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I know. Things are going downhill. 
Dong Yang puts the estimated survival of the relationship at 2 weeks.
I did acknowledge the problem but there's nothing more I can do about it if he doesn't want to solve it. I've tried messaging him to get him to do something about it.
But no reply or just a "We will work it out a little."
I have no idea what's his problem when all I'm asking for is to solve it.
I guess it's no use for me to keep holding on when it seems to become a one-sided relationship.
It's not something that I'll want to let go of, but there seem to be no alternatives.
I'll leave this to Fate.

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Discussion: Is war a justified method of settling dispute?

No. War is a ruthless and cruel way to settle anything.
The word 'war' depicts widespread devastation, loss of precious lives and valuable property.

In a democratic society, murderers have to answer to their own crimes and are most of the time, imprisoned or hanged.
But when soldiers kill one another on battlefields, they are later honoured as heroes. Why?
The result is still the same - someone was killed, so why are the consequences so different?

Like the Iraqi invasion - The harder the US marines strike, the harder the insurgents strike back, but is the dispute resolved?
I still don't see an end to the war.

[S]ilent [A]fterthoughts... @ 3.29pm on 5th Dec 2004

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..::: Patrick and I broke up at 4.30am this morning :::..

Yep. I'm single again.
His chalet was more important than me, so I had to let him go.
Memories, I'll have to learn to forget.
It'll take awhile though.
But I'll survive. =)

[S]ilent [A]fterthoughts... @ 1.28pm on 7th Dec 2004

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Went to Pasir Ris for lunch with Clement and Yuhui today and met Jaime, Celia, Thomas, Adelene and Huining at White Sands cos' the both of them were late.
I think I met one of my ex-seniors on the bus too but wasn't really sure =X

Anyways, let me recall their names: Dominic, Shi Boon, William, Adeline and erm... one more girl. Forgot her name again...
We went to have our lunch at the food court then went to the chalet.
Downtown East is really boring.
We went to the arcade initially to play then went over to the bowling alley to meet Dominic's friends. It was fierce competition between William and Dominic.
Yuhui abandoned me at the bowling alley and Dominic striked 4 times in a row.
Glad I didn't play with them. Phew...~

Went to the Park for a walk with the cousins. Frisbee game was cancelled, so we went back to the food court. I emptied Clement's wallet and kidnapped his cash then forgot to return his cashcard to him when I went home. 
Guess he'll have to go on Monday to claim his card, lolz... Or I'll spend it!
Just kidding!

[S]ilent [A]fterthoughts... @ 7.22pm on 9th Dec 2004

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..:: Happy belated birthday to Vincent! ::..

Yesterday was a really eventful day.
We went to East Coast Park to celebrate Vincent's 16th birthday.
Dominic woke me up at 8am so that I could go to the bakery to buy a cake for Vincent.
I met Hong Yun, Vincent, Desmond, Jing Mei, Jeremy and Lendl later at 10am at the playground near my house before taking bus 55 to East Coast road.
But when we finally arrived at East Coast road, it started raining cats and dogs! So we went to the shelter and Desmond suggested playing volleyball there.

Unfortunately, while they were playing, Desmond missed Jeremy's ball and ran after it, only to slip and fall, skidding a short distance before knocking a dustbin down as well. Jeremy and Hong Yun went to him and helped him up while trying to hold back their laughter, while the rest of us were laughing so hard that our stomach hurt. Even Vincent was reduced to laughing his head off so much that he had to sit on the floor. Desmond suffered some scrapes on his elbows, but other that that, he's okay.

We walked to East Coast Park via the nearby underpass to meet up with Kenneth and Amanda and waited for Kelvin to come because I forgot to bring a lighter along with me to light the candles.
We played 'Monkey' beside a nearby shelter even while it drizzled and started pouring. Jing Mei became the 'victimized' Monkey almost all the time as a result of mostly Jeremy's sabotage. Clement, Kelvin and Cindy came and joined in soon after and we were able to cut the cake.

Unfortunately, the guys started throwing cake at one another and Vincent soon had cream on one side of his head and at the back of his shirt. Jeremy and Hong Yun had cake smears on their shirts as well and Kelvin had cake in his ear and hair. =D
Then Clement suggested throwing me into the water and the rest agreed, but fortunately they forgot about it. Phew~

Rented bikes and rode them for about 3 coming 4hrs before going to Mac to meet Dominic and Shi Boon.
Then Dominic saw me home and I reached home on the dot!

Suffering from slight muscle sprains today so I better stay home, otherwise I'll have problems going out tomorrow.

[S]ilent [A]fterthoughts... @ 2.48pm on 14th Dec 2004

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