I'm Not Ready
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What am I to do with these feelings that cloud my mind
filling me with such wonder & confusion
like a fusion between two hearts
making it harder to control them
as their rolling, pouring, winding, soaring
through an already tangled, mangled, misguided and untrusted heart
broken, confused, used, and abused
like a gem shattering to peices
then forming their own confusions and illusions,
not knowing or showing the emotions to be truth
hidden in lies or lies hidden in truth
for I feel like I'm falling, falling,
falling harder than I should,
ever would, or even thought that I could,
but I can't,
it's impossible, impractical, improbable,
not capable, Never!,
I couldn't, I wouldn't,
It's not right,
I should't, I won't,
No not yet, I'm not ready,
Don't make me!,
Wait, take your time, make it right,
take it slow & show,
that it's true through and through,
don't give in, not just yet,
make him wait,
build a wall or a hall,
even a maze for each phase,
to control the confusion
and misguide your illusions,
so you can break through without shattering
and splattering your heart on the pavement,
then mabey you can save it
from becoming a mistake,
or losing your mind uncontrollably
making or breaking the power
that bonds you together
like birds of a feather,
Never releasing everthing you see!
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Copyright � 2005 - Terrajh "Sinclair" Rapson
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