rose glow

The silly boy is hesitating to go to LaSalle-SIA... Think he's afraid that
I'll escape from his clutches once he enters the school and have little time for me. He even considered failing the exams... That crazy boy.... And he's crazily anxious to meet my parents once again -.-" He's obsessed!! He even played badminton and soccer with my younger brother.

My presentation is due next week. Gotta work harder!
Dinner is ready and I'm hungry, so cyaZ!

updated 2nd May 2005 @ 7.44pm

Love my subgroup! Role-playing had never been fun before!
And I just realized only today that I'm actually the youngest among Sharon, Fiona, Melissa, Jing Jing and Dina. Sharon and Melissa are actually 18 this year, and Jing Jing is 20! I can't believe it. Jing Jing looks so young, like only 16 or 17.

The ICA presentation was okay, only that we can't help laughing at times during the role-play before the actual presentation, which is bad, but I'd rather it be lively.

Poly life is definitely more fun than secondary school =P

I'm off! CyaZ!!

updated 4th May 2005 @ 10.11pm

Tired... Haven't had sufficient sleep lately, so I had a high tendency to fall asleep in class.

I'm starting to dislike a few people in my class. They just talk too much and disrupt my attention during lectures. Then one has a very bad habit of coming late for class, making the clinical lab instructress pretty pissed off with her attitude and she gave feedback to our mentor, who in turn, made us stay back last Wednesday. Because of this person, I've moved to the front of the lecture theatre to sit with my other more focused friends.

Just realized that a lot of the girls in my school are obese. I have no problems with the obese, but they seem to like flaunting their figures. I managed to spot a few wearing halter tops, tubes, tight-fitting tops and mini skirts. They're pretty interesting, considering that they're a source of entertainment for me when I'm seriously bored. You see, I have a very bad habit of observing their curves, and no, I'm not thinking of being a lesbian =D Dominic will kill me even before I think about it. I think guys should like these girls you know? Guys like girls with lots and lots of curves. The girls I mentioned have plenty of it, do approach them if you want.

There is a girl who seems to like flaunting her American English to everyone in my lecture group. She pretty much gave everyone the wrong impression on the first few days of school. Anyway, today was "Prom Day" for her. She came in a black, revealing dress while I was clad in jeans and bluish spaghetti-strap top with a jacket over it. And I still don't understand. What is she trying to show?? Her apidocytes (fats)? She's only barely average looking and her flabby arms don't look very nice with the dress. And she's a bit too short. Her legs don't seem to complement it.

Summary: *Puke*
Moral of the story: If you don't have the figure, don't flaunt it.

updated 17th May 2005 @ 10.33pm

Sigh... Why must the attention-seeking people be in my lecture group? They just can't seem to keep their mouths shut. They just have to pass snide remarks at the lecturers' words and they have a high tendency of sitting in the front row.

Wish they would quit wasting my time, esp. the girl with the American accent. I go to lectures to listen to the lecturers, not their snide remarks. Geez, what's their problem?? Must they have all of the lecturers' attention?

updated 19th May 2005 @ 11.19pm

Bad day.

Started off when we started our HS1027 module.
We had to split ourselves into 5 groups from 4 groups, which meant that my group had to give up 2 members from our group of 7 while another 2 groups had to give up 1 member each from their groups of 6.
My group drew lots, and Sharon and Siti had to leave the group.
Naga's group threw out two members - one a China girl and another, a mother whom they can't get along with. They are supposed to only give up ONE member, but they threw out two and took Siti into their group. Meanwhile, another 2 China girls were thrown out of their original groups and were to be integrated into Sharon's new group.
According to Naga, the woman, Margaret, does not appear for group meetings and contributes little. We suggested that Sharon volunteer to be the group leader so as to be able to ensure the participation of the group. But my class' bias view against the China girls made the new group so lope-sided that it would be hard to allow Sharon to manage them effectively. Fiona suggested that our group help her with the management. Then I proposed that I move over to the new group to help Sharon while one of the three China girls move over to Fiona's group in order to make it more proportionate. They agreed to it.

Then now about Dominic; How would anyone feel if there is minimal eye contact when you are talking to someone else, when you looking over their shoulder or look behind your back or look at the ground and so on when talking to people, do you know how it feels? It feel like whoever you're talking to is so insignificant in your life, so insignificant that it's not worth your attention and respect at all. That is the impression that I get when talking to you. What have I done to you to deserve that? Then you promised that you won't do it again, which you eventually did only a few hours later.
You broke your promise. Yet again.
Then you wanted me to trust you. Again. But how do I do that? How can I trust someone who doesn't even show me the respect I deserve and breaks the promises that he make. Each time you look over your shoulder or look elsewhere when conversing, you disappoint me. Because you'll be looking over at other girls.
How would you feel if I kept looking at other guys while conversing with you?
You get jealous when I joke about me looking at other guys. Since you feel that way, what makes you think I don't feel the same way? You know that I'm insecure because I have little faith in you. Yet you do these nonsense right in my face.
What different is it from cheating on me right in my face?
It's just one step away.
I'm so disappointed in you.
You, the person whom I thought I could trust to put yourself in my shoes, to understand fully how I feel.
I'm wrong.
And I don't know how to trust you anymore.

Faith, Trust and Respect are the essential entities of Love. Everything will come to nought when they don't exist.

updated 25th May 2005 @ 8.22pm