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Sometimes I just sit in my room thinking about how it would be like just to be in a family with a dad. I see all my friends with their fathers and I know that I will probablly never have a dad here on earth. I cry myself to sleep a lot and I pray to God almost all the time to send the perfect husband to my mom so I can have a father, but now that I am all grown up. I know that God probablly doesn't want me to have a father on earth because he wants me to put all my trust in Him and not someone else. God wants to take care of me and have a strong relationship with Him. I guess I am going to have to give my life to Him. So far I have given Him little things in my life. Like: giving Him my singing, dance, creativity, and writings. Now it's time to give everything to God. I am going to give my relationships to Him and everything else that belongs to Him that comes to me. |
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