the night before or whatever, talking about girls like a tally on a score card. You know what? Having sex doesn't make you a man. It takes no special talent. My DOG can have sex, and he chases a squeaky toy and runs into walls! What makes you a man in my opinion is the way you treat others, not just women, though that plays a big part. And all of you out there that claim to hate me or call me names. Please e-mail me and tell me what I have done? I'd love to know...my addy is under the "home" button. Please tell the truth. No matter what! If you don't want to do something with me or whatever, tell me. I'd rather hear the truth and be hurt a little than find out later and be frekkin mad and a whole lot more hurt!!! And people, we are in highschool. Could we grow up a little bit?! Sure some immature fun and games are still going to be here. But usually when no one is laughing and people are yelling at you it's a good idea to stop. We've outgrown spitwads and being pushed in the snow. We've been out of kindergarden for how many years now?!?!? I don't know if I mentioned this already or not, but too bad if I did, you get to hear it again. In our tiny town everyone lives to hear about everyone else's life. Can we all quit talking so much crap. All this "he said that her cousin's uncle's best friend's daughter did..." or whatever. They're all dumb like that anyway. If you didn't see it and/or you weren't a part of it. Don't spread it, cause you may not have the story right. And who cares anyways? Let people live their lives, and do their own thing. If what they are doing is wrong, don't worry, they'll be paying for it later. If it affects you personally talk to them yourself, not your friends, and classmates, and their friends and classmates or whatever. Get some boldness people. And to all you people out there who lie constantly, get another hobby please. I won't mention any names though *cough cough queen cough cough*. Eventually the truth will be found out, you can bet on that, cause that's the way things work. And the truth won't be too kind to you then. You can only build up lies for so long before one of them falls and it's like dominos all around. And to all those people who are nice to me and talk behind my back, KNOCK IT OFF!!! Pick one or the other please. If you don't like me great, you don't have to, nor do you have to pretend. And if you do like me...then why are you talking bad about me? Think about it will ya? I wanted to say thanks to Katy Fae too. Because she is a wonderful girl. Some people give her a hard time but they shouldn't. She may be a bit different, but aren't we all?! She isn't one of those holier-than-thou people I've had to put up with all my life, and even more in the last week. We all make mistakes. And most of the time people pay for those mistakes naturally. We don't need a bunch of people rubbing it in our faces making it worse. Nobody is perfect, least of all me. I know that, so I try not to judge people. I know lots of people who say that. Even a certain person at our school published an article about it in the school paper (which I intend to add to my site later) yet this is the same person who has made fun of me for years, and I see picking on people constantly. I guess I'm just really disappointed to be a human. I cried yesterday, yes I-the inpeneratable rock-had a bad day. And all the people that make fun of me and stuff usually were the ones saying "Oh, honey! What's wrong?!" What is up with that?!?! Can someone explain that to me? Come on peoples! Keep it real! To the C & B newspaper staff...I loved the article by Josh, about treating everyong with respect and not making fun...can the rest of you go with that too?! The same paper that published that, has articles bashing everyone else everywhere else in the paper. Pick one and go with it. You can't do both. And based on the debate we had yesterday and today, I feel the need to say a few things about abortion. First off, IT IS WRONG! Got that in your heads? Good. Okay, abortion is the MURDER of an unborn helpless little baby.
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