三月份

2003 1st semester begin la, today I have accounting 1A and finance lesson. Full day lesson.. nearly makes me die ar... from 8:30-5:30. 

Today we went to Ashley's home, there were many peoples, nearly 30 ar... I did one silly thing tonight, but I dun know why I be like that. When I saw someone chasing her, I can't control myself. But luckily I can control, I didn't do that bull shit thing. At the beginning I didn't drink, but after I saw that, I drank a lot, but I still can't drunk. What the hell? We played until 6:00am then back home.

This morning, she called me and want to have a nap in my home, after she came, she cried and I dun know why, I just try my best makes her happy, after that we took picture with Snowman. Later on, I accompanied her to "gowings" and she bought a lot of things. Back to her home and help her packing the stuff coz she will move to another place. We had dinner in Kingsford coz we knew that all guys will have dinner in there but no one contact us. We went to "Home" that night, and this is the 1st time I tried drug but I had no feelings may be I had antibiotics la....hahaha

我知道自己應該要清醒，好多野都係自己一廂情願…我竟然會相信這些說話！I waited for 2 months, even I back Hong Kong last month, I truly believe all the stuff you talked to me in the airport and in the phone. But now? All of them are bull shit. Anyway, I still care about and worry about you. I must remember what you want me to do ---- Be happy all the time. Same as me, I want to see you happy all the time. 
May be at the beginning you had been determined our relationship, after received your mail, I know what you think, what you suppose to do and what's our relationship. I am glad that you telling me about your feelings. I know which attitude I should be used to treat you in the future. 

First test in Finance, and today is Tammy and Little Brother's B-day. At the beginning I think I won't attend to Tammy's B-day party coz I had dated with Little Brother before and the other reason is I scared I still haven't ready to face her. After a dinner with Little Brother, I changed my mind coz after a talked with Fiona and I know it's a good opportunity to make sure that I had recovered my wound or not and face that complicated relationship. So I went to Grace's home waiting for her coz she will attend to Tammy's B-day. When we arrived, all guys felt surprise. There were many peoples in Janet's home --- Mandy, Kimmy, Chris, Sandra, Jan, Bunny, Lily, Evil, Tammy, Grace, Candy, Trina, Brenda, Small Kim, Kim. We took a lot of photo. Most of them were funny, and I had put one of them in my homepage.

I know Tammy and Sandra were not happy, including me, coz something happened. I had talked to Tammy nearly 5 hours. Grace had called me and told me something. I dun want to mention in here coz privacy. After talking with Tammy, we discovered our history nearly the same.