Darkness and Light

3rd June 2004 @ 11.14pm

Trying to enjoy the time I have left for the week to have fun before I go ga-ga over studies once again!~

Have to work tomorrow afternoon...
Look on the bright side, it means I don't have to work on Saturday!
I am so NOT looking forward to next week, what with all the lessons and all...

Made up my mind. I want to be an Optimist! Pessimism had been my way of life for pretty long, but I guess people change. Like they always say:
~ Always look on the bright side of Life ~
~ [W]intery [H]eart~
sleepy...

6th June 2004 @ 5.12pm

If you want to procrastinate, go ahead.
Just don't drag me into it as well.
With less than half a year left to the 'O' levels, you have a lot to catch up.
Yet, you don't seem to care about your ailing academic results...
I have nothing to say, particularly because it's none of my business.
Tell you if you want me to mind my own business, okay?
Because I'll be happy to stop worrying for you.

If you think leaving me alone will solve the problem, you're wrong.
You just gave me more time to wonder why on earth do I even bother to care at all.
So thank you for leaving me alone...
~ [W]intery [H]eart~

7th June 2004 @ 10.54pm

Don't really feel like writing, so I'll just summarize in point form.
1. My diary's missing after long term disuse
2. The website is the closest thing I have to my diary
3. People are changing
4. Things become blurred, yet ironically clearer at the same time
5. I have no idea who is the real you
6. I don't know if there is truth in your words
7. I do not have additional ears
8. Who. Are. You.
~ [W]intery [H]eart~

3rd June 2004 @ 11.14pm

Don't worry.
I'm not the one who's guilt conscious.
You're the unreasonable brute at home, but apparently, both mummy and daddy don't care.
That's because you're just a self-centered sicko with nothing better do than to pick fights with others.
No wonder your friends don't like you and always quarrel with you.
Even I can't stand you at home.
You love to see the torment you inflict upon people, don't you?
Your usage of vulgarities reflects your character as someone too immature to think for herself.
Your references to people as "bitch", "bastard", and terms like "a**" and "f***" will get you into trouble sooner or later.
That's a one hundred percent guarantee.
Your boyfriend can't shield you forever and you can't always spend his cash. One day, you're just going to offend the "wrong sort of people", but like they said, you'll have to learn it the hard way.
No one can save you.
~ [W]intery [H]eart~

16th June 2004 @ 3.15pm

When something goes wrong, people start pointing fingers and pushing the blame -- shrinking responsibilities.
Why(s)?
Why is it that when conflicts occur, people just want to run away or get all defensive without first trying to understand or comprehend the situation before making a judgment?
Why do people have to cry over spilled milk when what's done cannot be undone anymore?
Why do people care about how others think of them when it's their own life they're living?
Why do people want the things they do not have, yet neglect the things they have around them?
Why do people complain about how bad their lives are, when there are so many good things in their lives?
Why do people toy with one another's feelings, even though they know that they do not love the other?
~ [W]intery [H]eart~

23rd June 2004 @ 12.15pm

Exhausted... Been out for more than 14 hours...
I'm going to sleep as soon as I complete the typing.
Went with Dong Yang to watch the Chronicles of Whatever in the in the late morning...
To be honest, the show was kind of gruesome (what with all the killing and all)
But it wasn't that bad. Guess it's not every day you get to see a show about one man's will changing the Fates of entire civilizations...
In the evening,, we went to Chan Yuan's new condo for BBQ.
However, few people turned up and there were only 3 AND a half females present (the half is due to Woey Thee's presence)
I finally ate chicken wings today during the BBQ after The Incident in secondary two... Lol...

The funny part about the BBQ was Woey Thee's attempt to try to roller blade in Jing Xuan's roller blades.
Woey Thee doesn't know how to roller blade, so he kept rolling backwards!
If I didn't know he was from volleyball, I would have thought he was trying to do splits!
Then he kept hugging the pillars like koala bear hugging of some sorts.
I couldn't support his weight since I'm lighter than him, so I had to stand near, but not too near him, otherwise I'll get squashed.
The way he falls is very humorous de... You all should go watch... Hee... Woey Thee, zai jie zai li! You have a future in the entertainment show business!
~ [W]intery [H]eart~