| May 2002 I�ve been on a spiritual quest of sorts for years now, but much more intensely this semester. I have become deeply intrigued by the band Incubus, specifically the lead vocalist, Brandon Boyd. His image and those inspired by their music have shown up in a lot of my artwork this semester. He is a very spiritual man, which is evident in most of Incubus� lyrics. He holds practically the very same views on religion and social structure that I do and is solely responsible for my newfound interest in Buddhism. It�s been very nice to have someone to look up to in that sense. �Pen and Paper and a Breath of Fresh Air� My words of wisdom: I seem to be obsessed with Vampires�mostly the eternal life aspect. Maybe why I�d like to live forever isn�t just because I�m afraid to die. Maybe I just want to live to learn all I can. The worst thing to do to someone it to try and convert them. Sometimes people try so hard to be different, that they turn out the same. It�s better to be yourself; after all there is only one of you. Words of Wisdom from the endlessly talented Brandon Boyd of Incubus: "Favorite Things is [about] my personal beliefs about religion and how it oppresses the things I enjoy the most. Unfortunately, the simplest things, such as thinking for myself, creating my own reality and being whatever the hell I want to be each day of my life, are a sin. To be a good Christian basically means to give up the reigns of your life and let some unseen force do it for you." I included the lyrics so the quote would make sense� �Favorite Things� �I'm thinking of my soul's sovereignty, and I know everything you hate in me. Fill me up with over-pious badgerings, to throw them up, oh, one of my favorite things. Remember all the lessons fed to me? Me the young sponge, so ready to agree. Years have gone; I recognize the walking dead, now aware that I'm alive and way ahead. Too bad the things that make you mad are my favorite things. And I'm so happy. I see you looking, I know that you're thinking that I'll never go anywhere. The things that I've done and the things that I've seen, I don't really expect you to care.� �For the past eight years I've been leaning more towards the Goddess. The energy I have experienced has definitely been feminine at its core. At the same time though, I've come to the conclusion that by putting a type of sex on it, one way or the other, you limit the energy. At this point, it, stressing the word "it," is far beyond my capability� �It almost can't be described. I've had conversations with it, I've dreamt about it, I've felt it when I've been thoroughly enveloped in a painting, and when I'm creating something. At these points I feel I'm very in touch with it.� |
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