| I'm Sorry |
| Bama, I am sorry. I am a jerk. I am the meanest person ever on the face of the earth. I apologize. I never should have yelled at you. I realize you must be upset, I realize you must be hurt. I never meant what I said to be directed toward you, and I really hope you do not stop coming over to the apartment. I waited all day for you to call or something because I thought we were going to go do your Christmas shopping. I know you're hurt and I know you must think I am the biggest asshole on the planet right now. I can't explain why I got so upset last night, I don't know if it was the drinking or everything else getting to me. I can't keep my mind off the fact that I may not get my job back. I can't stop thinking that I might lose my car and everything I've worked so damned hard for. I just wanted to tell you I was sorry. I've been having some problems lately, all because of my own self. I can honestly say that I never meant to hurt you. I was yelling at Travis, I was just yelling. I don't know what exactly my problem is. I just wanted to say that I am extremely sorry that I hurt your feelings. I never, ever meant to hurt you. You are one of the sweetest, kindest people I know. I never ever want to lose your friendship and I really hope you can forgive me. Love, Amy |