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Sounds bad? These people are actually found in my house. Weird? Yeah, I know.

Seriously, you would never expect an 8-year-old to take two sides at one time, do you? That's my brother alright. He'll take sides with my sister and talk bad of me in her presence, then take sides with me and talk bad about my sister in my presence. Hypocritical, eh? And to think I actually bothered about this brother of mine and buy him stuff, bring him to my Grandma's place to play with his cousins and back, give him some of my tidbits and get Dom to play with him so that he'll have someone to play with. In return, I endured scoldings from my mother and his hypocritical behaviour.

Alrighty, now about my sis. If she loved her boyfriend as she claimed throughout all of their 1 year and 3 months together, how come she's able to use the F-word in every sentence of her blog entry on him just cos he dumped her in the shopping centre? Don't tell me love is about using the F-word on the other and splurging his money? O.o And just because I don't answer messages doesn't mean I'm guilty of something. I would answer if I could borrow time from the "time bank", if there is even one, but I can't! Being on time for school has priority over answering a dumb message which she sent. And Dom was waiting outside, so why bother with the message? I'm getting lazy by not being bothered to argue. Even the right become be twisted to become the wrong by her, so why bother, right? I might as well save my breath ^ ^

Even though my dad isn't home much, he's pretty warm and cares for us. There was once when I didn't give tuition and had to take allowance from him, he gave me $25 and kept only $4 for himself for the next day's lunch, and then told me to ask from him again if it isn't enough. Then just yesterday, I told him I had to pay for extra stuff and had very little cash to last the entire week. He asked me how much I needed and I told him about $20 to $30, but he gave me $50 and told me to use whatever I need of the $50 and then return the rest to him. Money may be materialism, but unlike my mother, he makes sure I have enough to last the week instead of insisting that I eat home all the time. Every week, he would check with if I was giving tuition, so that in case I wasn't, he would give me sufficient based on my needs. It shows that he cares for me more than my mother. I'm lucky to have a father like that.

WAH! I'm one of the youngest in class, and half the class smokes. I made friends in the class like Nora, Sandra, Dira, Viola, Mira, Cheryl, LJ, Jamal and Roslan. And so many assignments!! I'm off to do them le. Bye~

updated on the 7th of July @ 9.02pm

<Wooah... Unreasonable. But I'll tolerate. =) I do not like quarreling with such people. Time is precious!>

Lol... My sis loves the word "guilty-conscious". Like she's forever in the right and everyone else is in the wrong, but nevermind, she'll learn, like what my parents said, "Ignore what she says and don't argue with her, cos you know you can't out-talk her. She can turn the wrong into the right and you know her character well enough." They're right. I won't be the one suffering in life because of my attitude ultimately. So she can do whatever she wants, just so long as I get to do my work and projects without her having to hog the computer when I need it for homework purposes, esp when I need to use the Adobe Photoshop to do and practise my media arts. The laptop just refuses to allow the the installation of the Photoshop. One day I'll have to reset the entire laptop and free up it's ram. Then I would have to compete with my sister for the computer and not be accused of having "poor time management" by her when my dad has to use the computer and I need to do my work after him.

updated on 19th July @10.42pm

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