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I have been heart broken so many times that I don't feel the pain that much. It is like I am numb to all that has happened to me, but I still cry. I don't know why I still do that. I guess it's because I want to feel the tears run down my face. I know how it feels to see you boyfriend cheat on you or lie to you. I've seen it all. There is only one guy that I've dated that I still have feelings for. He knows why I still have those feelings for him. I would tell you why but then I'll have to kill you. LOL I hate being hurt and I know other girls hate it too. Girls that get played hate it. I don't like seeing my friends get hurt and they don't like seeing me get hurt. I dated this guy when I was in 7th grade for a long time after. One of my best friends that live in Elgin, told me that he was playing me with another friend of mine. I didn't believe her until I talked to his little brother. When I heard what he said, I got so upset that I couldn't call him and I wouldn't talk to him for 2 days. I finally got the guts to ask him about it and he said yes. I asked him how long this has been going on and he said for a while. I told him, " It's over between you and me.I don't want to talk to you again." He said that was fine and we hung up the phone. I have never cried so much in my life like that again until I dated a guy from IKE here in my home town. He played me with 4 or 5 other girls. I found out from one of his best friends that he was playing me. We already broke up so it really didn't matter. I miss him sometimes but I am glad that we aren't dating anymore. If you are a guy, please don't play any girl that you date. It hurts them to much and if you are a girl that also goes for you. Don't play any guy that you are dating. Guys need to treat girls with respect and treat them like a princess and girl need to treat guys with respect and treat them like a prince. |
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