Clues to Remember: Prologue

October 2004

"Mr. Kendall,

"I know that this wasn’t what you were expecting. You wanted the disk. The information on the Covenant…it’s leader…the people involved…everything.

"We know who the leader is. We know the people involved. We’ve known for a lot longer than we’ve told you. We just weren’t sure what to do with the information. We can't give you the disk. Or the information.

"We have decided that we don’t want to remember. What we found out…is too much. Especially for him.

"We want to thank you for everything you have done for us. We appreciate all of the support and we’re sorry that we have to do this. You helped us try to get rid of the enemy.

"Now that we know who the enemy is…we just want to forget it. I know that this is not like me…to run from something like this when I could easily take them down because I am so far in.

"But I can’t fight this enemy. And Michael can’t either. He is why I am considering all of this.

"We’re destroying the disk and then we’re going to erase everything we found out from our minds. If we don’t know, than we don’t have to fight this. We have…someone close here that is going to help get us safely back to Los Angeles when the procedure is done. Thank you, Kendall. For all that you’ve done for us….

"But please…tell us nothing of the last 15 months. “



tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 1

Five days later

Eric Weiss stared through the glass window of Vaughn’s hospital room. He’d been interchanging between Sydney’s room and Vaughn’s room while Jack, doing one of the things he was best at, pressured the doctors for the desired test results.

Alive.

They were alive.

Well, unofficially. Director Chase wanted to make sure that these two really were Michael Vaughn and Sydney Bristow.

Subconsciously, he knew it made logical sense. Two dead CIA agents coming to life after almost two years isn’t a normal occurrence.

Unless of course, you were acquainted with Sydney and Vaughn in the first place. This was the Sydney Bristow who’s mother came back from the dead.

Yeah, being around these two obviously involved a lot of people coming back from the dead.

His thoughts were interrupted when he noticed that Vaughn seemed to be awake and was pulling at the restraints around his wrists.

With a sharp curse towards Director Chase (who wasn’t there to demote him, therefore, giving him the security of cursing her for having them restrained), Eric placed a quick call to Jack Bristow and rushed into the room.

“Calm down, Vaughn,” he said, placing a hand on his shoulder.

“Eric, why am I restrained? I told you that I was fine…”

Vaughn was getting more agitated.

“Michael!”

He calmed down considerably, looking at Eric. “What the hell is going on?”

Eric sighed. “Michael, the restraints have to stay on. I’m sorry. As for what the hell is going on…What is the last thing you remember?”

Vaughn frowned. “A fire. At Sydney’s apartment. I remember falling against the wall of the house.”

“That’s it?”

Vaughn nodded.

Eric sighed. Jack had been afraid of this.

Before he could answer Michael’s questions, though, there was a knock on the window of the door. Weiss looked to see that it was Jack Bristow, a cell phone attached to his ear.

“I’ll be right back, buddy.”

“Eric, I want to know why I’m restrained to a bed.”

“And I promise you that you will get your answers. After I talk to Jack.”

Weiss put a friendly hand on Vaughn’s shoulder, before turning and stepping out to talk to Jack.

“The doctor’s have assured me that they are Agent Vaughn and my daughter. I am having the restraints removed.”

Eric assumed that he didn’t wait for whomever he was talking to to answer, because he shut the phone off and turned to Eric.

“As I just told Director Chase, the doctors have confirmed their identities with the blood they took.”

Eric nodded. “Wait, did you just hang up on her?”

“Yes, Mr. Weiss, I did. How is Vaughn?”

Eric’s amusement over the ongoing feud between Jack and Chase disspeared as he turned to look through the window in the door.

“He wants answers. He doesn’t remember anything after the fire. Sydney?”

Sydney is awake. Like Vaughn, She doesn’t remember anything and want answers and to see Vaughn.”

“As far as Vaughn knows,” Eric started cautiously, “Sydney is dead.”

“Well, I think it is time we dissolve that notion.”
*****
Vaughn’s arms were crossed over his chest as Eric and Dixon escorted him down the hallway.

“Is this really necessary?” Vaughn asked. “I know the way to the conference room.”

“Sorry, man,” Eric said. “But the director doesn’t want you wandering alone.”

“I thought you said that the doctors confirmed who I was.”

“They did,” Dixon answered kindly. “She’s just being cautious.”

“You guys don’t like this Director Chase much do you?”

Dixon and Eric chuckled. “Not really,” Eric said.

They were finally at the door of their target destination, but in front of it was a petite black woman, with short hair, brown eyes and a stern demeanor.

“Agent Vaughn,” She said, her hand out.

Vaughn shook it. She seems nice enough. Why don’t they like her?

“I wanted to personally tell you that we’re glad to have you back.”

“Um, thank you. When exactly were you instated as Director? What happened to Agent Kendall?”

She glanced at Dixon and Eric behind Vaughn before saying, “All in due time. There is first something you need to see.”

Eric took his arm again, to lead him into the room.

“Good luck," Dixon said.

Vaughn smiled at him before Eric lead him into the conference room.

Sydney’s alive, Michael,” Eric said softly.

Vaughn turned to him, and Eric almost thought the younger man had given himself whiplash.

“It’s true, Vaughn.”

This time, Eric could have sworn that Vaughn had broken his own neck, he’d turned his neck so sharply.

Before Eric even had time to blink, the two had met in the middle of the room.

“Oh god,” Vaughn whispered.

They wrapped their arms around each other tightly and only broke apart when Jack Bristow cleared his throat. Loudly.

“I am…sorry to interrupt,” he said, “But we need to talk.”

Of course.” Vaughn and Sydney backed away, but their fingers were still entwined.

“I don’t understand,” Vaughn asked, “How did Syd survive the fire?”

“I don’t even remember a fire,” Sydney said. “The last thing that I remember is fighting Francie. Have we lost our memories of that night or something?”

“Yes,” Jack answered, “But it’s more than just that night, Sydney. You both have lost your memories of the last 15 months.”

tbc

 

 

Clues to Remember: 2

Sydney and Vaughn looked between themselves, looks of shock on their faces.

“That’s almost two years,” Vaughn whispered obviously.

“I know this must be a shock,” Jack said quietly, “And I apologize, but this must be done now. You two need to be caught up.”

Sydney and Vaughn nodded. Eric and Jack watched as they sunk slowly into seats, their fingers intertwined.

“First,” Jack started, “you two need to know how you died.”

Again, their heads snapped up at hearing Jack’s deadpan delivery of this statement. Some things don’t change.

Jack pulled out two crème colored folders, and set them softly on the table in front of Sydney and Vaughn.

“The one on the right is the crime scene photos of Sydney’s apartment.”

“I was there,” Vaughn spoke up softly. “I remember the way her apartment looked.”

Jack nodded. “Yes. But Sydney doesn’t.”

He nodded at his daughter and, when she was ready, he watched her pull the file closer and open it.

Black walls. Black floor. Black everything.

When she got to the picture of the bloody bathtub, she slammed the file shut. “I’ve had enough,” She whispered.

Stoically, Jack pulled the file back toward himself.

“I’m assuming,” Vaughn began, so softly that Eric and Jack strain to hear him, “that the other file is mine.”

Jack nodded. “Yes.”

Vaughn pulled the file toward him and opened it…

…only to see a car parked near a bridge. He immediately recognized the car he had 15 months ago.

“Nine-one-one got a call one night,” Eric spoke up, “from a bystander. She told the dispatcher that there was a jumper on that bridge,” Eric gestured with his head at the picture. “And that she was sure he was going to jump. You were depressed, Vaughn. We were afraid that you might...”

Vaughn and Sydney both squeezed their eyes shut tightly, as though they were trying everything they could to hold the tears back. Eric passed them a tissue box.

Vaughn was silent for a moment. “W…was there a body,” He articulated finally.

Jack shook his head. “We thought, obviously incorrectly, that we had Sydney’s ashes. And the tape of the 911 call has the woman screaming that the man had jumped. We pulled the crime scene photos after we saw it on the 6:00 AM. news of the man who kept apologizing to a woman named Sydney before he killed himself. We knew, or we thought we knew, that it was you.”

“Oh god,” Sydney choked, bringing a hand to her mouth, holding back a sob as the tears rolled like a stream down her cheeks. Vaughn looked close to tears himself, bending his head and bringing a hand to his eyes to hold them back.

“We tried to investigate your death, Sydney, and we wanted a body to be sure that you were really dead, Vaughn,” Eric said, “But Director Chase, who was instated after Kendall went back to the FBI, refused. She said that there was enough proof of your deaths and had it declared that you two were dead. Sydney, in a fire, and Vaughn by suicide. That was that. She started having us watched, too, to make sure that we didn’t go behind her back. That is why we don’t like her much.”

Sydney and Vaughn both nodded, still wiping at stray tears.

“Listen,” Sydney said firmly, though her red eyes and tired face (that mirrored Vaughn’s almost identically) betrayed any bravado she might have had, “we can’t do anymore tonight. Can you put us up in a hotel or something? Please?”

“You can stay with me,” Eric said, almost immediately. “I have plenty of room.”

“If you still live in the same place you did 15 months ago, you don’t,” Vaughn countered.

Eric sighed and nodded.

“We’ll pay for a hotel,” Jack consented.

“Come on.” Eric stood up. “I’ll drive you.”
*****
Eric got them set up in a posh hotel a few miles from the JTF. Eric said that it was worth maxing out his credit card to pay for a few nights. His friends had come back from the dead, after all.

There were bear hugs and a few more tears before he left and when he did, Sydney and Vaughn both jumped into a hot shower.

Sydney wrapped her arms around Vaughn’s neck, kissing it softly as he pulled her closer.

It was a couple of minutes later when he felt the gentle tapping of her fingers against the back of his neck as she did morse code.

We…need…to …find…a …way…to…give…dad…and…eric…clues…

He hugged her tighter, his fingers dropping to the small of her back.

We…will…we…just…got…here…we…are…still…being…monitored…we…have…to…be…careful…or…t
he…covenant…will…know…we…are…not…them…

She nodded against his neck before leaning her head back and kissing him passionately.
*****
They had both just finished their shower when there was a knock on their hotel room door. Looking at each other in panic, Vaughn grabbed the gun that Eric had left them. He pointed it at the door while Sydney said, “Who is it?”

Dad, Sydney. Open the door.”

Sydney cracked it slightly and upon seeing her father’s face, she opened the door slowly.

“Sorry,” she said apologetically. “I guess we’re a little jumpy.”

“Understandable,” Jack said. “I actually came to…apologize.”

For what, Jack?” Vaughn said incredulously.

“I realize that I was cold during the debrief and in the hospital room, when you first woke up, Sydney.”

Sydney shook her head. “You were being cautious in the hospital room. I understand. As for the debrief, you were doing your job. I am glad that you did it, by the way, and not Director Chase.”

Jack nodded. “I insisted that I do it.”

Sydney and Vaughn both couldn’t help a small smile as they remembered Jack’s…insisting skills.

There was a bit of an awkward silence before, ever so slowly, Sydney stepped forward and hugged him tightly. “I love you, Dad.”

Jack returned her embrace. “I love you, too, Sweetheart.

“I am glad you’re back home safely,” Jack whispered. He backed away from his daughter. Both of you.”

Vaughn smiled a little at the comment.

Sydney had one more fleeting thought as she shut the door behind her father a few minutes later, after having said her ‘I love you’ to him for the first time in 15 months.

Help us, daddy…

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 3

Sydney set her forehead on the door, breathing hard, before slowly turning around. She looked at Vaughn’s anguished eyes and closed her own slowly.

Then she spoke, very clearly.

“Did that satisfy you?”

“Yes, Sydney,” Arvin Sloane’s voice carried through the transmitter. “Very good.”

Sydney reached up and touched the flesh colored communication link in her ear, irritated that the bastard had not given them the choice of turning it off themselves. He told them that they would never know when he was listening to them. He was in total control.

“I'll have you know that I did not listen to your shower earlier.”

This time, Vaughn was the one who shut his eyes tightly, clenching his fists as he heard Sloane’s words through his own link. It was hard not to give in to the urge to call Sloane on being the sick psychopath that he was.

“Well, we are so glad to hear that,” Sydney bit out. “I’m sure that you would have enjoyed the show if you’d had.”

Sloane actually laughed.

“I trust you.”

“If you trust us so much, than why give us these damn transmitters in the first place?”

“That is why I trust you. I know that you wouldn’t do anything that would endanger Michael’s life.”

“You are the one who did so, you sick bastard.” Vaughn couldn’t hold it in anymore. “You are the one that brought me to you in the first place. You are the one who injected this cyanide chip in my neck.”

“Ah, Michael. I was wondering when you were going to speak up. The cyanide chip, as I have told you, is my insurance…and Sydney’s reminder of what she will lose if she does not follow my orders.”

“I am well aware of what I will lose,” Sydney spat.

“I know that you are both capable double agents. Sydney, you proved yourself as one against SD-6. I am just disappointed that you were both against me again when you contacted Kendall. You didn’t have transmitters then and I trusted you. I can’t risk that happening twice.”

“You told us you sent us because you thought that we were the best. How are we supposed to do our best with your voice in our ears?” Vaughn asked sharply.

“This is your second test. For now, consider that Sydney is on point for this one. I need to make sure that you won’t go against me and the Covenant again. Now, I believe you two need your sleep. Goodnight.”

Sloane?” Vaughn asked.

There was no answer.

And that’s when Sydney and Vaughn collapsed into each other’s arms.

“I’ll start tomorrow. Dad wanted us to finish our debrief so he could fill us in on what we have missed,” She said, carefully choosing her words, in case Sloane was still listening.

Vaughn nodded against her head. “I’m sorry.”

Sydney leaned back. “We’ve been over this, Vaughn. None of this is your fault.” It’s mine.

“It’s not your fault either, Syd,” he said softly. He knew her so well.

She kissed him softly. “Keep reminding me of that, okay?”

“Of course,” he kissed her back.

He hugged her, his fingertips going against the small of her back again, like in the shower, under her shirt.

…you…did…not...ask…about…will…or…francie…that…might…make…your…father…suspicious…


She smiled at him cleverly. He hadn’t seen that smile in a long time.

Her fingertips went against his neck.

…exactly…that…is…my…first…clue…

…subtle…

…it…is…going…to…have…to…be…

She grabbed his hand and led him to the bedroom to get some sleep.

He was asleep before she was. She couldn’t sleep, so she stared at him, reaching up to push a stray lock of hair out of his face. It had gotten longer in their captivity. She would have to get him to cut it, though she didn’t think that he’d object.

The night-or day, she hadn’t been sure of much then-that she knew that Sloane hadn’t been bluffing about Vaughn’s involvement floated through her mind…

Her entire body was aching and stinging.

Sloane’s threats that Vaughn would be joining her soon were getting more frequent. The only way she had been able to get any relief since she had woken up here the first time was Vaughn’s safety. Sloane was destroying that and he knew it.

Her head slipped back and forth and when she opened her eyes, she knew that Sloane hadn’t been bluffing.

“No,” she whimpered.

Vaughn was sitting next to her, his hands handcuffed, and though she couldn’t see it, she knew his ankles were shackled also.

And he was staring at her.

“Sydney, I promised you that he’d be here, did I not?” Sloane’s slimy voice said as his face hovered above her.

“I’m sorry,
Sydney,” Vaughn whispered.

“No, Vaughn…”
Sydney ached to hug him. She looked to Sloane. “You son of a b****. Leave him alone!”

Sloane actually smiled at her and he didn’t even flinch when she spit in his face. “I assume that you will be most cooperative, now, won’t you,
Sydney?”

Sloane had tortured them both.

And then he had trained them to be agents of his brand-new version of the Alliance.

TBC

 

 

Clues to Remember: 4

Sydney wiped at the tears on her face, thinking about what Sloane had put them through. For five months, he had maimed them and prepared them to be his ‘loyal agents.’

Sloane wanted the power. He himself had told them that he hadn't had it while he was with SD-6, having to constantly confer with the rest of the Alliance to make every decision that needed to be made. Now, he was the head of this new organization. He had no one he needed to report to.

He wanted them to see redemption in him. They made him think they had.

One month later, they contacted Kendall.

There was something that had been able to help them to hold on to everything. Thinking about their ordeal over the first five months brought something else to the forefront of her mind. Not that it hadn't taken up permanent residence there, anyway, but she'd had to push it back. Sloane didn't know about it and they wanted to keep it that way. Now with him listening, they couldn't even acknowledge it had ever happened. It was a dream that they had told themselves and each other that they would achieve when all of it was over.

But Sloane had started to get more watchful and they were afraid that their dream might be taken away from them.

”He’s getting suspicious,” Sydney said, pacing the room with her arms crossed protectively over her chest.

”All the more reason why you should wait. We are close.”
Kendall was pleading with them. He needed them to see that this course of action wouldn’t help. “You two have to be careful.”

Sydney looked at him incredulously. “Close?! We have been at this for Eight months. Eight Months, Mr. Kendall.”

I know perfectly well how long this has gone on. SD-6 wasn’t taken down in eight months, Agent Bristow.”

This is different.”

Kendall sighed. “I know, but doing this may just make it harder on you. Your attachment to each other may make it more difficult…”

“No.” Now, Vaughn spoke up. “Our love for each other is what has made this all easier. Our... attachment, as you so eloquently put it, helped us bring down SD-6. We can use it to destroy all that Sloane is trying to build up now. But, Syd, maybe we shouldn’t do this. We can hold onto it as even more motivation.”

Sydney shook her head determinedly, looking at Vaughn. “We are going to do this. I realize that to do it, we are going to have to do it under aliases, and we can’t even wear rings.”

“Why not just wait?”
Kendall demanded. “Why now?”

“I want the reminder what we did it. It’s a dream, yes, but if Sloane were to find out that we aren’t really loyal to him, than I…want to know that we were able to do this right under his nose. He monitors us closely. We worked so hard to bring down SD-6 and now he’s a threat to us again. This is one thing that we will have that he doesn’t know about.” she looked at Vaughn, wanting to let him know, unnecessarily, that she wasn’t just doing this to spite Sloane. “I’m not going to take you, us, for granted. I love you, Vaughn. I want this.”

“It isn’t going to be legal,”
Kendall pointed out, “Not under aliases.”

Sydney nodded. “I know.” she grabbed Vaughn’s hand and he said,

“It’ll be enough to know that we did it; that no matter what, we made the commitment to be together for the rest of our lives. I don’t want to take us for granted either. Let’s do it.”


Sydney.”

Sydney Bristow looked at her husband’s face in front of her. While he may not legally be her husband, it didn’t matter. He tried to think of him that way whenever she could.

He smiled at her, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “What are you doing awake? It’s so late.”

She smiled tearfully, but couldn’t say exactly what she was thinking. She couldn’t be sure that Sloane wasn’t listening.

He didn’t seem to need her to explain though. He simply gathered her in his arms and kissed her, whispering softly against her lips, “We’ll do it for real. I promise.”

She kissed his bare chest and the soft feeling of him stroking her arm guided her into sleep.
*****
Sydney and Vaughn had barely made it into the Ops center the next morning before they were both bombarded by a familiar figure.

Marshall, how are you?!” Sydney hugged him, glad to see another familiar face.

“Oh, Syd,” Marshall squeezed her tighter, dismissing her question. “I almost didn’t believe Agent Weiss when he said that you were alive. Not that I’m saying that Agent Weiss is a liar, I know he’s very truthful…oh Mr. Vaughn, I also didn’t mean to say that I’m not glad that your alive too. I’m very glad…” He launched himself at Vaughn.

“I got it Marshall,” Vaughn said, patting his shoulder awkwardly.

Marshall,” Jack walked up, Eric behind him. “Could you please excuse us?”

“Oh um, of course.”
Marshall waved and turned around. “I, uh, have work to do…yeah.”

They watched him leave. “I think he’s gotten worse since he got married, actually.”

Sydney and Vaughn’s heads both snapped up in surprise. “Marshall got married?” Sydney asked. “To who?”

That NSC agent Carrie Bowman,” Eric answered.

Jack spoke in. “We will apprise you of all that you have missed. I don’t think this is the appropriate area for this conversation.”

Sydney nodded and grabbed Vaughn’s hand as they followed Jack and Eric to the nearest conference room.

Once they got there, the form of Director Chase was there, seated at the head of the table with her hands clasped in front of her.

She stood as they entered. “Agents Vaughn and Bristow. We have met briefly,” She said, shaking their hands. “I am here to determine whether you are healthy enough to be reinstated.”

“We are,” Sydney said immediately. She needed to get a start on letting her father in. The reminder of Sloane in her ear the night before had stopped her from using morse code to communicate with him. From what her father and Eric had told them, she suspected that Chase would be watching their actions carefully for any sign of unusual behavior. But If anyone knew how to be careful, it was Sydney and Vaughn.

“The doctors think so, too,” Director Chase affirmed. “But I am still cautious. You start in two days. You will be monitored closely.”

Sydney inwardly smiled at her confirmed observation. “Of course,” She answered.

“What’s being done about the investigation to find out what happened to us?” Vaughn asked.

“For now, nothing, Agent Vaughn.”

Surprised, Vaughn said, “Excuse me?”

“You remember nothing of what happened to you. You two are the ones that walked in here. We have no leads.”

They had expected that. “Fine.” Sydney snapped. “But I would hope that you are monitoring Echelon and other channels. Maybe whoever had us is worried that they lost us.”

Director Chase bowed her head in consent. “Of course.”

With one last look at her, Sydney turned and left the room.

Vaughn found her a second later, in the car that Eric had rented for them. He had managed to tell Jack and Eric that they would be fine and would call if they needed anything. Sloane and Sydney’s conversation was ringing in his ear and he heard that Sydney was rapidly losing control.

He opened the passenger side door and got in.

“As you must have heard, Mr. Vaughn, I was just congratulating Sydney on her flawless acting skills. You are both performing beautifully.”

“You know I live for your approval,” Vaughn bit out.

“I am sure you do, Mr. Vaughn.” Sloane sounded amused, which just infuriated the two more.
*****
Jack Bristow watched from the front door, staying expertly out of site of Sydney and Vaughn’s car.

He could see Sydney and Vaughn talking, but their body language suggested that they weren’t talking to each other.

He knew that if anything was wrong with Sydney, that she would tell him, but his instincts were telling him that that something was wrong and she wasn't able to tell him directly what it was.

Sydney did not ask about her friends, Francie and Will. They did not ask Director Chase to elaborate on how they ended up in the Operations Center.

What if they didn't need to ask? What if they already knew? He knew his daughter was smart. Brilliant, in fact. Vaughn was also quite intelligent.

What if they were trying, however indirectly, to tell him that there was something wrong?

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 5

May 7, 2003

Michael Vaughn was so drunk, the disaster area that was his home seemed like the cleanest thing he’d ever seen.

It was three days after
Sydney had died and as the words ‘Sydney’ and ‘died’ passed through his head, he lifted the bottle to his lips and took a swig.

He was so drunk that he didn’t even hear the person come into the room until he or she had knocked the bottle from his hands and his body smashed into the floor.

“What does she see in you?” The voice muttered scathingly. In Vaughn’s drunken haze, he could barely make out the gender of the person talking.

“Who the hell are you?” He tried, but cursed himself when the words came out in a slur of consonants and vowels.

The person seemed to have understood him, though, because Vaughn could suddenly smell the person’s scent as they bent over him. “I suppose, Mr. Vaughn, that you could call me the insurance collector.”

Before Vaughn could make any remark toward the lame title, a needle was jammed into his left bicep and his world went dark.


*****
The night was dark, the stars twinkling overhead as he sat on the balcony of the hotel room. A slight breeze traveled along his face and he reveled in it. He only wished his life were as uncomplicated as this night was.

But it wasn’t.

These last two days had been agonizing for them. They couldn’t talk freely, they couldn’t be intimate. The shower a few nights ago had been as close as they had gotten; they just couldn’t go past kissing. It would have felt a hell of a lot better had they been reinstated immediately. That way they would have had something to do.

Vaughn sighed. He hated this. He was being used actively as insurance and it was preventing Sydney from doing her job. Maybe Kendall had been right. Sloane had very easily used their love for each other against them.

But he still had Sydney, as naïve as that thought was. He set the bottle of water he'd been drinking on the table in front of him before going back inside to join Sydney in bed.

October 8, 2003

“Your new identities.” Arvin Sloane slammed two folders on the desk in front of Sydney and Vaughn.

Giving Sloane a look,
Sydney took her folder; Vaughn mimicked her.

“I will give you a few minutes to look them over. I trust they will be to your satisfaction. I have shown you the conference room down the hall. Meet me there in ten minutes. There are introductions to be done.”

Sloane left the room, closing the door behind him.

Sydney sighed in frustration, setting her folder down on the desk in front of them. “He stressed both of our strengths.”

“He also added new ones,” Vaughn pointed out softly.

Sydney looked at her love; concerned that this was all too much for him.

“He’s spent five months preparing us, Vaughn. We’ve gone through combat and weapons training. Training I had already gone through when I was six. You had no such experience.” She touched his face softly. “Are you okay?”

He smiled sadly and brought his hand to cover the one on his cheek. “Yeah,
Sydney. I’m all right.”

She leaned forward, seeing through his reassurances. “No, you aren’t. I just want you to know Vaughn that I know we both aren’t the same people we were before. We have gone through far too much in these past five months. I just want you too remember that it doesn’t matter. We’re on the same side.”

He smiled, though this time, (to
Sydney’s relief) it was a little less sad. “I know. We took him down once,” he whispered. “We’ll do it again.”

She kissed him. “Come on. We better go meet our new…colleagues.”

*****
Present: The next morning.

“I would like to welcome Agents Vaughn and Bristow back to this agency.” Director Chase introduced. Sydney and Vaughn glanced around the table. Eric Weiss, Jack Bristow, Marshall Flinkman and one other agent neither recognized occupied the conference table.

“This is Agent Kelly,” Director Chase gestured to the agent who looked to be a little younger than Vaughn.

Agent Kelly nodded at them. “Welcome back.”

Sydney and Vaughn both gave him small smiles.

“We have a mission for you,” Director Chase said.

Surprised, Sydney asked, “Already? I thought that you would want to wait a few days.”

“Ordinarily, I would have.” Chase confirmed, “But you were specifically requested.”

Vaughn blanched. “By whom?”

Chase motioned to Agent Kelly.

“Earlier this morning,” he stood up, passing a folder to all at the table. “We got a tip from on anonymous source. He…or she informed us of the pending assassination of a man that is the head of a medical relief organization in Switzerland called Omnifam.”

“Why does someone want to assassinate this Daniel Roman?” Vaughn asked, looking at the picture of the man.

Kelly shrugged. “We don’t know for sure. Roman does good work. His organization provides vaccines, food and clothing to third-world countries. We suspect that it is because someone doesn’t like the work he’s doing.”

“Do we know who the assassin is?” Weiss asked.

“Yes, actually. The person with the tip provided that too.” Kelly hit a remote and the picture of a woman appeared on the screen.

“Her name is-“

October 8, 2003

“Julia Thorne.” Sloane gestured to the blonde haired, brown-eyed woman beside him. Sloane looked at Vaughn pointedly. “I don’t suppose you would recognize her, Mr. Vaughn?”

Vaughn stared back. “No.”

“You should.” The woman looked at him seductively, which made
Sydney want to strangle her. “Now that you are sober, I can see what she sees in you.”

Vaughn closed his eyes tightly, remembering the scathing voice.
"What does she see in you?"

“You are the woman who brought me here.”

She smiled. “I am surprised that you remember. You were rather…wasted.”

“Ms. Thorne,” Sloane interrupted. “Is an assassin who works for us. There were three remaining alliance members.”

“Were?”
Sydney demanded.

“Yes.” Thorne looked at her. “I have killed two of them.”

Sloane smiled at her, like a proud father whose daughter had just drawn a masterpiece.

Sydney inhaled and exhaled slowly. “And the third?”

We don’t know where he is. The other two were in hiding. Obviously not well enough,” Thorne simpered, a note of triumph in her tone. “But we don’t know where or who the other one is. Arvin briefed me on your new aliases. Welcome, you two. You aren’t Michael Vaughn and Sydney Bristow anymore.”


Present

“We want you, Agent Vaughn, to intercept the assassin. The source told us that she is in Milan, right now. Since she is a woman, we believe that she will be more…receptive to you. Agent Bristow (Sydney) and Agent Weiss are your back up. This is a deep cover mission. Good luck, Agent Vaughn.”

Sydney and Vaughn glanced at the other agents before leaving the conference room.

Once he was sure that Weiss and Kelly had both followed Sydney and Vaughn out, Jack turned to Chase. “I think sending them out so soon could prove to be a tactical error.”

I guess we’ll find out.”
******
Weiss caught up with Vaughn, but Sydney was no where in sight.

“Mike!”

Vaughn didn’t seem to have heard him and continued to rush to wherever it was he was going. Eric followed after him to the parking garage. Relieved that they were away from other agents, Eric called after him louder.

“Yo! Michael!”

This time, Vaughn turned around, startled. “Eric? What are you yelling about?”

“I have been trying to get your attention for the last five minutes. Are you feeling alright?”

Vaughn was frantically looking around the garage. Absently, to Eric, he said, “Oh, um, I’m fine. I gotta go find Syd. I’ll see you on the plane, okay?”

“Yeah, Michael,” Eric nodded, his head concerned for his best friend, but realizing that Vaughn wasn’t going to tell him what was wrong. “That’s fine.”

He hadn’t even finished his sentence before Vaughn was gone.
*****
Meanwhile…

“You are the mysterious source aren’t you?” Sydney demanded.

“Not me directly. My voice could have been recognized, Sydney.”

That would have been tragic, Sydney thought. Aloud, she said, “I thought you wanted us to find the location of this last Alliance member you want murdered?”

“Why do you think that Julia is going after him?”

Sydney shut her eyes. “Roman is the last Alliance member?”

“I suspect so, Sydney. I am not sure. But it would be an ingenious move on his part, wouldn’t it? Hiding in plain sight.”

“If he is, than he obviously had work done. What if this guy isn’t the man you are looking for? Than you could be murdering an innocent person. I also thought that I was on point for this…mission.”

“That isn’t my concern, Sydney,” Sloane dismissed. “I know I said that you were in point and you are. Consider this a mini-mission. I know Vaughn is just as capable as you are. I know. I trained him.

“I have reasons to believe that he is the man I’m looking for. The CIA wants him kept alive. I want him killed. This is a test, Sydney. You both pass, you are in for a reward.”
*****
Milan, Italy: 12 hours later

Michael Vaughn strode confidently into the club that Julia Thorne often frequented with the ease of a man who had been trained to do this. He did it effortlessly.

He spotted the familiar blonde woman sitting at the bar, holding a martini delicately in her left hand, the thigh of a man in her right. He stood just a few feet from her and waited until she spotted him.

She did and almost immediately, she dismissed the man she had been shamelessly flirting with and beckoned him over.

“Derrick, darling,” She purred mischievously, “Lovely to see you again.”

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 6

Eric Weiss was thoroughly confused.

He and Sydney watched from the a table that was above the bar, getting a perfect view of Vaughn and Julia Thorne. They couldn’t listen in because Vaughn and Sydney had both insisted that he could very easily be swept for bugs and the transmitter would be discovered. Other means had been suggested, but Sydney and Vaughn had both shot them down saying that surveillance would be fine without listening in on the conversation.

But that wasn’t the only thing that was perplexing Eric. What was also confusing him (it was on a rather long list) was his best friend.

Vaughn’s entire posture had changed the moment the younger man had entered the club. He strode through the club as if he owned the place; the expression on his face made it seem as though someone had pissed him off and he had an ass to kick. Vaughn had always been concentrated on a mission, but this was…different.

Eric looked at Sydney and the look on her face was one he recognized. It was the same look that was on Vaughn’s. She was sitting straight in her chair, her fingers in his lap as she watched the scene below.
****
“Julia,” Vaughn-Derrick-slid smoothly into the seat the man before him had occupied, ignoring the predatory look that she had on her face as she gave him a once-over.

“What can I do for you, love?” She said, sipping her martini.

“I want a partnership.”

She raised her eyebrow. “What makes you think I need a partner?”

“I have a source that tells me that you are planning to assassinate the head of the Omnifam organization. I want in.”

Her eyes twinkled at him knowingly. She downed the last of her drink and stood.

“Come with me.”
*****
Sydney watched Julia lead Vaughn with a hand on his arm and kept reminding herself that there never was and never will be a relationship there. Julia’s interest in Vaughn had always been a hunter after her prey and Vaughn hated her, with good reason, obviously. If Vaughn hated her for what she had helped Sloane do, then Sydney loathed her just by association. Julia had hurt the man Sydney loved and that in itself put Julia on the top of Sydney’s ‘Planning to kill’ list right under Sloane.

She knew, perfectly well though, that Vaughn could take care of himself. Sloane hadn’t been entirely truthful when he had said that he had trained Vaughn. He just took pleasure in claiming that he did.

By Sloane’s reasoning, he had assigned Sydney to train Vaughn, so he was indirectly responsible.

Sydney stood, and Eric did the same.

“Let’s go.”

*****
August 10, 2003

She grunted as her ass hit the ground, having just taken the force of a clumsy kick to her side. He crouched down gently beside her, offering a hand to help her up.

“I’m sorry, Syd.”

She took his hand. “No, no, it’s okay.”

Vaughn sighed and collapsed gracelessly onto the floor.

“I’m hurting you. I think this is going to take longer than Sloane thinks it is.”

She mimicked his sigh and movement. She seated herself Indian style in front of him, taking his hands, avoiding looking at the scars on his wrists and arms; just few of many she knew marred his body.

“It’s fine. And it’s not like you haven’t done this kind of stuff before. You had a little bit of training at the Farm didn’t you?”

“Well, yeah, but nearly the training that you’d had.”

“Vaughn, I was trained at the age of six to do this stuff.”

Exactly.”

He shifted a little, wincing. She tried to curb her concern, but was barely successful. He was barely healed. For that matter, neither was she and she hid her own wince as an acute pain shot up her side from his kick. But Sloane had done more damage to Vaughn, knowing that he was the only reason
Sydney would break.

He had soon learned that it went both ways, but since
Sydney could withstand more torture than Vaughn, Vaughn had become Sloane’s punching bag. Whenever Vaughn had fallen unconscious, he had used Sydney as a replacement.

“Are you okay?”

He nodded. “Yeah. You?”

I’m all right.”

No they weren’t, but the need to protect each other always transformed into a shield of weakness and strength.

“Maybe we should take a break from the sparring.” Mild word to describe it, but it worked. “We could work on your mission skills.”

He smiled sadly. “They weren’t good enough before?”

She touched his cheek. “We just need to…enhance them.”

Sloane had ordered her to train him herself, citing her ‘flawless skills in the field’. She hadn’t bothered to ask about any training for her. It was obvious that he found it unnecessary. The bastard was mocking them, but she could use that to her advantage. She didn’t know exactly what Sloane had in store for them quite yet, but she was going to make sure that Vaughn had everything he would need to keep him safe.

She needed to keep him alive. He was the only thing keeping her going.

*****
Present

“How are you, Derrick? How is…what was her name again?”

She didn’t need him to tell her. She knew, from Sloane, that Vaughn’s new name was Derrick Lucas and Sydney’s was Jordan Michaels. He remembered the very meeting where Sloane had told her. She was just baiting him as she led him to…wherever they were going and he wanted nothing more than to slap the cocky grin of her face.

Jordan. Her name is Jordan.”

“Ah yes. How is Jordan?”

Fine. Listen, I want to know if we are going to do this or am I wasting my time?”

Julia stopped, turning to look at him. “You know what will happen if I tell you that you are just wasting your time? Tell me,” She whispered. “How does it feel to have him in your head twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week?”

She didn’t have time to react before his hand was firmly around her throat as he pushed her forcefully into the wall next to them.

He tightened his grip, satisfied when he heard her gasping desperately for breath, her manicured fingernails tearing at his hand, drawing blood.

He got closer to her face, and spat, “About the same as having him brutally torture me and the woman I love for three months, you stupid b****.”

He let her go, her body falling unceremoniously to the ground. She stared up at him, murder shooting from her eyes as she took in air.

“Michael…you better…be…careful….”

He took her by the upper arms roughly, drawing her up to his eye level. “I can’t kill you right now. But you know what? If I don’t scare you, and I should, but if you don’t watch it, than the thought of Sydney coming back and kicking your ass within an inch of your life should scare you. Because, I promise you, she has been wanting to do just that for a very long time.”

To his surprise, she actually smiled. “Well, it seems that our…small separation has made me underestimate your dependency on Sydney.”

“My dependency on Sydney is what is going to make her kill you when she has the chance."
*****
“What the hell is he doing?” Eric asked as he watched the scene between Thorne and Vaughn with a little bit of fright. Vaughn’s hand had flown to Thorne’s throat quickly, which surprised Weiss. He wasn’t sure he had ever seen his friend move that fast.

He’s taking care of himself. She could hear Sloane actually laughing at the scene they were both listening to and she was trying very hard not to say anything to him. She managed to say to Weiss, “Maybe she provoked him.”

Sydney, she didn’t lay a hand on him. Well, unless you count the one that was going a little to far to his-"

“Weiss!”

He shrugged and was about to tease her some more, but the look on her face stopped him.

“Come on,” She said, grabbing Eric’s arm. “They're moving again.”

Eric followed her, the suspicions that had been running through his mind a few minutes ago once again running rampant.
*****
Julia led him to a limousine outside. She opened the door for him, looking at him with barely contained anger.

“Get in.”

He looked at her suspiciously, but got in, knowing that Sydney and Weiss wouldn’t be able to follow him.

She slid in after him and closed the door.

“The Airport,” she said in Italian to the driver.

Vaughn looked at her. “The airport?”

Julia smiled at him. “We’re doing this tonight. I hope you don’t have any immediate plans.”
*****
Sydney swore sharply. This wasn’t the plan. They weren’t prepared for this. Chase had been told that it was going to be a long-term assignment, but Sydney considered that Sloane had been the one that was feeding the information.

“We have to call base.”

“No!” Sydney whirled on him, and Eric blanched.

“I’m sorry,” she sighed, bringing a hand to her forehead. “We don’t need to call my anyone.”

“What? Sydney, Vaughn just left this club with a dangerous assassin and we can’t follow them.”

Sydney looked at him. “Eric, I have to ask you to do something for me.”

“Okay…” He said slowly.

“I need you to go back to the States.”

“Excuse me?” He exclaimed, surprised.

“Say whatever you need to. Blame it all on me.” She paced frantically, and Eric was afraid that she might be hyperventilating. “Tell them that Vaughn disappeared with Julia and I went after them. Tell them you lost us both.”

Sydney, what the hell is going on?!”

Sydney breathed slowly. “Eric, there is a bit of a change in plans. I need to do this.”

Eric sighed, looking at his her. “Okay.”

Relief spread through her. This would be a lot easier if Eric wasn’t here. She could hear exactly what was going on through their link with Sloane, but Eric couldn’t.
She hugged him. “Thank you.”

Eric hugged her back before turning around to call a cab to get him to the airport.
*****
Sydney watched Eric go back into the club. When she was sure that he was inside, she said, “What the hell is going on?”

“I did neglect to tell you that this little mission was never meant to be long-term, didn’t I?"

Sydney seethed. “Yes, you did.”

“The CIA is going to get suspicious when he goes back alone.” Sloane warned her.

She walked briskly down the street, not caring that she would appear to be talking to herself. She needed to get farther from the club to order her own cab.

“I’ll deflect it. I’m good at going against CIA protocol and getting away with it.”

“You might want to also inform Agent Lucas that it would be best of he didn’t go out of character.”

“You were laughing earlier."

"I admit that I found it...mildly amusing."

A cab finally pulled up to Sydney's location. "If you will excuse me,” she opened the door. “I have a plane to catch.”

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 7

“Agent Weiss, would you like to explain to me why you have come back without Agents Bristow and Vaughn?”

Weiss sighed. “Ma’am, Julia Thorne abducted Agent Vaughn. Agent Bristow was worried and went after them.”

So you are telling me that you lost them both?”

“Yes.”


Director Chase glanced at Jack Bristow next to her. “Agent Weiss, was there anyway to go after them? There was nothing you could do?”

There were too many things that were off about all of this and he didn’t trust Chase enough to say what was really on his mind. Without any hesitation, he answered. “No. There was nothing I could do.”

Chase sighed. “Okay. We can’t send out any search teams since we know that they wouldn’t have stayed in Milan and we don’t know where they could be going. We will monitor Echelon and call around to agencies overseas. Maybe they’ve been spotted.”

Weiss nodded.

“Dismissed.”

Chase turned briefly and Eric gave Jack a pointed look before turning and exiting the conference room.

A few minutes later, Weiss sat at his desk, staring at his computer screen when Jack walked by. “Agent Weiss, let’s talk.”

He got up nervously, briefly wondering how the hell Mike even looked the man in the face without throwing up in it. He followed Jack to his office.

“Close the door.”

Eric did so and swallowed nervously as he seated himself in one of the chairs in front of Jack’s desk.

“Now, Weiss, would you like to tell me what is really going on?”

Exhaling slowly, it took him just a second before saying, “Sir, Sydney told me to tell Chase that I lost them.”

“Why would she do that?”

He shook his head. “I can’t tell you, exactly, but she was near hysterical. She told me that I needed to get back to the United States and to blame my coming back without them on her.”

Jack had been afraid something like this might happen. He knew that he had been right when he had told Chase that sending them out could very well prove to be a mistake, but it has also occurred to him that it could be a way to find out what was really going on.

“Mr. Weiss, was there anything different about them?”

“Well…yeah. Vaughn was…different. More concentrated. He always has been, but this wasn’t the same.”

Jack nodded as he processed. “I have a theory.”

Which is…” Weiss started. “Sir.”

They both insisted that a communication link wasn’t necessary; that Thorne could find it on Vaughn.”

“I wondered about that too,” Weiss agreed. “There are ways to listen in without having a microphone on him.”

“Indeed. I also witnessed them in Sydney’s car yesterday, right after they were assigned the mission. Sydney appeared to be talking to someone, but her body language suggested that it wasn’t Vaughn.”

“What are you suggesting?” Weiss asked slowly.

“I have reason to believe, Agent Weiss, that Sydney and Vaughn remember exactly where they have been for the last fifteen months.”
*****
Director Chase sighed as she sat in her chair, entwining her fingers together and leaning her forehead against them.

Maybe it was time to clue them in.

Reluctant as she was to do so, keeping them in the dark could be more detrimental. It looked as though both men were suspicious. Though, it seemed that was also the fault of Sydney and Vaughn. They were subtle, but her agent on the inside told her that Sloane was starting to notice the little things.

She got up, made sure that her door was locked and went back to her desk to wait for the call.

Agent Robinson would be checking in soon.
*****
Daniel Roman, like all people, had a past.

His, unlike other people, however, was a little more…violent; which made sense considering that he used to be the head of an Alliance cell. SD-4 to be exact.

Nicolai Alexihoff had built himself up from a wanted criminal to an extremely respected individual of the scientific and medical community. The best part of if it all? No one in said communities knew anything about his checkered past.

There was one man that knew, of course, but Arvin Sloane would be hard pressed to find him now. Alexihoff had heard about the murders of the other two surviving Alliance members, but he wasn’t worried. Hiding in plain site under a name that was famous for sending medical supplies to third-world countries and helping in the research to cure diseases was the best alias.

He had changed, anyway. He no longer cared much about running an international crime syndicate; it was healing people that he cared about now.

Alexihoff sipped his drink and chuckled as the absurd thought ran through his head. Healing people…right. This identity was just one that was convenient for him.

“What’s so funny, Mr. Roman?”

He spun his chair around so fast that he was sure that it would have broken right off the axis.

It was dark in the office and he liked it that way. The workers in the facility had all gone home for the night and he liked to…reminisce.

The blackness made it hard for him to see her, but she snapped on the lamp on the right corner of his desk and the room was illuminated.

She had brown hair that was pulled back and eyes that were the color of chocolate. She was dressed in all black and had just seated herself comfortably in a chair in front of his desk.

He chuckled. “Did Klemens send you to me? That assistant of mine…I do believe that he is trying to get himself promoted.”

The woman shook her head. “I am not a prostitute.”

Before he could say anything, the door to his office opened and in walked another woman, this one blonde, and a man. Like the brunette woman, they were dressed in all black.

“Good. You’re here,” Julia Thorne said, coming to rest beside Sydney.

Sydney and Vaughn recognized the sudden change immediately.

In all of their interactions with this woman, she had talked with a British accent and it was always scornful when she was talking to Sydney and seductive when she talked to Vaughn.

Now, her accent appeared to be American and her tone had simply turned to relief.

Sydney looked at her, completely bewildered, as did Vaughn.

“I can vouch for her,” Thorne said to Alexihoff. “She is not a prostitute.”

“Who are you? What the hell is going on here?” he stood, grabbing the gun strapped into his side.

“Mr. Roman,” Thorne said, “That isn’t necessary.”

Julia walked toward the man, and before he could react, she slammed the butt of his own gun into the side of his head.

She then turned to Sydney and Vaughn.

“Sloane isn’t listening.” She said, “There was a…problem at headquarters in Hong Kong. He had to go there immediately. Someone that we can trust is now at the controls.”

Vaughn and Sydney stared at her and she sighed. “I guess I should probably tell you who I really am. My name is Nicole Robinson. I am a double agent for the CIA.”

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 8

“You’re CIA?!” Vaughn demanded. “This entire time…you’ve been a double and could have helped us!”

Nicole sighed. “Look, explanations are going to have to wait.” She motioned to Roman. “We need to handle the garbage first.”

“How are we going to do that?” Sydney demanded. “The CIA wants him kept alive and Sloane wants us to kill him and we will need a body.”

Nicole’s eyebrow went up. “Did Sloane actually say he wanted a body?”

Vaughn shook his head. “No, but he’s not stupid enough to accept anything else.”

Shrugging, Nicole put her gun in the holster at he ankle before covering it with her leather pants. “You’re right.”

“What if we did kill him?” Vaughn asked.

Sydney and Nicole’s heads snapped in his direction.

“Vaughn we can’t just kill someone in cold blood.” Sydney said, though the tone of her voice told him that she wasn’t completely blocking out the idea. “ We don’t even know if he’s former Alliance.”

“Actually,” Nicole spoke up. “I do. He was the head of SD-4, Nicolai Alexihoff, in Moscow.”

“What if he knows something?” Sydney asked.

“Like what?” Nicole looked down at the still unconscious man. “He doesn’t know how to take a hit, that’s for damn sure. Then again, I suppose that scotch he was drinking didn’t help.”

“He’s the head of an international relief organization.” Vaughn looked at Sydney as he jumped on her thought train, “And he’s in a position to try and rebuild the Alliance. We could get that information for the CIA and they could decide if he should be on the Shoot-to-kill list right under Sloane. They don’t even know that he’s former Alliance.”

“Huh,” Nicole kicked at Roman’s foot. “Okay. Should we do it here?”

Sydney mimicked Nicole’s earlier shrug. “As good a place as any. No one’s here.”
*****
November 23, 2003

The reports on her desk had gotten to mythic proportions. How had
Kendall been able to handle all of the paperwork involved with this job? When he had gone back the FBI, he hadn’t even warned her. She had only had the job a couple of days and it was getting to her.

As she moved to open on of them, there was a knock on the door.

Sighing, she sat back in her chair. “Come in.”

“Director Chase,” Marcus Dixon, she remembered, said. “You asked to see me?”

She smiled. “Yes, have a seat.”

He did so and crossed his legs in front of him.

“Agent
Dixon, I want to know about Sydney Bristow and Michael Vaughn.”

His face fell almost immediately. “With all due respect, why do you want his information from me? Jack Bristow was
Sydney’s father and Agent Weiss was Vaughn’s best friend.”

“Yes,” she conceded. “But I believe that you can be most objective about the two of them.”

“I’m not sure how objective I can be. Sydney and were close friends and while I didn’t know him well, Agent Vaughn was a good man.”

“I do know that you and Sydney were close. But I also said ‘most objective.’ I think you are the person that I am looking for.”

Now, he was confused. “For what, exactly?”

She got up and went around her desk to lean on the front of it. “Agent
Dixon, do you know why Director Kendall went back to his post at the FBI?”

Actually, now that he thought about it, he didn’t. Chase noticed the look on his face.

Kendall went back because there were...obstacles here. He had me placed here because we are friends and he knew he could trust me and the agent I have under cover.”

“I’m afraid I don’t understand.”

“I apologize,” she said, “I’m not being clear enough. Marcus…Sydney Bristow and Michael Vaughn are alive.”


Present: Los Angeles

Her memories of the day that Kendall had told her were always on continuous replay. Vaughn and Bristow had contacted him at the CIA, but Kendall could not do anything with Jack Bristow’s watchful eye on him. Kendall thought that since Jack knew him and they often butted heads, that Jack would try to talk him into searching for Sydney and Vaughn, or worse, issue the order for the search himself; Which would endanger all of the agents lives involved if Sloane thought that the CIA was looking for them.

The phone rang suddenly and Chase grabbed it. “Yes.”

“She’s with Sydney and Vaughn and asked that I report in.” Marcus Dixon’s voice came over the line.

“And Sloane?”

“Still in
Hong Kong. That explosion she rigged to explode a half hour ago was small, but it did the trick. I knocked out the agent Sloane had in here,” he paused. “She told them who she is.”

“Damn.” Chase cursed. “I was hoping it would be a little longer. Sydney Bristow’s anger is legendary.”

“That it is,” Dixon agreed. “Robinson promised an explanation later.”

She sighed. “Keep me informed, Marcus.”

Will do.”
*****
His head throbbed as it rolled in his shoulders and he moaned, trying to get his bearings. The voice in his ear wasn’t helping.

“Come on, Mr. Roman, I really didn’t hit you that hard.”

He groaned and opened his eyes to find that the two women and one man from before were standing in front of him and his hands and ankles were bound tightly to his desk chair.

“Who are you?” he tried to ask, but the words only came out in a slur.

The man crouched in front of him. “It doesn’t matter who we are. We want to know what you know.”

He became a little more alert when a glass of cold water was splashed over his head.

“What I know about what?” he sputtered.

The brunette looked at the man and that’s when it clicked. He had thought she was a prostitute that had been sent to him before, but now, he knew who they were.

“I recognize you three.”

He now had all three agents’ attention.

“Excuse me?” The man demanded. “What the hell do you mean that you recognize us?”

He smiled. “Arvin and I are old friends, from the time I was the head of SD-4. I was helping him build up his organization after the Alliance fell, but then determined that he planned to kill me. So, I went into…business for myself. I became Daniel Roman.”

A sense of dread spread through both Sydney and Vaughn. “You mean to tell me that you were there when the bastard tortured us?!”

His smile widened. “Only for the first few days.

He looked at them slyly. “Something tells me that you aren’t doing this for Arvin. Maybe he will forget that he wants to kill me if I tell him that his ‘best agents’ and favorite assassin aren’t really loyal to him?”

He’d barely finished his little speech before the dark-haired man, Vaughn, he remembered Sloane telling him, had a gun pointed at his forehead.

“It won’t matter,” he seethed.

And he pulled the trigger.

Vaughn and Sydney turned to Nicole.

“We’re going to find a safe-house,” Sydney said softly, but firmly. “And you are going to explain what the hell is going on.”
*****
Her phone rang again and she cursed the annoying tone before picking it up. "Yes."

Dixon got right to the point. "Roman admitted to being former Alliance. He was with Sloane for the first few days while Sloane tortured Sydney and Vaughn. He recognized Agent Robinson, too."

Chase closed her eyes tightly. "Is there anything else?"

He was silent for just a second before saying, "They killed him."

She rubbed her forehead. "Good."

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 9

Nicole nodded in resignation as she went over to Alexihoff's body. “First we need to deliver this to Sloane.”

“I thought you said that he was in Hong Kong?” Vaughn asked, coming over to help her lift the man.

“He is. We are going to leave him with the agent I left in charge. He can watch him for a while.”

“Who is this ‘trusted agent’ that you left in charge? And what makes you think that Sloane fell for it?” Sydney asked.

Frustrated, Nicole dropped the body. “Listen, you guys want your explanations. I understand that, but now isn’t the time for it.”

Realizing that they had both been stupid to want their explanations right this second, they nodded.

Sydney went over to help Vaughn and Robinson get the dead body of Nicolai Alexihoff to the van that Julia had made a point to rent at the airport (which made sense to Vaughn now. She planned on just leaving it at the side of the road somewhere; she had given the man at the rental place a fake name anyway.)

Nicole had made sure that Sydney and Vaughn had remained in the van when Dixon came out to retrieve the body that Sloane had been using to be in close range of Sydney and Vaughn’s communication links. They hadn’t been happy about it.

As Nicole helped Dixon carry the body, he said, “Chase told me that you can take them to a safehouse outside of Zurich.” he handed her a sheet of paper with directions on it. “You know the drill.”

Nicole nodded. “Burn this sheet of paper and make sure that there is no evidence that it existed. Yadda Yadda. I gotcha. Thanks, Dixon.”

“No problem.”
*****
They were at the safe-house thirty minutes later. When Sydney had gotten out of the car that Nicole had gotten at…wherever they had delivered Roman’s body, she almost groaned at the fact that it looked like nothing more than a shack. The wood was peeling, the windows that she could see were in a serious need for Windex and when they got to the door, the knob nearly came off.

“Nice isn’t it?” Nicole joked as she unlocked the door and led them inside. In a contrast to the outside, the inside was sparsely furnished, but tidy.

Appearances can be deceiving, Syd, She thought, glancing at Nicole. You should know that by know.

“You guys want some coffee?” Nicole asked, taking her jacket off and setting it on the back of the couch. “This story might take a while.”

Vaughn set his own jacket next to Nicole’s, as did Sydney. “Might as well.” he said, sitting down.

Ten minutes later, coffee was made and Nicole was seated in front of Sydney and Vaughn on an arm chair.

“Okay, first off,” she began, wrapping her fingers around the hot mug, “I set a small explosive device to go off at the facility in Hong Kong. It went off about fifteen minutes after you," she gestured at Vaughn, "and I left the club. Sloane will be gone for at least thirty-six hours. That’s about how long a round-trip to Hong Kong and back would take. That should give me enough time to fill you in and get the agent guarding Alexihoff’s body and you two back to LA.”

“Are you going to tell us who it is that is guarding his body?” Sydney asked, her eyebrow raised.

Nodding, she answered, “I told you I would get to that, didn’t I?”

“So start from the beginning,” Vaughn instructed. “How exactly did you become Julia Thorne?”

Two years ago,” She began, “There was a mercenary named Simon Walker running out of the club that you met me at tonight, in Milan. He had a whole team and would pretty much steal whatever the employer of the week asked him to steal. Langley was getting worried because reports from sources overseas had told us that he was associating with Sloane. One of his assassins, a man named Murdock, was killed and I was sent, in a long-term undercover mission in January of 2002, to infiltrate Simon’s organization.”

“As Julia Thorne,” Sydney stated.

“Yes,” Nicole confirmed. “It took me a little over a year to prove myself to Simon and once I…got into his good graces, I found out that he not only was working with Sloane, but was also responsible for countless other thefts of priceless artifacts. The CIA arrested him and his team. My working with Sloane…was an accident basically. When Sloane disappeared from Mexico City fifteen months ago, I was supposed to find him and tell him that I wanted to work with him.” She looked meaningfully at Sydney and Vaughn. “I wasn’t there that night in Hong Kong when Sydney was brought in. But to prove myself to Sloane…” she trailed off.

“That was how you proved yourself?” Vaughn inquired, “You were to fake my suicide and bring me in?”

Nicole nodded sadly. “Yes. I had placed a van at that bridge earlier that night and than taken the bus until I got to the apartment Sloane had told me that you lived at. I knocked you out with the drug, drove your car to that bridge. You were in the backseat. I got you, somehow, to the van and called 911, reporting that a man was about to jump off of the bridge. I left your car there and went to the plane Sloane had waiting for me at the airstrip.”

They were quiet for a few moments, until Vaughn asked, “Who was your handler?”

Nicole looked at him and slowly smiled. “You figured it out fast.”

Vaughn shook his head. “The timing…Kendall left the CIA a few months after Sydney and I were abducted and two weeks after we contacted him. We know this because he told us. He was afraid that Jack was getting to the point that he was going to look for us and use other agents in the process and that it would endanger us if Sloane got suspicious of the activity. We obviously weren’t the only ones that it would endanger.”

“Exactly,” Nicole said. “Kendall, according to Chase, my handler, put her in place because she is a strict director and has a reputation as such. It wouldn’t seem suspicious to anyone who knew of her reputation to think it weird that she was monitoring everything they did. They could just think that she was stretching her role as an authority figure.”

“And Chase didn’t tell us that she knew that we remembered everything and knew we were alive because it would endanger you,” Sydney said, a slight bitterness in her tone.

“And not to endanger you! You forget, Sydney, that I have been around Sloane a long time. He trusts me. I know about the listening devices. I also know that he has to be in fairly close range to maintain contact. Why do you think I made sure that Sloane was lured away so that I could do all of this?” she asked rhetorically.

“The agent that we delivered Alexihoff’s body to,” Vaughn began slowly, putting his hand on Sydney’s thigh to calm her. “Who is it?”

Nicole sighed. “Marcus Dixon.”

Sydney gasped, “What?”

“Chase needed someone on the inside,” Nicole explained, “Agents Bristow and Weiss, she believed, wouldn’t work because they were too emotionally involved. Dixon knew you both, but could remain objective to help. She didn’t want to use anyone who didn’t know you and he was the best candidate.”

“Those two Alliance members Sloane said that you killed,” Vaughn started. “Did you really kill them?”

Nicole nodded. “He trusted me even more when I killed the two former Alliance members. They were on the CIA's most wanted list anyway, so Chase wasn’t on the point of caring too much for their lives. When I went to Sloane about what my sources had said about Roman, he was ecstatic. The CIA didn’t even know Roman was Alliance until Dixon told Chase when Roman confessed to us.”

“We need to process all of this,” Sydney said softly.

Nicole nodded in understanding. “Dixon will contact me when the flight Sloane is scheduled to take comes in, but that will be a while. I saw a bedroom on the way to the sad excuse for a kitchen. It’s the only one. You both can take it and I will sleep out here.”

Sydney and Vaughn nodded simultaneously as Vaughn wrapped an arm around her. Nicole marveled at their obvious feelings for each other, as she had done before, which could be both a blessing and a curse.

“Hey,” Nicole said softly to their backs. They turned and she said, “For what it's worth, I’m sorry.”

Sydney gave the woman a soft smile before going with Vaughn to the bedroom.
*****
A routine nightmare woke Sydney three hours later. She looked at the clock to see that it was only two-fifteen. It had been late when she and Vaughn had finally fallen asleep.

After they had left Nicole in the tiny living room, they’d talked to Dixon for about two and a half hours.

He seemed to sense that they were still slightly cautious about his identity and went over the dinner of the night his wife died and what they had talked about at that dinner. They were reassured. He had told them pretty much what Nicole had told them. He apologized for not telling them any of this soon and not going after them, but Chase had insisted that it would endanger Nicole. She had also thought that leaving Sydney and Vaughn there could also be beneficial to the operation. After the rather draining conversation, Sydney and Vaughn had said goodnight and had promptly fallen asleep.

Now, Sydney looked at Vaughn, who, for once, seemed to be sleeping rather peacefully. She bent to kiss his lips softly and then got out of bed.

The first thing she noticed when she got to the tiny living room was the blonde head that was laying on the back of the couch.

Nicole was awake and gasped as Sydney got closer.

“Sorry,” Sydney said, “Didn’t mean to startle you.”

“I should be used to it by now,” Nicole joked, glad that she got a small smile out of the other woman.

Sydney asked, “Mind if I join you?”

Nicole shook her head and made room on the couch. “Can’t sleep either?”

“No,” Sydney said, folding her legs under her. “Nightmare.”

Nicole nodded understandingly. “I understand.”

They were both silent for a moment before Sydney suddenly asked, “You had a relationship with him, didn’t you?”

Nicole’s head swiveled to her direction. “Who?” she stalled.

Sydney looked at her, resting her arm on the back of the couch. “Simon Walker.”

Nicole sighed. “How did you know?”

You referred to him as Simon earlier.”

Nicole raised her eyebrow. “Hardly a basis for such a conclusion.”

I’m right, aren’t I?”

Nicole couldn’t help but laugh. “Yeah. You’re right.”

“You don’t have to elaborate. I was just curious.”

Nicole snorted. “You want to know. You just don’t want to be obvious about it.”

“Oh, no,” Sydney said, bringing her hands up in a sign of surrender, “If I really wanted to know, I would have demanded that you tell me.”

Nicole smiled. “It was convenient for me. The closer I got to him, the easier it was to get information.”

“Did you love him?”

Nicole looked at Sydney reflectively. “You know what? I don’t know.”

Both women were quiet, though it wasn’t as awkward as the earlier silence was.

Sydney, however, became more alert when she heard a familiar sound.

Nicole seemed to have heard it too. “Is someone here?”

Sydney shook her head and practically flew off of the couch. Nicole followed.

Sydney pushed the bedroom door opened as Vaughn screamed again and rushed to his side.

“Michael,” she gasped softly, “It’s okay. It’s just a nightmare. You are fine…”

As Nicole watched her console Vaughn, she vowed that she would help them finish this. For every single person Sloane had hurt on his quest for power.
*****
Jack Bristow was nearly at the end of his rope. After his conversation with Weiss, he had sat himself at his desk to think. The more he thought, the more the theory that Vaughn and Sydney remembered everything fit his observations.

"Agent Bristow."

He snapped his head up to see Director Chase standing in the doorway.

"Yes."

"Can you come to my office, please?"

He nodded and followed her and once they were there, she made a point of shutting and locking the door and taking out a bug killer.

"Can't be too safe," she said, going over to her desk.

"What is this about, exactly?"

She looked at him squarely in the eye. "It's about Agent Vaughn and your daughter. You might want to take a seat, Jack. It's a rather long explanation."

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 10

“You have known the truth about my daughter being alive all this time and you didn’t inform me!”

“Jack, I have had an agent undercover. Any attempts to rescue Agents Bristow and Vaughn could have endangered all of their lives!”

Jack was quiet for a second. “You can pull all of them out now.”

Chase shook her head. “No, I can’t. I told you, Jack, there is a cyanide chip in Vaughn’s neck and he has communication links in their ears. If Sloane thinks that Vaughn and/or Sydney betrayed him, he will activate the chip and Vaughn will die.”

“That’s why they refused to where communication links from us,” Jack realized. “They feared that it would interfere with Sloane’s link.”

Chase nodded. “Jack, they killed Roman, who confessed to being an alliance member. Sloane wanted him dead and they killed him. He will see that as loyalty. They will be safe.”

Jack looked her directly in her eyes. “For now.” He said, before turning on his heel and storming out of the office.
*****
Opening the drivers side door of his car, Jack got in and shut it, before reaching back into the backseat to retrieve his laptop. He hoped that this would work. With Director Chase always looking out for any type of suspicious activity, He had had to be careful, but he certainly wouldn't be stupid enough to use CIA equipment to contact this…source.

He opened the laptop and went into the chat room. He typed: DISTINGUISHED MUSIC COMPOSER LOOKING FOR MUSIC LOVER.

A few minutes later, there was a message from Handel_4me wanting to chat privately.

He went into a private chat room and he immediately saw her message.

Handel_4me: Long time.
Mozart_182: Glad you’re alive.
Handel_4me: You should have known better. You’re the one that cut off contact with me. Or did you forget?”

He ignored the dig and got right to the point.

Mozart_182: Our daughter and her handler are alive.
Handel_4me: My God. Are they okay?
Mozart_182: Somewhat. They made the CIA believe that they had forgotten the last fifteen months. They do remember. They are working for Sloane, making him think they are double agents on his side. I cut off contact with you because you couldn’t help me investigate their supposed deaths and our alliance was a risk. I need your help, now, to help them. Contact Kendall and find out how to contact Sydney. I can’t leave LA or I would do it myself.

There was a pause before she replied.

Handel_4me: I will try.

She left the chat room before he could type a reply.
*****
Arvin Sloane wasn't stupid or naïve. The moment he had gotten to Hong Kong and saw the minimal damage to the lab in his facility, he knew it had to have something to do with Sydney and Vaughn. The convenience of the explosion right before Sydney and Vaughn were to kill Alexihoff could not be a mere coincidence.

Now, though, as he walked into the warehouse that held his end of the communication links, he saw nothing out of order. He heard the steady breathing of Sydney and Vaughn sleeping. He was, however, incensed that his agent was asleep at the controls.

“Mr. Roberts,” he yelled.

The man in question woke with a start, looking around in confusion before his gaze settled on Sloane’s face. He stood quickly.

“Sir, I apologize. I guess I was more tired than I expected.”

But Sloane didn’t hear the man’s excuse. “Roberts, what is that smell?”

He sniffed. “Uh, I don’t know.”

But Sloane did. He recognized the odor of a dead body.

He moved around Roberts and went to the other side of the small building.

And he nearly tripped over the dead body of Nicolai Alexihoff.

He smiled in surprise. “Mr. Roberts, get me a list of safe-houses that will still be in range of the links. They are obviously close enough because I can hear them. When you are done with that, get Mr. Alexihoff’s body back to his home for his maid to find.”

Roberts nodded, still looking a little green at the sight of the body and smell, but he covered it and sat at his post.
*****
Nicole had known that it as only a matter of time before Sloane would come here. Dixon had told her of his arrival and then had immediately left for Los Angeles so as not to be discovered by his former boss.

They had all thought it best to stay in the safe-house. If they left, Sydney and Vaughn would be out of range and Sloane would know. He would also know that they would have to be in a safe-house in range and would know where to look.

So Nicole shouldn’t have been surprised to be startled awake by the sound of a throat clearing to see Arvin Sloane sitting in the recliner across from the couch.

“Ah, Julia.” He said congenially. “Nice sleep? How is your throat, by the way?”

She flipped the covers off of her body and sat up, slipping on her ‘Julia Thorne’ mask, scowling at Sloane for mocking Vaughn’s attack on her the night before. “Lovely. What the hell are you doing here?”

He laughed. “I wanted to congratulate you and Agents Walker and Michaels on a job well done. Alexihoff will be discovered at his home at anytime.”

Julia smiled. “Good. I want you to know that it was all them. While I normally would have loved to take all of the credit, I was quite…impressed. With Mr. Vaughn especially.”

Sloane smiled. “I would be careful about any…overtures to Michael Vaughn, Julia.”

“That would be nice.” Vaughn snapped from behind them. He and Sydney stood in front of Sloane.

“Did we pass?” Sydney asked, crossing her arms over her chest.

“With flying colors.” Sloane said, leaning back into his chair. “I must admit, I’m surprised you did it. The CIA thinks that you killed an innocent man.”

“No,” Vaughn said, lookin at Julia with a look of utter disdain. “They think that Julia killed an innocent man. We told the CIA that we were unable to intercept her assassination attempt.”

Sloane looked between the three of them. “Well, Julia, the CIA already wanted you dead. What’s another reason for them to add the assassination of the leader of a major corporation to that list?”

“Who said I care that the CIA thinks I killed Roman? I have managed to keep out of their radar for this long. I can continue to do so.”

Sloane smiled. “Good. Well, now that you have passed your test,” he looked at Sydney and Vaughn. “It’s time you become full members of my organization.”

He took a small envelope out of his jacket and slapped it down on the coffee table. “I have something for you.”

Sydney and Vaughn both looked down at the envelope, then back at Sloane. He was almost beaming. “Open it.”

Sydney picked it up and opened to small flap before turning the envelope over the let something metallic fall into her hands.

It was a tweezers.

She looked at Sloane, hiding any sliver of hope that was dying to get through.

His smiled. “Your communication links are coming out.”

“Excuse me?” Vaughn asked incredulously.

Sloane nodded. “You heard correctly, Mr. Vaughn. You may take the links out.”

Sydney took a deep breathe. “If the communication link are coming out, does that mean that the cyanide chip is too?”

“I couldn’t do it here.”

Why not?” Vaughn snapped. “All you had your agent do was slice open my neck to put the damn thing in. Why can’t you just slice it open to take it out?”

Because I have no intention of taking it out.”

“Why the hell not?!”
Sydney exclaimed, stepping forward. Vaughn put a hand on her shoulder, silently telling her that hitting Sloane wouldn’t help them.

“I don’t believe that it merits an explanation, Sydney.”

You son of a b****. You said that you wanted us to become members of your organization.”

“I did say that,” he conceded. “But after incident with the CIA when I trusted you the first time, trusting you completely is another matter. You can take the devices out here or in Hong Kong. The choice is up to you.”

“We’re going back to Hong Kong?”

“Of course, Sydney. Your mission has concluded. You killed Alexihoff for me, even though you are not the one’s that supplied the original information. You are no longer an needed in Los Angeles."

September 31, 2004

“They are looking a little…ansty, Arvin,” Julia said, strutting through the door after checking on Sydney and Vaughn in the other room.

“I don’t suppose you helped with that?”

She smiled. “You would suppose correctly, but they are making a concerted effort to hide it. What are you planning to do?”

Sloane picked up to small devices from the table where his technician had been working on them. “They will be sending a video to the CIA, telling their contact that they couldn’t come through. I plan to send them to
Los Angeles to get the information that I need with these communication devices. They are small, flesh colored and will be undetectable as they are farther into the ear than a normal device would be. But don’t worry, I will lower the volume so as not to blow out their eardrums.”

Julia scoffed in disbelief. “Why not just kill them? Why put everything on the line again?”

“Because,” he snapped. “I love
Sydney as my own daughter,” he ignored Julia’s raised eyebrow, “I refuse to kill her unless absolutely necessary. When I faked their deaths, I had believed that I could get Alexihoff’s new identity elsewhere. I now believe that the CIA may have it and Sydney and Vaughn will more easily be able to get the information I am looking for.” he said, looking excited, “I have something else I am going to use that will insure that they get their job done correctly.”

“What is that exactly?”

“Mind games, Julia.” He grinned slowly, looking back at the table to a little box with no lid on it. “In that box, Sydney and Vaughn are going to think there is a cyanide chip in it to be implanted in Mr. Vaughn’s neck as my insurance.”

Julia raised a manicured eyebrow. “They are going to think there is a chip? Do you mean to tell me that you do not plan on injecting any such chip?”

Sloane nodded in the affirmative. “Exactly. It wouldn’t be easy to tell anyone what is happening when I will be monitoring every conversation, but it is also insurance of the fact that if the CIA were to get Sydney and Vaughn out of this situation because the chip doesn’t exist, then I will find the three of you and you will be eliminated.” He looked at Julia warningly. “You are the only one that knows of this other than Oleg here and myself. If the CIA finds out, then I will know that you were responsible for the leak. Sydney and Vaughn will die because they let it happen. But, I trust you, Julia. That other reason I just gave you is merely something to make me feel more...secure. For now, as long as
Sydney thinks that I can kill the man she loves with the mere push of a button, she will do what I want her to.”

He turned to the man who had been working at the table when she walked in. “Are you ready, Oleg?”

Oleg turned around with a knife and a small box with no lid on it. “Yes, Mr. Sloane. I am ready.”


Present

The plane ride to Hong Kong was a rather long trip.

Especially for Nicole, who couldn’t rid herself of the guilt of not telling anyone of her knowledge. She’d told Chase what Sloane had told Sydney and Vaughn, that the chip existed. She comforted herself, only slightly, that she was doing it to help Sydney and Vaughn.

She had tried her best. All she had now was the hope that Sydney would remember the vague clue she had given her.
*****
Former Deputy Director Kendall had decided that he hated witness protection.

When Nicole had informed them that Sloane had figured them out and the tape that he, Kendall, was about to get was fake, he had almost immediately been put into witness protection, knowing that Sloane would try to find him and kill him.

He feared, of course, that Sloane would be able to find him, but it would be hard for Sloane to find him where he was.

He had a new alias as a father in Wisconsin with his grown-up son, Jonah.

“Hey.”

He turned around in the seat that he had been sitting in at the kitchen table to see Will Tippin walking toward him. Of course, he wasn’t Will Tippin. His alias was the said son, Jonah.

“What?”

“There’s an email for you.”

Kendall turned to the computer.

Dear Mr. Johnson,

I do not know if you remember me. I used to borrow pillows and blankets from you when we both lived in
Los Angeles.

I need to contact a mutual friend and I believe that you know how to do so. Her name was Jordan Lucas?

Please email me at this address,

Laura


“What the hell does that mean?” Will asked.

Kendall didn’t answer, because, as far as Tippin knew, Kendall was in witness protection only because Sloane was after him, just like Tippin himself.

Tippin didn’t know that Sydney and Vaughn were actually alive and that the combinations of Sydney and Vaughn’s alias’ in this email meant that Irina Derevko was looking for them.

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 11

She wasn’t sure how much she could describe how much she hated this room.

With all of the security around the entire facility, it gave her the creeps in general, but this room was what put the icing on the proverbial cake.

When Sloane had first introduced this room to them, it was right after he had introduced them to Julia. He had gone to great lengths to make them ‘comfortable’, but it hardly worked. The walls were a cream color, which was a striking contrast to the darkness of the rest of the facility. There were two nightstands, one on either side of the bed with lamps on it.

It reminded her of the room in the house she used to share with Francie.

Now, Sydney looked around the room, hating it even more than she did before. Sloane was just again telling her to remember that he knew nearly everything about her, with the help of Allison Doren. Sydney was glad she was dead at least.

She hated that they were here, working for this bastard again.

But this was different, more dangerous than before. He wasn’t monitoring them with those damn communication links anymore, yes, but now there was the risk of the activation of the cyanide chip if Sloane got at all suspicious.

The bright side, however, was Nicole. They hadn’t had her the first time around. She had Sloane’s complete confidence and being in the cover of an assassin, she was also able to leave the country to ‘go on other jobs’ if need be. Sydney supposed that was how she was able to contact Chase for instructions.

Sydney, in hindsight, wished she had had someone like Nicole in the times before the cyanide chip. She and Vaughn had had five months before Sloane had trusted them enough to put them in the field, but Sloane had known of Nicole as Julia Thorne and her reputation for a lost longer. Nicole, as Julia had Sloane’s complete trust.

Sydney sighed and turned to Vaughn, who was absently reading something at the small table at the far side of the room. “What are you reading?”

Just a book.”

Sydney nodded and sat down next to him. She took his hand and intertwined her fingers with his. “We’re gonna be okay.”

He looked at her. “I think you have some idea of how much I wish that were true, Syd.”

*****
Arvin Sloane smiled as he listened to the sounds the end of the conversation in the room.

“So, now that you have confirmation that they are both well enough, I want to know why it is you’re here. When you contacted me, you told me that you wanted another partnership.”

“Your sense of hearing hasn’t diminished, I see.”

He ignored the sarcastic remark. “As I recall, our last partnership did not fair well.”

“My reasons are my own. I will just say, however, that I feel that we can be stronger together.”

Sloane laughed. “You tried that before. When you knew that I had Sydney and Vaughn in my custody.”
You believe I am being untruthful? Would you like to inject a cyanide chip in my neck, also?”

That chip is to insure that Sydney remains loyal to me,” Sloane snapped.

“By making her believe that you plan to kill the man she loves? That is not loyalty, Arvin, that is her need to do whatever is necessary to keep herself and Vaughn from being murdered.

“I will tell you what I have to offer to this association and it is up to you to accept or decline my proposition. Then I want to see Sydney and Michael.”
*****
Sydney and Vaughn were cuddling on the bed. Though, they weren’t naïve enough to think that Sloane wouldn’t have listening devices in the rooms, so they didn’t talk or go past holding one another.

A loud knock reverberated through the room, ending their semi-calm time with one another.

Sydney sighed and untangled herself from Vaughn before going to the door and when she opened it, a man that looked to be about Vaughn’s age was on the other side. “What?”

“Sloane wants me to escort you to the conference room,” he said emotionlessly.

“For what?”

All the told me was that he wanted you down there, Agent Michaels.”

“Fine,” Sydney snapped. “We’ll be out in a second.”

She shut the door in his face, cutting off his protest. When she turned around, she was startled to find Vaughn just behind her.

“Whoa,” she said, grabbing onto his shirt to keep from reeling back.

“Sorry, Syd,” he apologized. “What does Sloane want?”

“He sent someone to ‘escort us to the conference room’,” Sydney quoted.

“Just what I want to do,” Vaughn said, loudly enough for Sloane to hear if he was, in fact, listening.

Sydney couldn’t help but smile. “Come on. There’s only one way to find out what he wants with us this time.”

They followed the stoic man and when they got to the conference room, they were surprised by the person sitting in one of the chairs at the table.

“Sydney, Michael,” Irina Derevko welcomed. “You are both looking well.”

“What the hell are you doing here?” Sydney demanded, glancing around the table to notice that Nicole had slipped back into her guise as Julia Thorne and was sitting on her mother’s right side, and than back at her mother.

“All in due time, Sydney,” Sloane answered. “Why don’t you to take a seat.”

Sydney and Vaughn, refraining from making any sort of eye contact with anyone but Sloane, sat in two seats side-by-side.

“Ms. Derevko has come with a job for us.” Sloane said as he took a seat at the head of the table. This room reminded Sydney vaguely of the conference room at SD-6, the layout of the table irked her and she supposed maybe that was exactly the way Sloane wanted it.

“What kind of job?” Vaughn asked.

Sloane smiled at him, which made Vaughn want to retch. He refrained, however, as he watched Sloane press a remote control activating three screens in the back of the room. One screen had a man’s face on it, the other screen had a dossier and the other had the picture of an some kind of artifact neither Vaughn nor Sydney recognized.

“This man,” Sloane announced, “Is Andrian Lazarey. Mr. Lazarey is a Russian diplomat and he lives in Moscow.”

“What do you want with a Russian Diplomat?”

“I am getting to that, Sydney,” Sloane chastised. “Mr. Lazarey, while a Russian diplomat, is also a Follower of Rambaldi, also known as FOR. Now, the artifact on the left is one that Lazarey has been looking for.”

“You want that artifact.” Sydney stated.

“Yes,” Sloane confirmed. “Sydney, Lazarey frequents a small tavern in Moscow after work. You are to meet him there and get invited to his home.”

“How would you want me to do that?” Sydney deadpanned.

“Do what you see fit, Sydney,” Sloane replied, ignoring the sarcasm in her tone. “Julia will be going with you. Just in case you need backup.”

I am an assassin,” Julia spat, “Not a babysitter. I do not work exclusively for you. I have another job tomorrow.”

Fine.” Sloane snapped. “I will send someone else as back up. Sydney, Vaughn, go get whatever supplies you need. You will meet your backup agent in an hour at the airfield. Dismissed.”

Sydney and Vaughn got up, Irina and Julia behind them. Julia stalked off in the other direction while Irina called, “Sydney, would you mind joining me for a walk? I would like to speak with you.”

Sydney looked back at Vaughn briefly, silently telling him that she loved him and would take care of herself. She sensed there was something else going on with her mother.

Vaughn mirrored her expression and Sydney smiled at him.

“Sure mom,” She answered. “Let’s go.”
*****
Nicole had someone she needed to see. After talking to Sydney the other night, the urge to tell her or Michael, about the chip was stronger than ever. She should have included it in her explanation, she knew that now, but her fears of everything falling apart beneath her had stopped her. She didn’t have time to dwell on it now.

She could hear Michael calling her, but she pretended to not hear him. She needed to go. She had someone in Russia she needed to see.
******
“Do you feel that we are safe to talk here, Sydney?” Irina asked her quietly as she lead her daughter outside with a firm hand on her elbow.

“There are cameras, but if we go far enough away, they won’t be able to hear us.”

Irina nodded and led Sydney farther away from the facility until the building was almost a blur.

“What’s going on? I don’t see you for fifteen months and now you just show up here?”

Irina looked at her daughter. “Your father contacted me for help. He needed to be able to get to you, but he couldn’t get out of LA because Director Chase is keeping an watchful eye on him.”

Sydney raised her eyebrow. “And he asked you?”

“Why would he not ask me,” Irina asked. “Sydney, my relationship with your father has changed. I am the only one capable enough to help him and he knows that I would never intentionally endanger you.”

Right, Sydney thought. Aloud, she asked, “So why go through Sloane?”

Irina shook her head. “I did not, at first. I contacted Mr. Kendall in witness protection and asked, coded of course, don’t you give me that look, Sydney Anne,” she scolded. “But he informed me, equally coded, that contacting you would not be the advisable way to approach you. Sloane became the only solution. I’d found out about Lazarey through a source and so I used him to get to Sloane to get to you.”

“You may have just signed Lazerey’s death warrant.”

“You’re a capable woman, Sydney. I am sure you can keep him from becoming a casualty.”

Sydney rolled her eyes, but let it go. She knew that her mother was right. “What did dad want you to contact me for?”

“To make sure you were safe.”

Sydney looked at her mother incredulously. “You mean to tell me that you contacted Kendall in witness protection, putting him in danger, just to see if I am safe?”

“Do not talk to me like you are the adult and I am the child. I know what I am doing,” Irina scolded.

“At least one of us does.”

“As I said, I fully believe that you are capable enough to protect yourself.”

“It’s not me I’m worried about.”

“Sydney, Michael is a strong man. Stronger than you think he is.”

“It’s not that I don’t think he can’t take care of himself. It’s what Sloane will do if he doesn’t succeed.”

The cyanide chip.”

Sydney was about to ask how she knew, but than she remembered mentioning it to Vaughn in their room. “We knew there were bugs.”

“Of course you did. And I am sorry for listening in, but I wanted to know if you were okay before I told Sloane what it was that I came here for. Or, at least, the version of it that he was to know.”

“I suppose we should be used to it by now,” Sydney murmured. “I don’t think I can remember when it was that Vaughn and I had any privacy to be us. But my worry for him stemmed before Sloane even put that damn thing in in the first place. Mom…when I first met him, he had a girlfriend and a normal life. Now, because of me, he was taken, brutally tortured and now has a chip in his neck that will end his life at the touch of a goddamn button. Now I want to make sure he survives this.”

Sydney, I know you are having a difficult time trusting me,” Irina said softly. “But I do want to help you.”

How do I know that you aren’t using this situation to get that artifact yourself?”

You have to have faith, Sydney. You can’t risk not getting that artifact for Sloane, because he may get suspicious of you and activate the chip. I am here to help you, darling.”
*****
“How did you get this information?”


Nicole was becoming worried that Chase’s priorities were being rearranged. She, like
Sydney, suspected that there was more to Irina than what she was telling Sloane. “A source of Sloane’s brought the information to him.” True enough.

”Agent Robinson, I want you to send that device to us.”

“Ma’am, he is sending Sydney and Vaughn for it. It they don’t get it, he will get suspicious of them.”

“They can work around it,” Chase said. “Sloane cannot get this device. Send it here, Agent Robinson.”

“Frankly, Agent Chase, I think you are placing your…personal vendetta against this man ahead of the lives of your agents!”

“Personal Vendetta?” Chase demanded. “The man has committed far too many atrocities. Giving him what he wants will only
help him.

“So why won’t you let me kill him?”

“That is not the issue! Send the device
here, Agent Robinson!”

Julia Thorne strode into the noisy club in Russia, looking for the familiar form of her former lover at the bar. She dodged sweaty, grinding bodies before she spotted him gulping down alcohol at the bar. He seemed to sense that she was watching him and he looked at her directly in the eyes, putting his empty glass on the bar.

He strode over to her, a lusty smile on his face. He put his hands on her cheeks and roughly brought her lips to his. He backed away with a nip to her lower lip.

“Julia, love,” he whispered huskily into her ear. “Good to see you again.”

Nicole had known that if she suddenly wanted in on Sydney and Vaughn’s mission, it would be suspect to Sloane. So she was refusing to feel guilty about this lie. She was doing what she had to do.

“Good to see you, too, Simon.”

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 12

September 31, 2004

“I think I’ve found a solution to this.”

“What?”

Kendall continued. “I assume that Sloane has a master computer.”

Vaughn’s voice now. “Yeah, he keeps it in his office. Why?”

“Do you think you could get in there and get a disk of the hard drive?”

Sydney’s voice. “You want to do what we did with SD-6. You want how he runs his the Covenant and take him down that way.”

“Essentially,” Kendall answered. “You already have access to the building, but we don’t. Here’s a password decryption program. You do this, we can get the codes to the facility, his plans for running his operation…if you can do that, the hell that has been the last eight months could be over.”

Sloane turned off the recording and turned to Sydney and Vaughn, who were handcuffed to chairs in front of his desk.

“I guess it’s a good thing that I did my random tail today. Eight months? You have both been lucky, haven’t you? To think that you actually thought that you could get past my security codes and into my computer. I’m disappointed in you.”

“Well, I would love to apologize for that,”
Sydney began disdainfully, “But the only thing I’m really sorry about was that I ever met you in the first place all those years ago.”

Sloane laughed. “Ah,
Sydney. I have always loved your sense of humor, especially when you’re on a rather precarious situation.

“Now, if you will excuse me, the preparations I asked for are almost ready.”

Sloane left the room and Vaughn turned his head in
Sydney’s direction.

“What the hell happened?”

Sydney shook her head. “I don’t know. The password decryption program didn’t work. Before I could get out, Sloane walked in with you.”

“You really should be more careful.”

Sydney and Vaughn didn’t-couldn’t-turn, but it was unnecessary. They knew that voice.
“I followed you the other day, you know,” Julia said, coming to lean on Sloane’s desk in front of them. “I saw you meet with a man and it was fairly obvious that he wasn’t Covenant. I reported it to Sloane, he sent the tail after you.”

Vaughn snorted. “Don’t you have better things to do?”

Julia turned a seductive eye upon him. “What is it that you think I was after?”

“You b****,”
Sydney spat out.

Julia threw her head back and laughed. “Something like that,
Sydney. Excuse me.”

Sydney and Vaughn remained silent until the door behind them opened and Sloane walked out with an older man. Julia, thank god, was no where in sight.

“This is Oleg,” Sloane announced.

Oleg followed Sloane to the desk and set a knife and two small boxes down on the table.

“What’s going on,”
Sydney demanded.

Sloane took one of the boxes and opened it, taking out two flesh covered circular objects. They were about the size of a penny.

“These are communication links,” Sloane explained. “They are to be in your ears at all times. I will be the only one with any control over them. I do, however, have to be in close range of you to listen to them, so whatever city you travel, I go with.” He motioned to the other man. “Oleg here as also developed a little extra incentive. Mr. Oleg?”

Oleg took the knife and the other box.

Sydney was nervous. “What the hell is in that box?”

Sloane smiled at her, but it was without mirth, merely satisfaction. “I am implanting a cyanide chip in Mr. Vaughn’s neck. Maybe,
Sydney, you will be able to cooperate, next time.”

Present

He ran his finger over the area where he knew the chip had been inserted into his skin. After cutting his neck open, Oleg had stitched up the cut, minimizing scarring, but he knew exactly where the chip was. He could still feel the stinging of the knife as it bit into his skin.

He wanted out of all of this so desperately it almost made him sick.

He looked down at the shaving razor in the counter and had an idea. He was fairly sure that if he just tore the plastic around the razor apart, he could use the actual razor to take the chip out himself…

“Vaughn?” Sydney’s voice came from the outer rooms and he dropped the razor.

“Back here, Syd.”

She walked into the bathroom. “Hey, you okay?”

He nodded. “Time to go?”

Yeah,” she said, grabbing his hand. “Let’s go.”
*****
“It’s been a while, Julia,” Simon said, seating himself in his chair at the bar and taking his drink in his hand.

She smiled at him slyly. “Did you miss me?”

“You know I did.” He eyed her for a few moments. “Is there a reason that you asked me to meet you in Russia for this little meeting? You know that Russian dance music isn’t my thing.”

She snorted in indignation. “Simon, as long as the song as the lyrics are describing any kind of sexual act, it’s your thing.”

He winked at her. “You have me there, love. So,” he sipped his drink. “Why Russia?”

I have a job for you,” she explained as the bar tender set down her vodka.

His eyebrow rose. “Is that right? Well, It would be kind of hard for you to hire me when I’m the only one left of my previously six person team. The CIA saw to that.”

“I would be helping you.”

“You’re an assassin, love, not a thief.”

She leaned forward, seductively running her hand up his thigh. “I’m a woman of many talents, Simon. Surely, you know that by now?”

His grin was laced with lust. “That I do, love, that I do. Fine. What is your job?”

She reached into her bra and took out a folded three page packet. Handing it to him, she explained, “That artifact is in the position of Andrian Lazarey, a Russian Diplomat.”

“And you want me to steal it?”

“Eventually, yes. But I don’t know where it is. Sloane sent two other agents to intercept it, but I want it. In his home is a record of the location of this artifact on his computer.”

“So let me get this straight.” He leaned back and looked at her. “You want me to break into this guy's house to steal the hard-drive of a computer. He’s a Russian Development, no less. Do you know the security the guy is going to have in his home?”

“Nothing we haven’t done before,” She dismissed, turning over to the second page of the packet. When he was done looking it over, she smiled at him. “I have communication links that I…borrowed from Sloane. I helped you stay out of the CIA’s grasp when they took the rest of your team in. Are you going to help me, now? Because if you don’t…I am perfectly capable of making an anonymous tip describing your location.”

No need to resort to blackmail, love,” He grimaced. “I’m in.”
*****
The bar was nearly empty when she opened the door. There were only one or two men sitting on stools and Sydney was mildly relieved that she this wasn’t a rowdy club that she would have to maneuver through.

She spotted Andrian Lazarey almost immediately as he was one of the few men drowning their sorrows in Russian liquor.

She walked over slowly and sat down, observing that Lazarey was merely sitting there, a half empty glass sitting next to his arm.

“Hello,” Sydney said in Russian.

He grunted to her in greeting and Sydney held in a frustrated sigh. This wasn’t going to be easy.
*****
“These agents that you said Sloane was sending,” Simon said softly through their links. She was in the car looking out for any other people that may arrive, like Sydney and Vaughn, but she knew they wouldn’t be here this soon. She was also waiting for him to tell her that he’d disabled the security system. “…do you know exactly when they might arrive?”

Julia shook her head. “No. I arrived here before they did by at least two hours. We should have that long to get this done before they get here.”

He didn’t say anything else and she knew that he was working.

“Okay,” he bragged. “I’m done. We’ve got access.”
*****
Sydney had figured out that the easiest way to do this was to get him drunk.

“You know,” Lazarey started tipsily in Russian. “We do not get many women in this place.”

She smiled. “Well, I am not an ordinary woman.”

He grinned back, bringing his glass up in a toast before he tossed it back.

“I think I should drive you home, sir,” She said, as the bartender shook his head no when she motioned for another drink.

“That would… that would be…” but he was cut off as he passed out, his head landing on the bar.

The bartender helped her get the toasted man to her rental, since the man was unconscious and couldn’t tell her which vehicle was his. She was just grateful that Sloane had given her directions to the house from the bar.

Sydney waited until the bartender was back in the tavern before saying, “I’m on my way to the house.”

“Copy,” Vaughn said, looking over at the bored looking agent next to him.

Sydney went around from the passenger side to the drivers side, opening the door, getting in and starting the car before driving out of the parking lot in the direction of the house.
*****
“Got anything?” Julia asked, coming out from the bathroom of their hotel room.

Simon nodded. “Yes.”

She looked at him. “Had you planned on telling me what that location is?”

He turned in the chair to give her a lascivious look. “I think I need some…incentives first.”

Her eyebrow raised so far, it went into her blonde hair. “I think I did that in the shower. If that wasn’t enough, the CIA ,I’m sure, would love to know what you are up to.”

His face darkened. “The CIA would love to get their hands on you, also. You haven’t exactly been innocent all this time, Julia.”

She walked over to him and ran her hands down his bare chest. “What is that location?”

“Why don’t I just call Sloane and tell him myself?”

She backed a way as though he’d slapped her. “What?”

He grinned. “That’s what this is about, right? I know Sloane was the crazy guy that was all about that whatever-the-hell-is-name-was. You are getting this for him to insure he continues to trust you.”

She wrapped an arm around his neck. “I couldn’t get anything past you, could I?”

“No, love, you couldn’t.” He kissed her roughly. “The artifact is in an underground facility in Germany.”

Germany?” Julia frowned. “Why would a Russian Diplomat hide anything in Germany?”

Simon shrugged. “Who knows? Let’s go.”
*****
“Base, I’m just getting to the security box,” Vaughn relayed to the two person team in the van at the base of the driveway.

“Copy.”

There was a silence for a few minutes, before Vaughn said, “You’d think a Russian diplomat would have stronger security.”

“Maybe Sloane just had really thorough specs on the system and it just seems easy,” Sydney countered, looking into the backseat to make sure that Lazarey was still sleeping. He was.

She watched Vaughn walk to her car, briefly admiring the way he looked in all black before she got out and went to the back door of the passenger side.

Vaughn helped her get the passed-out man into the house and onto the couch.

“Granger,” Vaughn began to the other agent in his communication link. “See anyone?”

“No, Agent Lucas,” he sent back. “You’re all clear.”

“Go look for the computer,” Vaughn told Sydney. “The specs said that she library is on the second floor-“

“Third door on the right,” Sydney grinned went to the staircase. “I know.”

She went up the stairs and when she got to the top, she went forward counting door until she found the third on the right, peeking inside and seeing the computer. “Got it.”

Copy.”

She went over to the desk and sat down in she chair, bending down to the tower of the computer and when she pressed the power button a bright blue screen came up.

“Oh damn,” she cursed sharply.

“Lucas, Granger, the hard-drive isn’t here.”
*****
Los Angeles: 20 hours later.

“Director Chase,” her secretary beeped in on the phone. “There is a package out here for you.”

She frowned, but got up and going into the outer office.

She spotted the box almost immediately. It was medium sized, but it was the only package on the secretary’s desk.

“It’s been swept?”

Yes, Director,” The secretary confirmed.

Thank you, Teresa,” she said, grabbing the box. “I’ll open it in my office.”

She walked into her office, closing and locking the door before going over to her desk to examine the box. There was no return address, but if this was from who she suspected, then that would make sense. She opened the box.

Inside was a gold colored cube, intricate designs carved on nearly every inch. She knew immediately and excitedly that the box was of Rambaldi design because it had the symbol <o> etched into one of the sides. She noted that it was heavy and as she lifted it out, a folded piece of paper fell onto her desk in front of the cube. She unfolded it and read:

Here’s your damn device.

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 13

Covenant Facility in Hong Kong: 24 hours later

“Would you like to explain to me," Sloane began. "Why it is that you don't have what I sent you out there for and why it took you so long to get back here?"

“If we knew that,” Sydney snapped. “We wouldn’t need to explain it to you. And we took so long because we tried going through the house and the flights ran over.”

“All we know is that when Sydney got to the hard-drive, it wasn’t there,” Vaughn clarified bitterly.

Sloane sat down on the chair at his desk and steepled his fingers in front of him. “You do realize this doesn’t earn you any more of my trust.”

Vaughn snorted. “So is this like a game? The more trust we garner, the more time we have to live?”

Sydney and Sloane snapped their heads toward him. “Something like that, Mr. Vaughn.” Sloane said slowly. “And no matter what you do, it’s a game that you won’t win.

Vaughn and Sydney's gaze on the man they despised didn't waver in the least until the phone rang.

"You two are dismissed," he barked, going to answer the phone.

"Mr. Sloane," the voice said. "I have some very interesting information for you."

"Concerning what?"

"Oh, I plan to tell you that. Right after we talk about my payment."
*****
The sun was just going down when she pulled into the underground parking structure. She’d left Simon in Germany after she’d stolen the device from their hotel room. Nicole knew that that disappearing from the hotel room wouldn’t make him suspicious. In fact, he would have been suspicious had she not left the room without a word.

She leaned her head against the steering wheel and inhaled and exhaled slowly.

A second later, the passenger side door opened and Michael Vaughn climbed in.

He closed the door, locking all the other car doors, before turning to her.

“We need to talk.”

She was about to inquire into his motives, but she was stopped with a look. Reaching up, she started the car and backed out again, leaving the underground facility.

When they’d driven for ten minutes, Nicole asked, “What is this about?”

“Are we safe?”

Nicole nodded. “There are so many bug killers in this damn thing, I could run a tech. ops out of my car. Michael, what is going on?”

“Where is it?”

She blanched, but recovered smoothly. “What?”

Vaughn snorted in indignation. “Don’t even try, Nicole. I am in love with one of the best liars in the business and if I know when she’s lying, I sure as hell can identify when you are. I’m not incompetent.”

Nicole sighed. “No, you aren’t. But if you figured it out, than Sydney surely has, because I know you two are so goddamned in tune with each other, I wouldn’t be surprised if you read each other’s minds.”

“Where is it?”

“I stole it from Germany and sent it to the CIA.”

Vaughn was quiet. “Do you realize what you’ve done? You have made Sloane more suspicious.”

“Michael-“

“Why the hell would you do that? Is the mission that important to you that you wouldn’t think of the damn deathtrap in my neck?”

“You aren’t in danger.”

Vaughn scoffed, not able to believe that this woman was actually saying this to him.

“Are you kidding me? Did you not hear me when I mentioned the cyanide chip implanted in my body?!”

You can’t tell him, yet. “Sloane cares too much about Sydney to kill her.”

“But he doesn’t care enough about me to not kill me,” Vaughn snapped. “I’m just the insurance.”

She knew one thing that could suppress his fears. She could tell him about the chip, while they were away from the facility and he could later take Sydney away from the facility and tell her. They could all go up against Sloane together.

And that was when it snapped in place. She couldn't believe that she hadn't figured it out before.

Every thought about Sydney and Vaughn’s mission, not pulling them out, her own mission, came from Chase. The woman had practically refused to pull Sydney and Vaughn out, though when Nicole had found out about the chip, she had agreed because she feared that Sloane would know that Sydney and Vaughn knew the chip didn't exist and he would kill them all like he promised he would. She might be a competent woman, but the man scared the hell out of her.

But things were getting far too complicated. She'd been stupid, she realized now, to send that device to Chase. She'd put Sydney and Vaughn in danger. Nicole knew that she should have listened to her instincts that Chase was putting the mission before their lives.

Chase, as her handler, had assigned her to the mission as Sloane’s assassin-for-hire.

But she had to get her orders from someone.

Nicole had been so busy being two different people at one time that she hadn’t seen it before. Something was up with her handler. There was something that Chase must want and keeping Sydney, Michael and herself in the field was the only way to get it.

Now was the time to rectify that.

“Michael,” she said softly. “There’s something I need to tell you.”

But he didn’t appear to be listening. He was looking in the rear-view mirror and when she did, she was looking at what he was.

“Dammit,” Nicole cursed softly as Vaughn pulled his gun out of his holster.

“I just noticed it. I don’t know how long they’ve been following us.”

Sloane?”

Vaughn shrugged as he checked the clip in his gun. “I’d bet on it.”

“You don’t seem to be surprised.”

“Why should I be? The bastard’s been watching us so long I would be surprised if he hadn’t found some way to follow us. I won't shoot, though, just in case that does happen to be a tail-gating civilian. Keep driving.”

Nicole wasn’t going to tell him that she didn’t need that little tip. She saw he was on edge as he glanced at the rear-view mirror.

The car sped up, careening towards them and before they had the chance to do anything, the car crashed into her bumper.

Definitely not a tail-gating civilian, Vaughn thought fleetingly as his head flew forward, hitting the dashboard as Nicole’s hit the window.

Vaughn turned in his seat and aimed the gun at the rear window, but it wasn’t his shot that went through.

They both ducked as the bullet from the other car sailed through the rear window and windshield, narrowly missing the side of Vaughn's head. They both ducked, though Nicole kept a firm hold on the steering wheel.

When they looked up again, there were headlights in front of them.

Vaughn braced himself against the dash, ignoring the pain in his head and the blood falling down the side of this face. ”Nicole!”

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 14

The first thing Nicole Robinson realized when she regained conciousness was that her head hurt.

She rolled over slowly, wincing at the pain that seemed to shoot up her body.

She brought her hand to her head in a futile attempt to drive off the pain she knew would get worse when she opened her eyes, she did just that as she carefully stood.

And the blinking of numerous neon signs above her almost made her throw up.

She closed her eyes again, long enough to breathe through the pain before opening them once more.

She recognized the sights of downtown Hong Kong almost immediately as Sloane’s facility was near here. The problem was that her current location was in the opposite direction of her location in the car when she was with Michael.

Michael!

She looked around, ignoring the instinct to rid her stomach of anything that could be described as food, for Vaughn.

Not finding him, she walked slowly forward. A sign with the words Hong Kong Mobility were above her and she saw that there was a pay phone right below it.

She wrapped her arms around herself and weighed her choices. She could either call herself a taxi to get to Sloane’s facility or she could call the CIA.

The latter choice seemed like a fantastic idea. She had no idea who had been after them in the two cars (she remembered there had been one behind them and one in front) and she wasn’t going to go back to Sloane just in case her cover had somehow been blown and Sloane was trying to kill her.

The CIA was definitely her best choice, but with her earlier epiphanies, Chase was definitely not the person to call.

She made up her mind and dialed.

“Dispatch.”

This is officer 2031009, confirmation: Hidden Clues. I need to speak with Jack Bristow.”
*****
November 13, 2003

The wind blew her hair back gently as she thumbed through the book she was pretending to read. He was late and she was worried.

Her worry, however, abated just a little when a shadow fell across the table and the scraping of metal against the concrete ground of the café they had agreed to meet at made her look up.

“Hey,” She said softly.

He smiled at her, though it didn’t reach his eyes. “What did he say?”

She sighed. “He said ‘I suppose with all of the hardwork you two have done to become my agents, you could have a couple of days off.’”

Vaughn snorted. “Right. And there will be absolutely no surveillance?” he said, sarcasm dripping off of every word.

“The bastard has had surveillance on us from the beginning,”
Sydney agreed. “We’re just lucky that he trusts us enough not to listen in. And that’s quoting him.”

He took her hand. “So how are we going to do this?”

She didn’t say anything, instead flipping the book so the front cover was on the table. She tore at the paper that was attached to the back until it came loose to reveal four sheets of paper that were glued like extra pages of a book. The handwriting was tiny, but enough so that they could read what was written.

“We’ve already worked out who we’re going to contact. Now that Sloane has…permitted two days off, we now have when-”

“But we have to figure out where.” Vaughn finished.

Sydney nodded. “We have to be careful, obviously. He is watching us, so we can’t very well walk into a CIA facility or American Embassy.”

“What if we go to
France? I have someone there, he’s a civilian. Sloane could think that we’re taking a vacation there.”

“Vaughn, he knows you’re from there. He will check and see if you have any family there that we can go to.”

Vaughn shook his head. “He and my mother are estranged. He didn’t like the fact that she married an American. Delorme is a fairly popular French surname. As far as anyone knows, he isn’t related to me.”

“If that’s true, why would he help you?” She asked him softly.

“I don’t that for sure. But we can try.”


Present

“Michel, you must try to wake up.”

He groaned and turned his head back and forth. The broken English in the accented French sounded familiar to him, but he couldn’t quite place it.

“Vaughn? Wake up, Michael.”

That voice he recognized. He opened his eyes to see two beautiful brown ones peering at him with a mixture of love and concern. “Syd?”

She smiled at him softly. “Yeah it’s me.”

With her left hand, she grabbed one of his hands and with her right hand, she grabbed onto the back of his neck to help him up. He was immediately assaulted with a bout of nausea and he rested his forehead on Sydney’s shoulder to calm down.

After a few moments, he looked at her. “Where are we?”

She didn’t say anything; the man next to them cleared his throat. Vaughn looked at him and the broken English in the French accent fell into place.

In his native language, Vaughn greeted, “Hello, Uncle David.”

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 15

Arvin Sloane was not a stupid man.

Or at least he claimed not to be.

Which made Irina Derevko wonder, as she pointed her gun at Sloane’s forehead, what made normally intelligent men so damned stupid.

“Tell me, Arvin,” She said slowly. “One good reason why I should not kill you right now.”
*****
“I’m sorry. Jack Bristow is not at his desk.”

“Fine, get me Agent Eric Weiss.”

There was a small click and an unfamiliar voice came over the line.

“Weiss.”

Agent Weiss, you don’t know who I am. My name is Agent Robinson.”

“Okay,” Weiss answered slowly. “What is this about?”

Agents Vaughn and Bristow. I can’t say more, but I need your help.”
*****
David Delorme bowed his head at his nephew to return the greeting. In French he said, “How is your head?”

Vaughn brought a hand up to find that a bandage had been placed there. “Not too bad. Are we in France? If we are, why?”

Sydney shook her head. “I was worried and needed some help, but I didn’t want to risk putting you on a plane. He helped us when we needed it then, so I called to ask if he could help us now."

Vaughn looked at the man he'd been afraid wouldn't help them all those months ago. David had been reluctant, but when Sydney and Vaughn had explained their situation to him; that Sloane had tortured them for months and now trusted them, he had agreed to help.

"Thank you," he said in French. His uncle bowed his head again and Vaughn turned to Sydney.

“So we’re in Hong Kong?”

Sydney nodded. “We’re in a hotel room under an alias.”

He nodded and set his head back on Sydney’s shoulder for a second before something occurred to him. “Where’s Nicole?”

Sydney looked at David briefly.

“Michel,” his uncle answered in French. “There were two cars behind you and the blonde woman. I got you out of the car, but one of the cars were getting closer and I had to depart.”

“You don’t know where she is?”

“No Michel,” David answered, “I do not know where she is.”

Vaughn sighed. “Damn.”

“I am going to go prepare something for us to eat,” David said. Once he was out of the room, Vaughn turned to Sydney.

“We need to get back to Sloane. He’s going to get suspicious and—Syd?”

Sydney hadn’t been listening. She was staring at his neck.

“Vaughn, did you get any kind of look at anyone in the cars?”

Vaughn shook his head. “No, why?”

Well, obviously it had to be Sloane. Who else would try and go after you and Julia?”

Vaughn was still slightly confused on what she was getting at. “Okay…”

“Vaughn, think about it. Have you ever seen Sloane with any type of switch to activate the cyanide?”

“I always assumed that he had it with him with the security stuff when we were in LA.”

Exactly. That would insure that we would never see him without one.

Vaughn looked at her, finally jumping on her thought train. “You don’t think…”

Sydney nodded grimly. “I don’t know why I never realized it before.”

“Because,” Vaughn said softly. “You were too worried that any wrong move would get me killed. We both were.”

Sydney shook her head in frustration. “Vaughn, if I’d only figured it out earlier…”

“Don’t,” he demanded. “Hindsight is not only 20/20, Syd, it also can’t be corrected.”

Sydney leaned forward and kissed him. “So we take care of it now.”
*****
“Irina, what the hell are you doing?”

“Wondering why you tried to kill Michael Vaughn and Julia Thorne tonight.”

Sloane knew he shouldn’t be surprised. “You followed them.”

“Of course I followed them,” She answered spitefully. “I know how important that man is to Sydney and it makes me wonder why you went after them.”

“I got a tip.”

From whom?”

A gun cocked behind her. “Me.”

Arvin,” Irina began smoothly, as though she didn’t have a gun pointed at the back of her head. “Who is your new puppet?”

“Why not ask me, love? The name is Simon Walker.”
*****
Eric Weiss walked as fast as he could out to the parking lot…

And he bumped straight into Jack Bristow.

“Agent Weiss, come with me. We’re going to Hong Kong.”

“Well, actually, sir,” Weiss stammered. “That exactly what I was going to call you about. Do you know a Nicole Robinson?”

Jack stopped. “What?”

“Nicole Robinson. She called me because they couldn’t find you at dispatch. She said that Sydney and Vaughn are in danger, not that I already didn’t know that, but she said that she wouldn’t give details unless you and I met her in Hong Kong.”

“I will explain on the way,” Jack told him as they got to his car. “Get in.”
*****
“Mr. Walker,” Irina said. “I suggest you put that away.”

Walker snorted. “Why would I want to do that? Arvin here is a great source of money for me,” he said cockily. “I’m not going to let you-”

After that, it was quite hard for him to finish that sentence with a bullet in his head.

Irina looked disgustedly down at the man than back at Sloane. “Why bother with him?”

“He told me that Julia asked him to steal the cube. She then left him in the hotel room without it. I merely went after her to get the whereabouts of it. I knew Michael was in that car and I thought that maybe he was in on it also.”

Irina leaned forward, her palms resting flat on Sloane’s desk. “If you thought that Michael had betrayed you, Arvin, then why didn’t activate your cyanide chip?”

Sloane looked at her. “Because I didn’t feel the need.”

Irina looked at him, realization spreading over her face. “You satanic bastard.”

“I heartily agree,” A familiar voice said from behind Irina.

Sydney,” Irina said smoothly. “Is Michael with you?”

“Right here,” Vaughn said as he and Sydney stood beside Irina, stepping over the body of a man they didn't recognize. They didn't have time to be concerned about the man, even though they both felt terrible at that thought. “We only heard the satanic bastard part, but if what we suspect is true, than you are more than a satanic bastard.”

“What is it that you all suspect?” Sloane said as he surreptitiously reached for a gun.

“If you are getting your gun,” Sydney said, “Go ahead. Three to one, I’m liking our odds. One of us would get a shot off a lot faster than you would.”

Sloane looked at them. The look in their eyes gave him no doubt that they would be happy to enact that threat.

“Activate it,” Vaughn said suddenly.

Sloane’s gaze turned to the younger man. “Pardon?”

You heard me. Activate the cyanide chip.”
*****
The night was dark, which made it easier in case she ran into any guards, she had the element of surprise.

Nicole knew that this had to be one of the more stupid things she’d ever done, but she wasn’t going to wait at the safe-house to wonder how the hell she had gotten to downtown Hong Kong in the first place. She was not a ‘wait and see’ kind of woman.

Agent Weiss had given her his cell-phone number, one that the CIA didn’t have, and told her to call him if need be.

She’d done just that. But when she got his voice mail, she simply said, “I’m sure that Agent Bristow is prepared enough to have the schematics of the Covenant headquarters. Meet me there, instead.”

Dumb? Yes.

But she needed to confront Sloane and get Sydney out of there.

She got to the security post, ready to shoot whoever was manning when she saw that the job had been done for her.

What is this? She checked the man’s pulse for sure. When she didn’t find any, she stood up and pressed the button for entry.

She walked to the open door and went in; the only sound that was made was the small click of the door behind her.
******
“You can’t, can you?” Vaughn sneered in disgust. “There is no damn chip, is there?”

Sloane actually had the gall to smile. “You’re correct, Mr. Vaughn.”

“You son-of-a-b****,” Sydney spat. “What was this? One bit game of psychological warfare?”

Sloane looked passive as he answered, “Somewhat. But there are two more issues that should be addressed.”

The three of them, even Irina, were so shocked over Sloane’s admission that they didn’t see it. Before any of them could do anything about it, Sloane brought his gun so it was point blank with Vaughn’s chest...

And he pulled the trigger.

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: 16

”No!”
Sydney screamed, running over to him. When she got to him, she looked frantically at her mother.

Only to find that she was gone.

Sloane wanted to see that Vaughn was dead and was about to go around the desk to be sure when he heard the familiar click of a gun cocking.

“Irina told me on her way out you were still back here. Hello, Arvin,” Jack Bristow said, walking slowly into the office. Eric Weiss and Julia were behind him.

Wait a minute. “Julia, what are you doing?”

“The name,” she responded angrily, “Is Agent Nicole Robinson, you son of a b****.”

“Don’t kill him,” Sydney said quietly, but firmly. Jack looked at her in surprise, but that was when he noticed it. Sydney continued, “I know you have a private plane or something. We’ll take Sloane back with us.”

Jack did, in fact, have a small helicopter waiting, but wondering what he daughter was thinking, he kept his gun trained on Sloane. Sydney.”

Please, dad,” She pleaded, “He will die, but there is one more thing we need to do, first.”

Sloane was confused, but he didn’t have time to dwell on it because the butt of Jack’s gun came crashing down on his head.
*****
Los Angeles: 2 days later

The grave was peaceful. A nice spot had been chosen for it; the funeral, she was sure, had been beautiful.

Kneeling down, she sniffed softly and wiped at stray tears before dropping the rose she had brought with her.

“I’m sorry,” she said tearfully. “I am so sorry. I wish I could have done more, been more prepared. I’m sorry I didn’t see it; I should have.

“I wish you were still here. We were supposed to grow old together, remember? But, it certainly isn’t your fault; it’s mine.”

Sydney kissed her fingertips softly and touched them to the cold stone. “I love you and I miss you. Good luck up there, okay?”

Slowly, she stood back up and with one more look at the grave, she turned and headed back to her car.

There was someone else she needed to see.
*****
He could hear them; the clanking of the metal bars as they went up mocked him as they sounded through the hallway. The symbolism of the bars going up and down made him think of the freedom he knew he would never have.

He hadn’t been surprised by the visitor on the other side of the glass.

“Hello, Sydney.”

The angry visage of Sydney Bristow would have scared him had he been anyone else but Arvin Sloane. He was used to the expression, however.

Sydney looked at him for a few moments, then, very firmly and without emotion, she said, “Four years ago, you murdered my fiancé. Forty-eight hours ago, you murdered my husband.”

The silence that followed that was deafening. Sydney’s gaze didn’t waver from his in the least and Sloane found himself, once again, impressed by her.

“Your husband?”

Yes,” she said firmly. “We got married right before you caught us with Kendall that first time.”

Sloane supposed that he shouldn’t have been surprised. “Well, like I said after the death of Mr. Hecht, Mr. Vaughn’s death was your fault.”

The tears were in Sydney’s eyes, but she refused to show this man any type of weakness.

“The circumstances weren’t so different, Sydney,” Sloane continued. “Mr. Hecht died because he knew about SD-6. But what it really comes down to, my dear, is that both men died because they loved you.”

She shut her eyes, briefly. She had two more questions to ask. “Why Vaughn? Why not just shoot me?”

Sloane looked at her. “Because I still love you, Sydney, as if you were my own daughter.”

Had she not been blocked by the glass partition, she was sure she would have strangled him simply because of the gall he had to even make such a comment.

“Right before you shot Vaughn, you said there were two things that needed to be addressed. What are they?”

Sloane’s eyebrow rose in surprise. “Is it really that important?”

Sydney didn’t say anything, but the look she gave him told him that it was important.

“I had wanted to convey that Michael, your mother and yourself underestimated me. I obviously had the chance to shoot Michael even under the glare of three guns.”

And the second?”

Sloane smiled at this. “What was her real name? Ah yes. The answer to that question, Sydney, lies with Ms. Robinson.”

Sydney looked at him angrily, and was ready to leave, but before she could do that, he said, “Sydney, I have a question for you.

She stopped, but didn’t turn.

“Why didn’t you want your father to kill me, Sydney? If you didn’t want Jack to do it, I’m surprised that you didn’t take the chance to enact your revenge.”

Without turning around, she said, “There are people who need closure.”

Without another word she continued down the hallway.

She found the person she was looking for a minute or two later, at one of the computers in the Rotunda.

Nicole looked at her. “Hey, how’d it-“

Sydney interrupted her. “We need to talk.”

Bewildered, she got up. “Oookay…”

She followed Sydney to an empty office. Once the door was closed behind them, Sydney explained emotionlessly, “Before he shot Vaughn, Sloane said that there were two things that he wanted me to know. One was that he thought that we had underestimated him and the second he said you knew. Why would he tell me that?”

A sense of dread filled her and Nicole knew this would have had to been addressed sometime. She had been debating, actually, whether to even tell them at all.

“Is that right?” She stalled. Sydney sensed the tactic immediately and shot her a look that read: Tell me. Now.

Nicole sighed and sat down in the nearest chair. “I knew, Sydney. That the chip didn’t exist.”

Sydney, shocked, sat down also. “What?”

Nicole looked down at her feet. “He told me about it when he told me that he was implanting the listening devices.”

She could see that Sydney was remembered that Nicole had, in fact, been there that day. When Sydney looked at her, Nicole actually shivered.

“You should have told us!”

Sydney, I couldn’t.”

“Why in the hell not! Dammit, all of this could have been prevented!”

Nicole took a deep breath and began to explain. “Sydney, Chase…I listened to Chase too much. That’s no excuse, I know, but…she was my handler. She’d gotten me through a difficult mission before I even met you and I knew how precarious my situation was with Sloane. I was scared that this mission was going to fall out from under me and I trusted her to keep getting me through. When she told me that it was not necessary to pull you out even after I told her that there was a cyanide chip, I knew that if I told her that there wasn’t one at all, than it still wouldn’t have made a difference. I had to keep hat to myself to keep Sloane from getting suspicious.”

Sydney shook her head, confused. “What does Chase have to do with this? I want to know why you didn’t tell Vaughn and I. To hell with the CIA! I could have protected him better!”

Nicole smiled sadly. “Actually, Sydney, you couldn’t.”

Sydney blanched. “What the hell does that mean?”

“It means that you were there long enough to know that Sloane had built up a following. He had contacts, people loyal to his organization, agents…It doesn’t matter where or who you were, Sydney, because he would have found you. He would have found all of us.”

“That is the shakiest logic I have ever heard,” Sydney snapped. “Is there anything else I need to know, Nicole?”

Her head snapped up. “What?”

Anything else that you need to tell me while we’re here?”

Damn. “You mean Simon.”

“The guys with his brains spilled out on the floor of Sloane’s office?” Sydney asked sardonically, “Yeah, him. You looked at him, Nicole, with a look that was pure loathing, but you have to recognize someone to give that look. Vaughn told me, right before we confronted Sloane, that you stole the cube and sent it to the CIA. You used Simon to do it, didn’t you?”

“What makes you think that?”

“I’m not stupid, Nicole, so stop treating me like I am. I put two and two together.”

Nicole sighed. “He’s dead, now, Sydney. What does it matter?”

“It matters because it was another lie.”

“I don’t have to tell you everything about me, Sydney.”

“No,” Sydney said quietly. “But it’s the fact that it can be added to the list with something that was pretty damned important. How am I supposed to trust you at all, Nicole?”

Nicole didn’t say anything, but she didn’t have to.

Sydney had left.
*****
The hallway was practically a blur as she rushed through. She didn’t even stop when her cell phone rang.

“Sydney Bristow.”

How’d it go?”

She smiled for the first time since she’d left him. “It worked. How’s the safe-house?”

“Empty. And I’m glad that it worked. Did you go to the graveyard to see her?”

Sydney nodded. “Yeah.”

Do you feel a little better, at least?”

“I will after he’s dead for all the muders he's commited Including Francie's.”

“That’s actually what I’m calling about, other than to just hear your voice, of course.”

She smiled. “And?”

Jack told me, since he knew that you were in with Sloane, that they’ve decided.”

She bit her lip at the sound of his voice and slowed down. “So soon?”

Seems 48 hours is long enough to decide,” he said, so softly that she almost didn’t hear him. “We got it, Syd. We got the death penalty.”
*****
One Week Later

The room was white, which bothered him a bit. It was ironic, really, that a room such as this was a color that meant pureness. hope.

The guards led him in and un-cuffed the bindings on his ankles. The cuffs that were holding his wrists near his midsection were also removed before he was forced to sit on a metal table.

His ankles were bound, but strangely enough, his wrists and chest were not secured right away.

The guards continue to hold onto his upper arms and one bent down to say, “Take a look.”

He was confused; he had already looked around the room…

But then it occurred to him. He was supposed to take a look at the witness section.

He did what was wanted of him; there really was no point in resisting. He was going to die, anyway.

He noticed that Kendall was sitting next two men he didn’t know, one of them was sure to be someone from the Department of Justice.

That was the back row.

The front row had Nicole Robinson next to Eric Weiss, who was next to Will Tippin who was sitting next to Jack Bristow. Sydney was beside her father and when Sloane’s eyes got to the last seat next to Sydney, he stopped in shock.

He thought back to the last forty-eight hours and it was than that he realized that Sydney had even given him little clues.

“He will die, but there is one more thing we need to do, first.”
“Right before you shot Vaughn, you said there were two things that needed to be addressed. What are they?”

She had used the word ‘shot’ and it occurred to him then that the only time Sydney had used the word ‘murder’ had been when she had first gone in and that, Sloane realized, had simply to plant the idea that he, had killed the man that Sydney loved.

He, at least, must have been wearing a bullet-proof vest. If only he’d aimed at the head.

There were more clues, he was sure. But, at this time, he was more displeased with himself for not seeing all of this earlier.

The signal was given from Sydney’s love and the guards forced him to lie on the table. They put the straps over his chest and stomach and more bindings were put on his wrists.

As the chemicals that were to end his life started to seep into his body, he read the message in Michael Vaughn’s eyes.

Your last mind-game. We win.

tbc

 

Clues to Remember: Epilogue

The apartment was dark as she walked in, which was to be expected. She hadn’t occupied it in over two years.

Nicole turned on the hallway light and sighed contentedly. She’d always loved this place and had thought, often over the last two years, how she’d loved to be back here in her home. She was glad that the CIA had kept it up for her while she was gone.

Though she still remembered where all of her furniture was and where all of the light switches were, it didn’t stop her from bumping into the hallway table as she had often done before her mission.
She cursed sharply before kicking off her shoes to land under said table. She’d have to move the damn thing eventually, but, right now, all she wanted to do was relax.

She reached the living room and when she at least had her jacket unbuttoned, she reached down to snap one of the lamps on. She was in for a surprise when the light not only illuminated the living room.

It also illuminated the sight of her former handler seated comfortably on her couch.
*****
“That’s one crazy-ass story,” Eric Weiss started incredulously as he sat with Dixon, Jack, Sydney and Vaughn in his living room. Sydney and Vaughn had just finished relating everything that had happened. “I just want to ask: What was the point of making Sloane think that Vaughn was dead?”

Vaughn looked at Sydney, who nodded. He said, “You guys knew I was alive; he didn’t. It was just something we needed to do. He spent the entire time screwing with us. We had one thing that we were supposed to remember that entire time and it was that if either of us made one wrong move…”

“He would activate a cyanide chip,” Sydney finished bitterly, “That didn’t even exist.”

“It isn’t your fault,” Jack said, “Arvin Sloane was a manipulator. He had a talent for such. You couldn’t be expected to have figured him out so quickly.”

“If we had,” Sydney said softly, “We’d never have spent all that time with him.”

“You would also never have been able to get Nicole Robinson out of there,” Jack responded. “Now that Sloane is dead, her mission is over, and Mr. Tippen and Agent Kendall are out of protective custody. You are both free. You can all get on with your lives, now.”

Sydney looked at Vaughn and squeezed his hand. “We plan to.”

“We just want to make sure that you guys aren’t mad about us keeping this from all of you before.”

“Of course we aren’t mad,” Will answered. “Well, okay, I was at first. But we understand.”

“I don’t,” Eric said playfully, taking a swig of his beer.

Vaughn laughed as Dixon said, “Jack and I had a rather nice conversation about secrets.”

“I realized, Marcus, that I had no right to be judge mental of your decision when Sydney and I had, at one time, done the same.”

“We had a talk that went something like that the night Nicole told us who she was,” Vaughn said. “We all kept secrets. Not like it’s never been done before.”

“That’s for damned sure,” Weiss retorted.

****
“Nicole,” Chase said, “Congratulations on your recent achievements.”

Nicole looked at her. “What the hell are you doing here?”

“You deserve an explanation.”

Nicole snorted. “Oh, so now you’re going to tell me what’s going on?”

“I couldn’t before. It was vital to my agenda.”

Incredulous, Nicole said, “And what agenda would that be?”

Chase cocked her head to the side, regarding her former asset pensively. “I was never really CIA, Nicole.”

“Excuse me?” Nicole balked.

“What do you know of the DSR?”

Frowning, Nicole answered grudgingly. “I know it stands for the Department of Special Research and I know that they are interested primarily in Rambaldi, but that’s it…Oh god.”

Chase nodded. “I’m apart of that organization.”

She scoffed. “You son of a-that’s you wanted the three of us kept in. No, four of us. You brought Marcus Dixon into this mess, too! You were using us to get more Rambaldi artifacts!”

Chase nodded, not bothering to negate her theory. “Yes.”

In complete disbelief, Nicole sunk into the nearest chair.

Chase continued. “The DSR outranks the CIA in case of a national emergency-“

“Rambaldi is not a case of national emergency!”

“Yes it is,” Chase snapped. “We told only the highest ranking CIA officer. That was how I got to be your handler and the director of the Los Angeles Joint Task Force Center. We needed to get those artifacts away from Sloane before he had the chance to try and use them. That, Agent Robinson, constitutes as a national emergency.”

“No,” Nicole said bitterly. “It was your excuse to get what you wanted.”

“Possibly,” Chase conceded. “But that doesn’t change the fact that because of your partnership with me, Sloane is now dead and isn’t a danger to us, anymore.”

Nicole gave an indignant snort. “Don’t delude yourself, Agent Chase. Because of you, I endangered Sydney Bristow and Michael Vaughn. If I hadn’t listened to you-“

“If you hadn’t listened to me, Agent Robinson, you would all be dead, right now.”

You don’t give a damn about us! We were a means to an end! It's just convenient for you that Sloane was executed in the process. Now you can feel good about using us to get Rambaldi artifacts.”

“You could have told them, Nicole,” Chase countered. “It isn’t my fault that you chose to take my advice.”

“I took your advice because I trusted you,” Nicole seethed. “And you know what? I was afraid. I hate admitting that to you of all people, but I was scared that Sloane would find everything out and we’d all be dead. You’re just lucky he didn’t know that Dixon was involved. Speaking of Dixon, has he known that you’re DSR?”

“No. He thought he was merely working for a director. As far as all of them will know when they go back to work is that I’ve resigned.”

Nicole looked at her; anger resounded from every inch of her body. “Great. Now it’s time that you get out of my home.”

Chase seemed to agree as she got up smoothly and walked to the door. She opened it, and turned to Nicole as though there was something she wanted to say.

She seemed to think better of it, though, and without a word, Chase left, slamming the door behind her.

Nicole sat down again, burying her face in her hands, before getting up and grabbing her car keys.
*****
“How’s your uncle,” Jack asked Vaughn. “Sydney told me that he was a help to you both.”

Vaughn was kind of surprised at the question, but he answered in the affirmative, “He helped us contact Kendall the first time around and he helped me get away from Sloane. I’m glad we have a rapport that we’ve built up. I told him that I hope we could get to know each other under different circumstances someday.”

Will Tippen shook his head. “I just can’t believe that you guys went through all of this.” He looked at Sydney. “I’m so glad that you’re both alive. ”

Sydney smiled at her best friend. “Thanks. You don’t know how relieved I was to hear that you’d survived the fire…Sloane used that to taunt me, but I was just relieved.”

“I plan to go see Francie’s grave tomorrow,” Will said softly. “Do you want to go with?”

“I saw her this morning,” Sydney answered, looking down. “But you know what? I think I need to go again.”

There was a moment of silence before Dixon spoke up.

“I want to propose a toast,” he said, “To everyone who survived this mess.”

“Here here!” Weiss held his drink up in a toast. “And to Sydney and Vaughn’s…alive-ness and Sloane’s death.”

Sydney giggled as she and Vaughn held their drinks up. “Alive-ness?”

Hey, Bristow,” Weiss scolded playfully. “Not all of us were literary majors.”

“Mr. Weiss, I also believe that not all of us have had the amount of alcohol that you have,” Jack said.

The room burst out into laughter at this and as they were calming down, there was a knock on Weiss’ door.

Weiss stood up. “I’ll get it.”

Weiss, are you sober enough to answer a door,” Vaughn teased. “Why don’t I get it?”

Weiss sat back down. “Suit yourself, man.”

Shaking his head, Vaughn leaned over to Sydney for a kiss, which she willingly returned. While the others chatted, Sydney said, “I’m gonna tell them about our other little secret, okay?”

Vaughn smiled at kissed her again. “Okay.”

He got up to answer the door as Sydney said, “Hey guys, there’s something else that you should know.”

“What’s that?” Weiss said, “Oh wait don’t tell me; I wanna guess. In the midst of all this, you guys got married.”

Vaughn stopped, as did Sydney.

Weiss looked between them. “I was kidding!”

Vaughn chuckled as he continued towards the door, hearing Jack questioning his daughter. “Sydney, is Mr. Weiss so drunk that he can’t distinguish reality?”

Vaughn heard Sydney answer, over Weiss’ ‘Hey!’ “Uh yeah. It’s not legal though since it was under the names of Karen and Dave…”

Her voice trailed off as Vaughn opened the door and he was surprised to see a familiar face on the doorstop.

“Nicole? What are you doing here?”

“Uh, can I come in?”

Vaughn looked uncertain for a second, but than conceded. “Sure. How’d you…?”

Nicole smiled a little. “I checked with the hotel and they told me that you had checked out of your hotel room and when I didn’t get Jack Bristow on the line, I flirted with the guy at personnel for this address.”

Vaughn smiled back, than sobered. “Nicole, before we go in there, I wanted to say…that I understand why you did what you did. I don’t like it, but I understand. And Sydney does too.”

Nicole looked at him. “Thank you.”

You’re welcome,” Vaughn said, but was drowned out by loud laughter in the living room.

Nicole raised an eyebrow. “Am I interrupting?”

“Only if it’s important,” Vaughn said playfully.

Nicole couldn’t help and ecstatic grin when she saw that smile for a second time. She’d never seen him smile before now and it was then that she realized that telling them about Chase wasn’t necessary. Maybe someday, but not now.

“Actually, it’s not that important.”

Vaughn shrugged. “Okay. Why don’t you join us then?”

Nicole was about to answer him when someone else interrupted.

“Vaughn who was at the-” Sydney trailed off when she saw Nicole. “-door. What are you doing here?”

Vaughn went and wrapped an arm around her waist and saying softly, “I asked her to join us. Is that okay with you?”

Sydney looked between him and Nicole, before leaving Vaughn’s embrace.
Nicole thought, for a brief moment, that maybe Sydney was going to hit her. But she was surprised when the other woman simply held out her hand.

“I’m Sydney Bristow.” She looked at Vaughn lovingly, wrapping her arm around his waist just as he had done with her. ”And this is my fiancé, Michael Vaughn.”

Nicole smiled at the ‘fiancé part’. She wasn’t too surprised that a man like Michael Vaughn would be officially taken off the market. They deserved to be together without the threat of Arvin Sloane. They all deserved to live without the threat of Arvin Sloane.

She smiled at them, reaching out to shake Sydney's hand. “Hi, Sydney, Michael. I’m Nicole Robinson. It’s nice to finally meet you both.”

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