Sunday, November 28, 2004
I LOVE Music, I listen to it most of the time, when I'm happy and when I'm not, for me it runs along in the background of my life, like a theme tune, I love music that tells a story, something I can connect to. At the moment I'm listening to Keane - Hopes and Fears Album they're a really great British band and I highly recomend them. Their song "We might as well be strangers" sums up me and Paul perfectly because that's just what we are to each other, strangers. We both had our Birthday's last week mine 20th Nov, his 24th. I had texted him extending the hand of friendship...but heard nothing from him, so I guess that's it.
I'm trying to move on, it's so difficult but I am trying. :0)
We Might As Well Be Strangers
I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well, we might as well, we might as well
I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in another time
We might as well, we might as well, we might as well
Be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know
posted by
8:29 AM
I LOVE Music, I listen to it most of the time, when I'm happy and when I'm not, for me it runs along in the background of my life, like a theme tune, I love music that tells a story, something I can connect to. At the moment I'm listening to Keane - Hopes and Fears Album they're a really great British band and I highly recomend them. Their song "We might as well be strangers" sums up me and Paul perfectly because that's just what we are to each other, strangers. We both had our Birthday's last week mine 20th Nov, his 24th. I had texted him extending the hand of friendship...but heard nothing from him, so I guess that's it.
I'm trying to move on, it's so difficult but I am trying. :0)
We Might As Well Be Strangers
I don't know your face no more
Or feel your touch that I adore
I don't know your face no more
It's just a place I'm looking for
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in a different world
We might as well, we might as well, we might as well
I don't know your thoughts these days
We're strangers in an empty space
I don't understand your heart
It's easier to be apart
We might as well be strangers in another town
We might as well be living in another time
We might as well, we might as well, we might as well
Be strangers
Be strangers
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know of you now
For all I know
posted by
8:29 AM
Thursday, November 18, 2004
Between you me and the Gatepost, I'm down, really down. My Birthday is coming up on Saturday and it's an important one, one that I wanted to celebrate with my husband, his is 4 days after mine and we could have celebrated together BIG time. It won't happen... but it doesn't stop me wanting it and it doesn't stop the pain I feel because it won't. I held out the hand of friendship to him today and sent him a Text Message asking if we could at least be friends.
My Dad passed away 2 years ago today too :0(
Last night I was driving home from the shops and I felt so sad I couldn't think straight, part of me just wanted to drive into a Tree and stop the pain I feel. But I have Wesley, he needs me. So I just cried and came home to him and his dear little face. He depends on me and I love my little boy.
I found this today on Healthyplace.com and it is exactly how I feel
Cant stop the pain
Cant think clearly
Cant make decisions
Cant see any way out
Cant sleep, eat or work
Cant get out of depression
Cant make the sadness go away
Cant see a future without pain
Cant see themselves as worthwhile
Cant get someones attention
Cant seem to get control
Listening to Blue - Breath Easy.
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