I sit here opened up like a ball in half and I love you away in my tub My tub of liquid I flow so freely And I�m in this heaven of filthy pleasures No ones knows, but me These fingers they tire out after a while And my back aches as it dirties against this wall of tiles I cry out your name in moments Thinking of you takes my breath away Of how I need you I need you...
As it fills up around me Then I feel like my last string of life is being sucked away And I can�t do anything about it But sit here in my tub of heaven tired and restless and let it be I�m calling your name in my head And I�m seeing you in my bed I smell you as drops of water sprinkles upon me My eyes aren�t focusing properly now I just want to hold your body close to mine Feel your fingers in between me I want you to love me in my tub of heaven Why don�t you in this reality Why must I dream these impossible dreams Why did I let you in... I didn�t invite you in like this Now I can�t get you out, cuz� it�ll never be the same again
Just one kiss... one taste Whisper something... whisper my name I want something of you to consume Belonging is what we need yet we get lost And I don�t know where to stand But just sit in my tub of heaven... with my eyes closed tight As it feels around me My heart races as it takes over As I�m in the middle of passion... lust You�re loving me in the right ways For 4 seconds of bliss then I can�t take it Then you fade... you�re gone when I open my eyes And I get lost in this heaven all over again This heaven that I�ve made for myself to be close to you
Why do I need you Why do I need this Why do I need this tub of heaven Why can�t I have you Why I can�t have you
I have no answers Because you�re suppose to answer them for me I wait in here for you But I know you�ll never come for me Like I would for you As it overflows... I�m drowning in my tub of heaven I love myself away thinking of you loving me... in this tub of heaven